
Isham Wedding 26 Mar 2005
"A soul mate is someone to whom we feel profoundly connected, as though the communication and communing that take place between us were not the product of intentional efforts, but rather a divine grace. This kind of relationship is so important to the soul that many have said there is nothing more precious in life."
My email to Nurul after I got to noe abt the office news when I was away in KL.....
i just got to noe from ernie semasa ke tiadaan aku ada 3 orang naik pangkat... Siak betul.
kau tahu siapa?? micheal Lim Hikaru, then Jimmy budak baru tapi bukan budak lah dah tua kira senior citizen 40tahun kuat angkat punya & Michelle Yap pun budak baru masuk as temp way way back aft aku & pun pandai angkat.. siot lah. aku binggit siot.. aku tak tahu cerita pun.
actuallly aku dapat email saying ni 3 orang belaja kueh muih for everybody.. aku pun wondering lah what is the occasion then until just now aku tell ernie ada orang tukar nama.. i was refering to the KAUR tu.. rupanya ernie blur ni, heheheheh.. dia ingat i was talking abt orang naik pangkat tukar title nama...
aku binggit seh, besau punya binggit..
biar lah, aku dari hari tu balik kerja, aku tak bual dgn jip san, biar aku nak dia ingat kan aku tak bual dgn dia coz of this...
marah betul seh aku.
padan lah hati tu aini kata kau tak ada mcm2 terjadi.. nanti aku cerita.. cuma tak sempat aku aku pun tak tanya lah..
To 'let go' does not mean to stop caring, it means I can't do it for someone else.
To 'let go' is not to cut myself off, it is the realization I can't control another.
To 'let go' is not to enable but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To 'let go' is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands.
To 'let go' is not to try to change or blame another, it is to make the most of myself.
To 'let go' is not to care for, but to care about.
To 'let go' is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To 'let go' is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.
To 'let go' is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes, but to allow others to affect their own destinies.
To 'let go' is not to be protective, it is to permit another to face reality.
To 'let go' is not to deny but to accept.
To 'let go' is not to nag, scold, or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and to correct them.
To 'let go' is not to adjust everything to my desires but to take each day as it comes, and to cherish myself in it.
To 'let go' is not to criticize and regulate anybody but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To 'let go' is not to regret the past, but to grow and to live for the future.
To 'let go' is to fear less and to love more.
Author Unknown
But Greatly Appreciated!
Berikut disenaraikan kajian mengenai bulan dan sikap anda, yang telah dijalankan oleh Yang Berbahagia Dato' Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah.
OGOS
* Suka berlawak.
* Mudah tertawan padanya.
* Sopan santun dan mengambil berat terhadap orang lain.
* Berani dan tidak tahu takut.
* Orangnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan.
* Pandai memujuk orang lain.
* Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego.
* Nilai harga diri yang sangat tinggi.
* Dahagakan pujian.
* Semangat juang yang luar biasa.
* Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk.
* Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan.
* Sangat cemburu.
* Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti.
* Cepat berfikir.
* Fikiran yang berdikari
* Suka memimpin & dipimpin.
* Sifat suka berangan.
* Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat.
* Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk.
* Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit.
* Belajar untuk bertenang.
* Sikap kelam kabut.
* Romantik, pengasih dan penyayang.
* Suka mencari kawan
Its been sometime since I blog...
so pre occuppied wz things, I was down wz Flu, MC for a few days & till now still not fully recovered. Ayah was in hospital for 3 days.. Ayah is still on MC for 2wks, i think he has abt 1 wk to go.
I've been a bit 'down' over things surrounding me... Being a big head ego, i just cant express it openly to prevent from any 'kecik hati'.. so i shall swallow them slowly...
I attended Abg Jamal's wedding last weekend, wz the whole family. Ayah rent a Car so that all of us can go. At least only left Mak, Ayah & myself coz Fidz was down wz Fever & Raudz only accompany us half way...
Seeing Abang & Linda, wearing the same color dress code - brown imply to me they seems to be very ngam & i think Abang look happy wz things, i think.... Good for him lah. Its abt bloody time lah. After going thru this & that I think its just abt time they get married kot... Linda is kind of accepting our presence. Of course lah dia dah menang apa, dah dapat Abang.. haaahahah... takde lah, dah jodoh dia kot... insya ALLAH.
So later we proceed to other wedding, lastly we went to Yati my 2nd cousin, anak Encik Ra'ai. Only manage to meet the Aunties & Uncles only... Yati is of my age, we so call grew up togather on the same generation... Well infact my cousin of my 'batch' are all married wz kids. Come to think of it, I've been blogging over the same subject of tunang, weddings, married, kids & all along the line lah.. getting boring lah this subject...
At work Zana just got herself engage to this guy 4years her junior & she got to know this guy via Friendster for abt 6mths or so.. And at the end of the year will be the Big Day. There goes the stories abt expensive bridal expenses or over the budget & so on & so forth... Me being the egoistic bitch, didnt even wish to ask her things in details. or she will go on wz all the stories abt her mom & sister & all. Marriage is all abt 'kesederhana' if you want to spead more than you choose to do that isnt it??? jangan kerja mati2an utk spend 1 whole day & your few Thousang $$ gone in a split seconds...
Ya ALLAH palingkan lah aku pada pembaziran jika sekira nya Jodoh ku sampai & bakal mengadakan masjlis Perkahwinan ku kelak. Amin...
Then adik ku pulak sedang sibuk menyusun nak buat majlis dia Jan 06 nanti.. hai pressure aku... dia tu lagi sorang, nak budget, tapi nak gi studio photo shoot pulak. apa cerita pulak. suka hati lah, duit dia nak buat apa suka hati dia lah...
Macam mana aku tak pressure all around me are discussing over the Sensitive Question thingy.... pening aku.
The other day, I was just viewing the nieces Friendster.. I saw some Happy Big Family Photo going on Holiday wz the Bride & the Groom... keluarga bahagia nampak. Cinta orang baru kahwin lagi manis ni... Lagi shiok apa.. I asked Feisal this question on how he manage to over come since his Youngest brother got married. Actually indirectly told him the pressure is on me soon.. Well he said "its all in the mind", i guess for him its even more tense since Reza is the youngest sibling, langkah kakak & abang dia 2 bendul sekali... Power lah adik sorang tu.
Congrats to Reza then.. I called him the other day. Was just asking KING OR QUEEN. Guess what he is honeymooning in Bali. Alamak kacau daun lah aku... heehehe.. Hope to see him Soon, or otherwise will meet Feisal to pass the BIG gift i bought at John Little the other day, that create dispute at home on where to place it & how do it carry it to KL.. heeheheh... I shall figure it out later or rather on that day itself.. anyway I'm going to travel light. No chances is no problem lah...
I was on my way to work today.. at Dhoby Ghaubt MRT on my way out I saw a familiar Face... Hansem, so our eyes met... heeheheh.. but I was trying to figure out who he is, either my old classmate, school mate or.. no.. its M@yuni Om@r.. Gosh his good looks, but he has put on some pounds lah, dah tak cute sangat.. His big eyes is prominent to detect him...
Cheers...
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