Suratan & Takdir..

I'm very sure we made a Wise decision.
Physically, Mentally & Financially also...

Setiap kejadian itu ada lah kuasa ALLAH.
Terjadi nya atau tidak tu jugak kerja ALLAH.

Harus lah di terima suratan & takdir.
Kerana itu semua nya suratan NYA.

Jadi segalanya ku terima sahaja kerana itu kehendakNya..

Sebenarnya aku ini seorang yg susah utk menerima kakalahan. Kerana pada ku kekalahan itu menunjukan kelemahanku. Sesungguhnya kelemahan itu bukan sifatku.

Sesungguhnya kekuatanku terletak pada kepercayaan orang terhadap kami. Alhamdulliah ALLAH buka kan minda aku berfikir secara logical bukan mengikut perasaan. Shukur orang yg paling "open & logical is my better half.." Thanks YOU, you know who you are my flesh & blood...

I'm so much relieve now, so much tenang. Alhamdulliah kita tak menipu & tidak di tipu. Kerana takdir menentukan sedemikian...

Semuanya berbalik kepada Qadak & Qadar ALLAH..

TruLy NoreeZ

Dah gi Undi ke??

Today's Election Day...

Kepada Cik Red aka Rock aka Raudz.. 1st time undi kot? Excited ke?
To Encik Imran aka yg Sudah tu Sudah lah... 1st time jugak kan.. heehehe.. happy voting tau.
To Nya' - Selamat Voting in Spore Embassy in KL tu..

I thought by going in the rainy Saturday Morning its not gonna be crowded. Believe it or not? The Q was long man. Went with Mak & Ayah, fortunately its Voting Venue is at our block aje. Unfortunately Its my working day, had to head back to the office after that..

On my way to work, this question came into my mind.. What is it you're looking for in voting a Leader?? hhhmm.. Anyway I shall not continue with the topic coz otherwise blog ini akan ber bau politic pulak.. Bahaya!

I was thinking of taking MC today, however the thought of having the Public Holiday x2 pay for today why not work & earn some.

So the hot topic in the MRT this morning are all politcal issue... I just listen only.

The Question now is... Anda Vote Siapa??

Well.. Undi itu RAHSIA Tau!!!

Truly Noreez

Weak Seh..

In ALL Honesty....

kalau tak nak datang, takpe. Aku tak paksa... Faham?
jgn ingat aku promo & pelawa, kau mesti nak kena datang mati2 jugak.

kalau tak nak takpe, aku tak marah.
Tapi jgn buat muka kat aku, tak kuasa aku nak layan.
boleh tak? binggit!!!

kalau sebab ni kau nak tarik muka panjang then you're at the losing end.
cause I m leaving, you will not be meeting me anymore.
so aku tak ada masa & tak kuasa nak layan tau. aku banyak lagi benda nak fikir..
so lagi sekali kalau tak suka, tak nak datang jgn bagi alasan itu ini.

Phew!!! I'm just letting out some hot air..

Ok, I'm slight better now..

Finally...

I just hve to let it out!! I'm pissed...

Ok I have finally TENDER. My last day will be on 25th May. What a relieve.. Its about time & thats it, thats the max i can take it.

At least I hve something to smile about. I had a great GetAway. This time there's no shopping but Quality time spend. Didnt know that I'm gonna see KH again. What a surprise, same old guy with new looks. Its been so long since we last spoken & meet. He doing something new now. Office was very near to the hotel we staying.

I was surprise to find out that He mention that we use to be his but now we are someone else. Bukan lupa & bukan tak ingat pun & bukan 'use to be'. I'm still bukan nya kacang lupa kan kulit. Cuma meluas kan networking aje apa... ish..

Thanks for our kawan, at least we went for the pre event show, get to rub shoulder with 'some people' where you dont get that back home. Feeling2 lah jugak, cuma tak terasa mcm zaman muda2 dulu jadi groupie!

I dont like to keep mentioning it. I know people tend to get jelak. & I dont like people to come for the sake of Friend, I want people to be present for the sake of entertaiment. I'm not forcing, you're suppose to spread the word. So dont be afraid that I might get angry coz I'm not. I dont want to be terhutang budi coz u hve to come coz we are friend or family...

I've alot abt some people. I get to reunite with my childhood friends. Kalau tak kerana event ni maybe I will not get to visit & meet Ita again aft so long. Thank to Mike & mom, Sani, Ita & Cik Eton for the time. Really appreciate it.

I always tot that I'm the only one. I didnt know that there are people on the same boat as me. I was suprise at the tot that I know more than I suppose to. At the thought that I use to like him over the big screen, knowing him in person is so much different. No doubt I found the similiarity in us & our 'generation'. Not saying that there was something going on (feeling2..), dont dream. He's nice, hilaroius giler, cartoon & cute lah kira.. He shld deserve someone much much better, someone homely, someone not career minded maybe. Heii.. there goes my chance..

Anywayyy...
Tickets for Jalinan Kasih Ibu is still available at the Muzika Records, Fig & Olive, GoldChocs & MakanShiok!

Jangan lepas kan peluang utk bersama dgn Artist2 Jemputan workheART di RELC Auditorium pada 20th May 2006 jam 8mlm...

Truly Noreez

Things Just dont go as Plan, What can I say..

Things just dont go as plan.

We got our house key abt 1wk plus. All of us are so excited over the new place.. been busy packing some stuffs & visiting out renovation company. We hve selected Chew ID, quite happy with Chanel assistance. Unfornately I receive a call from Chanel saying that she has transfer it to Kelly instead to assist. It seem she's no longer there anymore..

Thanks to Chanel coz she's such a dedicated worker.. All the best to her. At least Kelly is reliable & responsible also & helpful. She understand our need & budget as well.. Alhamdulliah...

I've been having this giddy spell & heavy heart beats for the past few weeks. Went to visit Dr Chong, he said its stress.. I guess its due to the late lunch & dinner. It seem my system goes crazy with the change of my eating habit now. I only eat breakfast & light lunch. Sometimes when I had to go out for meeting & all the makan time is delayed. So that causes the giddy spell lah I guess.

Anyway, the renovation of our new house will start early nxt week it seem. I'm rather dissapointed with situation. However I just had to swallow whatever the situation may be. What more can I say, Things just doesnt go as plan. As long as the dispute doent come aft all things are done, I rather have it all NOW. As expected & I'm prepared with things. But I'm very dissapointed. I just cant put into word to convey the whole story, for sure I'm not gonna say why. I know Mak's very sad, so am I. But Raudz has the point for not having to mentioning why, what & how. Reminds me of the Tema Anugerah story, when the Playboy tu tak story kat anyone why he fell & who pushes him. Instead he cover up his friend who causes his fall.. ceh wah!!! So in the end the friend feel bad instead lah kan.. padan muka dia.. so much abt tak nak mengaku kawan lah apa ke benda...

Now, its offical... I'm happy that I finally can say "at least". I'm proud to say where I'm calling from.. hhmmm... We've been up & down a few places, now then I know when this & that has to be done. When all that are in order, another test comes into the picture. Yet again, Things just dont go as plan...

I've (or rather we) been very busy & tied up with many many things.. With an upcoming event in about 6wks away. alot of things has to be done..

To My Friends ALL, I'm sorry that we've not been in touch as often..

Soon Insya ALLAH...

Truly Noreez

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Things Just dont go as Plan, What can I say.. Part II

I was called by my TL just when I was having fun reading Raudz & CK email reply berbahasa basi panjang lebar. Sekejap-pan rasa.. alamak baru nak ketawa gelak guling dah ada yg ganggu lak.

So I just take it positively. Not to know that the call for the meeting was due to be browsing the HP website, intended to purchase a Fax cum Copy Printer & hoping to enjoy some discount for SH Staff. Guess what? They print my screen shot & pasted it, penalised as "browsing the website while working & answer calls"!!! My Gosh, I'm feeling like in prison man being watched every min & sec.. merepek.

I'm so close to saying that I want to Belah! Tapi sabor aje lah aku...

BINGGIT!!!!!...

No Big Bucks!

Its so depressing, gosh I cant express & explain how depressing it feel like.

Actually it was 'announce' by a few people not to expect big buck for end of march if your points are lower than 100. So I was hoping it's not true. However when the time comes, I heard from a few people of the same boat they say its "Not Bad lah". So I thought, how not bad is Not Bad lah kan...

So after 'hurray hurray...' over the weekend and before that had a awesome time at APM on Friday evening (pls note, our seat are just 6 rows away from the big stage... Tapi jgn mimpi nak grab ANZ or MarCeLL ke ELLo ke ya.. walaupun dekat lah kan..) I almost forgotten abt the bonus issue...

The weekend was also packed with meeting & other things to settle. Oh Yes, we got the key to our new house last Thursday. Looks like we gonna be moving estimated mid of May or something.. this is just my prediction aje lah.

So Tuesdays came, I was back to work then. The part where I hate most was when I was being called by No5 since she's the exec now. I hate the fact that she called me to see her at the conference room. She is so "step Bossy" giler menyampah. As if I owe her the LIVING!!! Please... Anyway, the bottomline is I didnt get the Big Fat one.. Expected coz I has my tonsil last 2005 with my operations & all the exhausted all my MC back then...

Arrrrrr.... I'm so frustrated man. But what more can I say right..

Actually I was pretty dissapointed coz I (or rather WE) was not being notice by some1 lah.. I was so sedih, coz we were being shadow by other. So I was not being notice, despite waving at Him, he didnt see me. Then somemore I almost fell down on a Wet Sunday.. I cant believe it that I was feeling sedih, Raudz laugh at me..

Anyway, we hve a lot of things to do. More things to think about. Now it seem so many things are happening 1 by 1.. We cant afford to do things 1 at a time, we need to multi-tasking...

Truly Noreez

Moving On...

I wish I can go.
Maybe not now.

I shall wait.. AGAIN wait..
How long more should I wait??
Soon maybe..

What if I fail??
Who's the piller for support?

But its abt time, I shall leave...

Anyway, why more should I wait.
I've been here for 6 years.. infact this mth is my 6th year. What hve I achieve since I'm here?
What have I gain ever since I'm here.
Was I being appreciated?? hhhmmm???

Earlier in the afternoon, we had a meeting. Later that evening, I was told by my TL that The BOSS mention I've been here for so long & new job need to be assisgn to me. The looking into u know what lah.. promotion ke apa ke. But now my heart is not here. Its a risk that I'm taking but I'll willing to give it a go.

I hope to get a FAT bonus, at least I can decide what step to take next..

There are things in life that need changes. There are too many oppurtunities that I've forgo.
There too many time this heart kena broken.. I've tired already lah.

Anyway, I'm glad that we had a talk ystdy with someTWO who understand us...
Understand out journey that we hve to go thru. Well, the Leave & OFF Days going out whole day really pays off.

When I met Jen & Liz was at the Santai Event. So ystdy was our 1st time chatting with them apart from biz talk. We went to their Cafe at RELC has the sinful most sedap Brownie & Raudz has the Stawberry Cheesecake. Then, I saw someone familiar.. Someone from my Sec Sch days..
"You know that guy?? That guy is my husband..." I look at Jen!! Your Husband, Alamak...
"Thats my Teacher when I was in Sec Sch!!!"

How can I forget, Taufik's my PE Trainee Teacher back then when I was in Sec 4. Surprisingly he can recall my FULL NAME. Thats really something.. heehehe.. ya & now, I'm a friend of his wife!!! waaakaaakakaakaaaa... I told him that all the rest of the ladies (there was a bunch of 6 malay girl in my class. I remember we all went out to east coast beach with Taufik & Hasnan. They were planning to reunite us togather coz we were all not in talking terms. Tak ingat lah gaduh pasal apa

Just few days ago, I receive a msg from Friendster from an old friend. Actually I cant recall her coz she's a mother of 3 now. She really looks different. She said that she heard my name on Air when the annoucement of Santai. Then she found me at Friendster... Thats really nice. Indrawati's my Pri 6 classmate.

OK Life is full of ups & down. I must mature very fast, furthermore I start working at a young age of 20 yrs old. Mixed with mature adults, going thru life the hard way. I remembered back then I basic pay was only $500+. How did I manage to survive eh?? I recall getting to know people, from all over. Lain orang Lain Ragam.. Regret?? Not a All..

Today I've some time to spare, coz the calls is not too bad. Maybe tmrw when the bills are out.

I've another 28mins more to balik time.. gosh I just HATE afternoon shift. But I didnt get any sympathy from anyone today. Seems the muka kesian tak menjadi lah..

Looks like I've got to work noon till SAT man.. Sat keje Petang?? Gosh so BORING seh.. What can I say man.

Truly NoreeZ

Its not a Holiday, Its Work!!

I've drank 2 cup of PowerRoot kacip kopi this morning. Gosh I'm still feeling so sleepy & tired this morning...

The KL trip is too short, but its worth. Not expecting it to be a holiday trip at all so I didnt infrm anyone on our arrival becoz I know I will not be able to meet up with anyone..

Raudz & myself left Spore at 8am on Aeroline 5hrs trip. Arrive at 1pm, check-in at SuiteStay(its The Zon now) immediately, fortunate enuf they manage to give us the room before 2pm usual check-in time. Just aft Zohor, we left. Anyway The Zon has upgrade the whole place & the room its so beautiful love it very much. Unfortunately, as much as we wanted to stay for more than 1 nite on a nice room like this, we cant.. next time perhaps, we shall stay fr a wk then.

Coming to KL was for the Launch of Hazam1 Fun Club & Website, Check out www.hazami.com.my. Hazz's performing at KLCC this afternoon - I so gonna miss that man.. What a waste..

The launch at REDBox SOGO was interesting. With all the media's covering the event was really something. The event started at 3pm, however it was being stretch till almost 6pm when Shawn & the Members of the fan club & Safri - Haz's friend (& Naz's friend too) cum Choir Conductor occupied the time with some activities for the fan. Dah agak, kita dua pun mesti kena sabo jugak.. We also got to know Fazli (M'sian Idol 1), in the process of recording his 1st album soon. He got songs from Hazam1 for his album...

Raudz menang sorak from the crowd for being the Sporting Fan Club Member... The loudest sorak comes from the Choir boys.. hhhmmm.... Of all people, they pull me out to Sing Hazam1's song. Ok nak sporting punya pasal kuar jugak. Tapi dah lah suara mcm katak, tak sajak betul. I was trying to distract myself coz I was so embarrased facing the crowd.. me Singing! So cannot make it man & so the forget the liriks lah hello!!. I was hoping, "jgn lah vote aku meang.. malu nya aku.." Lucky thing the Choir boys (Soul D Niro & other underground group.. power seh) sang louder so at least it 'override' my katak voice lah eeeee...

They celebrated his bday (again??) entah berapa kali celebrate bday. We left at around 6pm, headed to KLCC for Haz Rehearsal for today's show. Its nice listening to Sonata Musim Salju - the melody of the saxophone & the band, its beautiful..

Its already almost 11pm, I tot ok we shall go back to the hotel instead. Haz has another practice with LJ at Ampang, sebenarnya paiseh lah asik nak menempel aje membontot & ikut aje. He knows that we were not able to spend more time if we balik right now. He told us to join him instead so at least we can chat & spend sometime. We dont mind since we dont have any agenda, cuma paiseh lah nak ikut aje kan..

The dance practise is for the nxt week upcoming event. LJ dance studio has nice color painting & also cooling.. mcm boleh tido. Raudz got vry comfortable with the sofa & the breeze of the air-con. Just nice to fall asleep, however I was actually very hungry. Sakit kepala jap..

Haz finishes his practise at almost midnight. We decided to have supper all togather somewhere at Ampang area, I dont really know where the place is exactly. Saw a few artist there.. there were Aznil later on saw Erma Fatimah. This must be popular hang out makan place among them. Saw that TV3 newsreader also... cant rememeber his name lah.

The food is good, lapar punya pasal kan. We makan till around 1am, left venue for him till almost 2am. Bid farwell to the rest, being send back to our hotel. I know that we had to wake up early to get home the SAME morning, Raudz rqsted not to have the buffet breakfast at the hotel... We continue sleeping instead, dont feel like getting up.. malas nya.

I woke up at 7.45am, had my subuh at 6.30am. Its not helping at all for sleeping another hr, pening kepala lagi ada. I like the bathroom so much, unfortunately its a glassdoor so Raudz disallow me to passby the glassdoor when she's inside.. waaakaaakakaka... tak privacy langsung. Tapi cantik.. mcm mana tu eh!

We check out at 9.30am, the front desk give us the package left by Nyah. Thanks vry much. U shldnt hve..

We arrive SIN at almost 4pm, actually we suppose to arrive at 3pm. however there was a delay at the Immigration due to 1 of the pax has overstay in Msia.

For the 1st time I didnt get to do any shopping, except for my Kopi Kacip PowerRoot aje 4 packet. I only spend RM50 aje.. sungguh menjimatkan.

I'm still so tired, just had to take AL on Mon. Feel like 'sakit' only tmrw... hhhmmm.. but I need to save my MC for 'rainy days instead. Who knows lah kan, Emergency ke.

Anyway, I'm feeling very sebal coz Ms A khabar nya got promoted its either to Senior post or an Upgrade of the Grade (& More $$ lah of course). Perhaps I didnt 'por' enuf kot thats why I didnt get to be part of the promotions. I know she's waiting for me to ask her coz the other day I saw her passing by with this Smile on her face saying like, "tak nak tanya ke kenapa happy ni...." She gave hugs to her TL D, I know coz I smell something not right. I dont care I dont event bother to ask. But its ok. I just hve to stay positive..

Another sad news was, I just fail my Test Call on 75point. Reason for failing was becoz of the changes on SLA that I'm not aware off. It use to be say 3wrkg days for reconnection of line, now its 3 days only. So they fail me due to the incorrect answer given. I take things forgranted coz for the past 6yrs I've been telling Customer the Old SLA. Yet again, takpe.. stay positive till Bonus comes.

But now I heard anyone who gets less than 100 points (over 150) for the appraisal will not be rewarded with the Bonus.. new policy.. Yet again, Sabor lah aje...

Ok Its time to Go Home.. while at work now they hve installed the Cable TV at our office which means we can watch. I've reqsted to On the MTV channel now coz mana lah tahu the Event will be telecast.. Infact, Kata was the 1st video klip that apprear just now..

Truly Noreez

Just Cant Get Enuf...

With monthly of Planning, & heartache, dilema, dissapointment & happy moments came. Now its been a week since the Event by heARTwork. How fast time flies.

Yes, I know I'm so behind time when comes to blogging this time. I've been very occuppied till I dont hve time to sit down to blog, lost 2 kg, didnt had proper lunch nor good sleep. I felt since the last CNY holiday I've been so bloody busy with things...

Right after that, the short trip to KL for JL 20 was really something. We manage to get seats from Mi's Mgr, lucky we must say - Alhamdulliah lah kira. We really hope Abg Mi will come home with something & at the same time we can also promo him for our (at that time) upcoming events...

We went to watch the Full Dress Rehearsal on Sat on the day of our arrival. We just get to see Abg Mi just say 30mins before the Rehearsal. Tu pun just salam aje then we were rushing to PWTC before the show starts. Nasib lah stay at Pan Pac Putra... We know that we will never get to meet our friends, the stay was short & we didnt even get to discuss anything abt the Spore event... Anyway, we didnt get a good seat on the Rehearsal.. But I was telling Raudz takpe esok masih ada.. heehehehheeheee...

The nxt day, the days we've been waiting for. That evening we got ready early. We come 'prepared not bring camera along'. Rupanya its so the very the different from Spore event or show or concerts. Tahu Raudz sebal sangat coz we were practically standing in front of the Red Carpet... But this time Alhamdulliah we got the BEST seat I must say...

The whole event felt like a Gala Night. Alah tak yah lah cerita panjang coz mcm dah basi gitu. Apa pun, we were so excited when announce the winning of Abg Mi. Both of Us was like a bunch of crazy ladies shouting, at the other corner we are glad that His Mgr actually saw us coz he was jumping himself when Abg Mi was announce the winner. That night we know its not easy meeting up with Abg Mi, konon nya banyak lah plan nya... Hambar..

But the morning call at 1am to our room phone was a surprise. So nice of Abg Mi to call... Anyway we will meet up again in Spore..

The Event last week was really something that I've always dream of doing. Alhamdulliah again.. Its something that I feel that I must do it.. So the day came, unfortunately Mak & Ayah left for Holiday in Sarawak. If they were here with us its like a Family joint venture event management lah konon nya.. heeheheh...

We arrive early to fetch them. Arrive just during lunch.. The event went well.. Glad & bersyukur.

At the end of the day sending them off to the airport is sad coz the whole thing happend too fast till I cant catch up with it. Lucky thing the nxt day was still my off day. or else I will definately felt lazy coming to work.

The days passes by, I felt really lost like as if I'm in LOVE. Not with someone lah.. its with Something that I really wanted to do & achieve. Maybe the time has come, for me to do something different apart from my daily job... Insya ALLAH.

I would really love to do more to this. So much abt going after & chasing artist & stars. Now its for real, no chasing but this time being part of organizing an event...

TruLy NoreeZ

Santai betul Kita Bersama HaZaM1....

I Am So gonna Blog, coz I'm So the very busy & so occupied with things & I'm so got no time to Blog...

But I am So the tired still & So not in the correct state of Mind to Blog.... Will update more tmrw.
However I'm SO gonna Thank those people who believe in Nur Raudha Ismail & Norismilda Ismail & Norafida Ismail for making this thing happen. I So know that We - heARTwork is So not an establish Event Organizer, Mudah2an we will be one.. 1 Fine Day, INSYA ALLAH...

With Monthly of Planning & brainstorming. No Doubts the argument, disagreement with Raudha but it pays off, Alhamdulliah. But i felt it was to short to believe that it was over just ysterday. I so cannot sleep last night coz I was so cannot believe that (Quote Ayah's word on Fri before Mak & Ayah left for Holiday to Sarawak...), "the day that you all have been waiting for is just tmrw, just 1 day left...."

I would like to THANK my siblings Nur Raudha - for the heARTwork, she really did work very hard for this event to happen. Nothing more to describe & to trash or pour out... You or we Know each other best.

THANKS to NoraFida for the Support - Financially & Physically... Who else is there to stick around with us if not we, each other...

Thanks to Fig & Olive - Mas for giving us the oppurtunity. & Amran - My friend, hope your mom gets better & Thanks for your patiences.

Thanks to Friends...

Thanks for people who call themselves our Friends also... hhhhmmm...

Thanks to those who are part of the event, Perfect Frosting, Gold Chocs, Funky Wan for the nice Signature Poster, To Najeeb for the Video, To Wahid - My Friend for the Photography.

Most Important to 1mran Adjma1n.. for being our Guest Artist. I know your talents during our StarBucks Lepak days yoooo...

For those who are there, Thanks for coming. Hope you guys enjoy the show & the food & the place too...

Last but not Least, To Aszuad for being understanding & for having Faith in US.
To HAZAM1.. no you're younger than me lah.. betul tak tipu.
THANKS A MILLION.

I know I'm not in any Anugerah or some Award thingy...
But to me this is important to show appreciation to those involved.

Will Blog More sooon... With photos...

TruLy NoreeZ

Blog Updates for Three days in a Row...

I've always have so much time to blog when I'm woking on Sunday or a PH. Coz thats the only time that its peaceful to blog without any interruption & distraction of an incoming calls.

Last Sunday, the Program JALAN - Geylang Episode. I actually miss it since I was on noon shift, however Raudz has it recorded. I watch them the same night at midnight. Been looking forward to the Geylang episode since there was an interview with My ToK, Hj Jantan bin Iman who was previously a Penghulu of our (which I've never been to) kampung. Beside that my Dear Friend sang the 'Geyang Si Paku Geylang' Song on the episode too.. Sedap eh suara orang tuuuu...

Anyway, those who know that Tok was unwell mths back & has been in & out of hospital since last Aug will be amazed by his condition right now coz he's much more healthier. Alhamdulliah... Even his trip to KL was a surprise coz not knowing his intention on celebrating his 87th (ke 88th eh?) bday-15th Jan there. For sure all his neices & nephew were excited upon receiving his arrival, sambut mcm Datok Bandar or rather a King coming to KL.. heehehe..

Tok is a respectable man, no doubt he wasnt as strong as he use to be say 10yrs back. He's still active with his trip to Masjid every morning & attending nikah - wakil for orang nikah or orang tunang. Raudz was saying that she often heard people saying like, "Sapa tak kenal Tuan Hj Jantan Iman..." Ya I heard it quite a lot too. Well sometimes if I meet relatives who's not to sure anak sapa si budak ni, I will always say, "Saya ni Cucu Tok Hj Jantan Iman..." Baru lah orang kata, "ohhhh.. Cucu Haji Jantan".. Bukan lah I ni basket carry nama Tok, just for them to identity. However orang kata, "Oh cucu Tok Aji Imam kat Masjid Salleh tu.." Pun pressure jugak, cucu tok imam kan.

CK sms me after midnight telling me I've got Aishah age all wrongly posted.. haahahah... Sowie Mommy Aishah, salah age. So Naz & CK, when will we be having a mini bday party for the 2 junior Gebang member eh??

LAGI... Ten-sion, Twenty-sen, Thirty-sen... "Cakap Salah, Tak Cakap Salah, Jadi Semua Serba Salahhhh..."

I had lunch delivery from Fig& Olive ystdy, looks like I'll be eating delivery order food again... Yummy Lunch..


TruLy NoreeZ

Birthday of the Little Ones...

Aishah & Yasmin

Happy 3rd Birthday to Dearest Aishah... 30th Jan 2006

&

Happy 4th Birthday in Advance to Darling Yasmin... 2nd Feb 2006

Systematic Me!!

Thanks to Raudz for Beautifying my Blog Again

"Thanks eh Awak... cayang"

Today's CNY, I had to work lor of course & infact will be working till nxt friday. Only just minutes ago my Friend Lea has just swap shift, giving me a morning shift Instead. Alhamdulliah... That means I can do other things in the evening, beside watching TV jugak lah.. hehhehehe..

I'm a systematic person when comes to job/work or packing my stuff when going to holiday or precise when it comes to booking of hotel & buses or flight, I will do them way in advance. To me I do not want to do things last minutes & things just dont go according to plan & I hate when that happends.

For example, If I'm planning on a trip say for instead KL lah.
1st I will block my Leave lah 2 mths in Advance, then book my bus & do hotel reservation like 1 mth before the trip. Next I will convert my S$ say 3weeks before the Trip & at the same time start thinking what I shld bring & what baju to wear by listing them down at least. Lastly, I will pack my bag like 1 week before the trip.
And Finally, 1 Day before the trip I will place my Luggage just near the door so that I will just grab & go the nxt morning.

Same goes to things like planning on my next pay day. I will list down what bill I shld pay & at least how much I can spend for shopping (but most of the time the amt for shopping over shot lah jugak). How much I must give Mak & all that.
Its been a habit & I've been practising that for the past like 10 years. Thats how systematic I am.

The thing is, we'll be moving soon in the nxt few months. And the point is, how systematic can I be when I've not start packing my stuff for the new house!!! I've got to start somewhere on any of my long weekend. Coz my almari dah mintak ampun already. I will hve to do packing slowly..

I've visited Nya 3 times this mth & I really like looking at Syirah & kiss her many2 times & carry her.. Best nya.. I went to Nya's place again ystday, they had a family kenduri session lepas Asar. Again Nya put on pink baju for Syirah. Ya I know Nya has been wanting to hve a baby girl, so when that really happends I know she just cant wait to put on a dress for little Syirah I think haaha....

My week will be occuppied, I've so many things in my head & so many things to do. I hope to hve a good weekend...

Oh Yes, Guess who I saw at CT hall MRT this afternoon???
Rizal (MCKK) & Wife Faizah!! They came to Spore 'saja saja aje..." kata nya.. We balik JB then came to Spore tu jalan. Awat depa datang on Public Holiday bila all the shopping malls are closed?? heehehe.. Heran pulak.

I was having dinner with a group of malay ladies from the other dept today. All of us had to bawak bekal coz the shops are all closed. They were talking abt masak for the suami & all that.. till the conversation leads to My sad stories. I've know this ladies for sometime however they were to shy to ask what happen to the Big Day that they heard like 3 years ago.. They got the shock of their life when I HAD to tell them the sad story of mine. They wanted to ask me but we never had time to sit down & chat... Anyway they got married like 2 years ago & the other abt less than 1 yr. Supposedly they know that Mine was much earlier then theirs, coz when they heard abt my Big Day, they just got engaged or something... Well I've promise myself that I'll not mention abt the whole thing anymore. However you cant help it if I had to tell the story over & over again when people asked me...

Its slightly bored here, however I enjoy it all the time when the calls are low coz you'll not get this chance to lazy around on normal days alright.. So ENJOY IT WHILE IT LAST...

Here's Wishing you all a Happy Chinese New Year

&

Selamat Menyambut Awal Muharam

TruLy NoreeZ

The Flu is Back.... AGAIN!!!

I get flu very often, I really need to get a flu jap badly. I really must do that.

I'm still feeling malas to blog, I dont know why. However I was down with gastrik flu since ystdy early morning. Infact on Sunday night while I was having a chat Raudz in our room, I did felt the sudden stomachache, but I just ignore it thinking.. 'alah tak ada apa lah...'

That same sunday afternoon, I went to visit Nya' at her place. I have pelawa Naz & CK along since they're never been to her Hougang place. I had to see Insyirah again, I know it. Anyway, on my way to Hougang I took a cab. The driver doesnt seems to know the route to Hougang Ave8, as if I know how to lead.. coz I'm bad with direction I must say, thats why I dont drive... So this driver said that he's just a part time driver over the weekend or something. Then he start saying, "Sorry ah Aunty.. I part time only."
Apa?? kau panggil aku Aunty?? Chendol!! But its only, then I just ignored him.
So later reaching Hougang, he asked me if he shld go via Ave 2 or somewhere else. I said can lah I try guide you... He said it again, "Thank you ah Aunty.."
Ni sudah mendatangkan kemarahan ni. Dah 2 times he mention that. And for your information, He mention its 5X on my whole journey to Nya's place. Dah lah his cab tak ada aircon, its so hot. Do I look like an Aunty to him? I dress up so stylo milo with my shades on, He call me Aunty???

So Anyway, that just a small issue. If you know you're young, then you know you are. Dont bother if someone calls you AUNTY!!! eh fedup... Reaching Nya's place, that the 1st thing I told her, I knew she will not be able to stop laughing by my story. Anyway, If Aqim & Shira calls me Aunty its ok lah right anyway they are my God-Kids. Or even Yasmin or Aishah, of course since they mom are from my generation. Ni some late 30's taxi driver call me Aunty!! Bingit...

Thanks CK for the photos.. So nice.

Baby Naura Insyirah Embun

Ok dont cry, Umi lagi buat milk tu...

So I stay at Nya's place till 3.45pm. Had to leave since I have an apptment at 4pm in Tampines Mall. Later aft the apptmnt I had late Lunch & early Dinner at Pizza Hut & that it. Didnt have any dinner that night.

I miss this, I hve no idea what are the 3 kids are doing...

So that night I thought I must hve something bad/wrong that I ate. Ysterday morning while dressing up to work I know something is not right somewhere, I felt like vomitting & the sense of urgency to go to the toilet tells me its gastrik. I didnt have gastrik for donkey years. I rememeber the time I had a terrible gastirk was when I was in Primary School. That was miserable. Dr Koh said, its not due to something that I eat, its the virus. Gosh that was a teribble paid I had the whole days ystdy. The fever was just as bad... I had to cancel an apptment ystdy evening coz I dont think I can afford feeling vomitting & going to the toilet while having my meeting.

Well today, the fever is gone Alhamdulliah. But the gastrik is still there. I havent had any solid food to eat since ystdy. I didnt have any of my usual Pearl coffee or tea tarik favourite since ystyd. I miss that ok..

So I'll be working for the nxt few days after my off. Then I will not be having my off days till next weekend coz I had to cover the CNY holidays. But its ok lah think positively aje, coz I'll be earning extra for the CNY anyway.. best. So my friends, those coming to Spore on CNY like Mint, I'm sorry I cant mit up coz I'm working even on the weekend. I'll be working from this Fridays & will only be off on Next Saturday. Imagine that...

TruLy NoreeZ

I'm so Malas....

I've been so malas to update my blog.. dont know why. I guess its just those days where you just want to laze around & be malas.. heehehe..

It seems that I've a long overdue updates since the New Year starts.

New Year was Ok-ok aje. I has to work on the PH. But it was not to bad actually, coz I just had to remind myself that I get paid more working on PH. I just came to realised that I'll be working for all the PH in January. And with that, I've earn quiet a BIT of bucks.. Hhhhmmm.. best nya.

My Appraisal is over, but manage to get like 55% of the score. With that I presume that the bonus in March will not be so wonderful. So I estimated that if the rest who score like 70% or so get 3mths bonus, mine will be like 2mths only?? Ok lah better than nothing lah, not to bad after all lah.

I had a good start of the year, coz I just receive my 1st compliment letter for a customer for this mth. At the same time it seem that my call valuation score 95% for the 1st call of the mth... Ok I shall maintain this way. If I'm really leaving the place, I shall leave in Good Name at least.

It was Raya Haji last week on the 10th January. I had to apply leave for Raya Haji, I thought I shld be given an offical off day or something. Yet again I shall think that I'm paid for the Leave lah kan lagi better.. Positive thinking again.

The Celebration started with an early morning to the Masjid Salleh. The whole family went for Solat AidilAdha at 7am. This year beside doing our solat there, Ayah has assign Raudz & me with a job for the Qurban registration. We watch the Qurban directly beside us. Honestly speaking, I've never watch the Qurban "LIVE Telecast". Even when I had my own Qurban done, I didnt stand beside the Kambing to look at it. However on that day, Raudz & me actually witness all there 36 kambing Qurban just next to us.

CK, FK & Y came over to our place for Raya at around 4-5pm. We seldom have visitors on Raya Haji actually. However Andak & Family called asking when are we coming back frm the Mosque coz they want to come by. Later in the evening, Cik Sahar & family came over as well.

I was off for a few days on Raya Haji, purposely did that coz I just want to be lazy spending time at home. We had a Gebang Session the nxt day. However it was a rowdy Gebang, not by the mommies but the Kids. Tak tahu what happend to the kids, they seems to look like they just came out of the kandang coz they were so energatic abis2.. Tak faham..

Today I'm off, yesterday I had to take leave. Intially I swap to afternoon shift due helping a friend who wishes to attend some concert in the Indoor Stadium. However Raudz told me that there is something going on at Esplanade that we shld not miss out.

Imran Adjmain, a Friend cum my cousin's cousin... who's having his album review in Esplanade performace on Sat 14 Jan 06. I know I will not want to miss that. So I took leave, it doesnt matter lah I took leave for some reason yg mcm tak perlu ambil leave. Dah Malas nak melepak aje kat umah, nak wake up late & all that... So there we were at Esplanade on Sat evening. That was really worth it, coz that was really something. I know Imran can sing even those days when we use to lepak at StarBucks Simei aft his Dip in Mass Comm class (& my Dip in Mass Comm evening class... sometimes skip class just to lepak). He will sing along, not just him but our other group of friends. I remembered seeing him on the last Idol. I also recall him appearing on some other programs not on TV & lost more. Anyway Good Job by Imran, cant wait for the new Album to be out coz I have fallen in Love with Kata Orang & 1000 Tahun.. BEST!!!

Ok Today's Tok Bday... & Guess where my Tok is?? He is enjoying his holiday in KUALA LUMPUR lah!! Jgn main2 tau, ingat Tok tak tahu nak holiday ke. Pegi dgn friend pulak tu, Nenek had to stay at home & Mak had to sleep & take care of Nenek at her place.

Tmrrw is Mak's Bday. I dont know what to give Mak, so instead, I'm giving her a Spa treat tmrw afternoon with me. That will be the best treat on last stressful whole week rainy days where the jemuran tak kering2... Ok lah tu kot.

I've just manage to berdamai with my Dear F-riend... We had a rough time coz I wasnt happy with him due to some reason & I blame myself for initating the whole idea. But whatever done cannot be undone. Its just that I've over protective over a friend that I dont want him to get hurt u know...

So anyway, I did something foolish but it was unintentional lah. It was just those selengeh days of mine haahaha.. I was teasing him over some emails send to us. So I was telling him that the email content may hve some meant for him by the sender. Just becoz I miss out the word "SHE" they whole sentense that I email to him sounded that I was trying to tell him that I Love HIM! So with that blunder of mine, I had to send another email & said that It was typo error coz It was suppose to be, "She Love You!!" something like that! I sounded so benggap lah! I am so worried that F-riend might freek out & start calling Nya asking If I had something with him again... haahahah.. Bodoh betui lah aku ni. So I had to clear the Air very fast... hahhaha.. Lucky I manage to change the whole thing or Else, I've got no chace to berdamai dgn dia lagi..

Nya's back in Spore now. She will be here till early Feb or something. So Bila ya kita nak tengok Nurul eh CK & Naz??

I had send sms to a few friends infroming on Nya's delivery. So I had random SMS directed to old friend & I manage to get some old Friends back. Atie, Our old pal who's 2 daughter are already 11 & 10 yrs old, just gave birth to a boy abt 3 mths back.. I hope to bring back Shyreen, Atie, Nya' & myself back again just like we use to hang out 17 yrs back.. I hope Insya ALLAH.

I'm too lazy to go out on Sunday, coz Sunday is my precious day. I dont get off days on Sunday's often. So If I must go out like wedding or something, I'll make sure I got out right after Zohor & be back by 5pm or something. If I have to go out later in the late afternoon I feel that I shld just stay at home & watch Third Watch with my cute Coby Beel on TV.. haahahah....

Ok got to Go.. Will blog more soon once my Malas mood in my system goes away.. haaahahaha..

TruLy NoreeZ

Happy New Year 2006...

Wishing You ALL A Happy New Year....




The Begnning of a Brand New Day.... on a New Year 2006.

There are things that need to be accomplished for this year, insya ALLAH.

Work

I hope I can 'improve' myself at work for the next few months even more the appraisal is in Jan 06. So, you shld know that you need to play your ways right... I will hve to endure & push myself to get good grades (mcm exams pulak), to hit the calls statistic & meet the Call Etiquette. Then hopefully after April, once the Bonus is Confirm in my hand, then I shall move to something NEW.

Anyway, this is not my 1st time saying the same thing. RauDz will agree with me, coz I've intended to leave for the past 4 years or something.. But didnt get to do that as I dont have any substitude plan on another job or something. So if there is Rezeki then why not Insya ALLAH.

Health

I have to go back to Dr Koh to chk on my throat. I need to ask him if i need to go back to the Specialist in TTSH that did my Tonsil Operation. Then if I really had to do something abt it then I really must do something. My TL has requested me to find a solution to my throat problem & he want a definate solution to the problem or it will jeopardize my job.. You hear that, its that serious!!

So I have to take supplement also lah to fight this flu & cough & all that lah. I tink I need a flu vacination to prevent all this from happending as frequent I suppose.

Friends (& hopefully Husband also lah.. haahahah... Amin)

We cannot say, 'i hope i will meet new people & make more friends...' but you still sitting down doing nothing about it. You still have work it out yourself, either thru social outing or new job you're bound to meet new people.

Whatever it is, Most importantly is, I hope the friendship that I've build remains..
And on top of that, more dates for me too. Still coming back to that I still hve to work it out!!

Something NEW

I would like to upgrade myself in whatever ways. 1st on the list is, I will like to sign up for some classes soon.

There is more than just that which I would like to do, but more importantly.. heeheh.. I've promise myself not to talk abt past & ex's anymore.. I PROMISE I WILL NOT TALK ABT THEM ANYMORE.... I shall 'buka lembaran baru'. Ya sudah tu sudah lah, yg lepas jgn lah di kenang sebab nanti buat sakit hati lor.. haahahha...

Entertaiment & Social Life

Infact entertaiment is part of social life.. heehehe..

Hope to go to more concerts or any show or program, maybe theater or something. My trip to KL is still be as frequent kot, as usual heeheeh..

Oh Yes, Nurul Shifa has given birth to a baby girl on 30 Dec @ 4.15pm in Selayang Hospital Selangor, she weight 2.9kg. Congrats...

TruLy NoreeZ

Soon We're saying GOODBYE to Wonderful memories of 2005

This is the time to reflect on what you've done for 2005... Here it goes.

Health

My health in year 2005 was not good. I've almost use up all my MC till Apr 2005, till finally Dr Koh suggested to hve my tonsil operated. I went thru Removal of my Tonsil the same mth as Nya'. It was a disaster, I cant talk for weeks. Eat baby food, gosh it was horrifying. Hospitalisation for 3wks, till I completely recover.

I thought I would not go thru Sore Throat again, however in Dec 2005 I was long MC till All my MC are used up + my 4 days AL + 2 days of Unpaid leave for getting Throat Infection for almost 1 wk.

I hope my health will not get into my way again in 2006, Insya ALLAH. Coz as per my TL, its gonna affect my JOB!!

Friends

I made LOTS of new friend from Blogging. My 1st attempt to blog hop brings me to making friend with Cec - Aishah. She invited me to get to know another kenalan of her CK who is a M'sia staying in Spore. So that was what I did, sign CK guestbook in her Blog in July 2005.

CK email & ask if we can go for Coffee. And thats when all the things started. We meet up in Swensen in PS on one fine day. From the time we met, as if we know each other for so long & we just manage to click. That is when all our Gebang Gang started. I meet Idi at CK place for the 1st time, followed by Sheryl who came to Spore over 1 of the weekend. I met Naz over coffee on the nxt day with CK & when Sheryl in Spore still.

I also met Tety at 1 of the Gebang outings. Tety is Ely's (the blogger's) sister... belum jumpa Ely, her rep is Tety lah...

Apparently that when our Group start to Kembang. Nya' started to Blog too & we started to blog hop following that. CK intro me to more Blogger, Rose, KC, Mint. I branch out with making more from via the MCKK forum, I drag Nya' & Raudz in too.

We had some outing with the Forumers. We had BBQ in KL & thats when I met up with Rose for the 1st time. Also met up with Cec & Camus, Morky & Mila too, also Hazman TukangTaip, Cikun & Family was there too. I also met up wz Leen Ashburn, Anisz, Elaine. Had lunch wz Ieda, Kichi drop by before heading for Solat Jumaat.

We had other outing with the rest of the Bloggers, KC & Kiwa were we finally reunited over Perjumpaan Raya in KL in Nov 2005.

Get to meet Mint & family in Spore during Raya at CK place. Our raya was so wonderful coz the Gebang Gang get to Raya at each other place Kakak & Mak Dara berhari Raya... Mak having a good time to gather all her Anak Angkat Naz & CK.. heeheheh...

I got to know NSE, met up with her on 2 occassions, after judging her from 'mata kasar' I actually feel that getting to know her in person, is not like what I thought her to be. Hope our friendship remains. This reminds me I will hve to email her to see how is she doing...

Our Spore Gebang get bigger for a while with kehadiran Mak Nenek in Spore. Ruby come back, so we had a Gebang session in Nov 05. Meet up with Uja as well. That was when all the mommy's & anak2 berGebang jugak..

I started dating back aft I felt that my life shld move on. Despite the fact that HE got married & started the life anew, I was thinking "Noreez, get your butt up & start moving man!!"

I build up some courage, went out on a date for the 1st time after so long 3 years berperah. Has met up with 3 guys, R, H, R - for the past 6mths or so. However none of them get hooked. Along the way, I got to know KH. We chat, we sms, we finally meet up in Nov 05. However just recently somethings happened & things just dont work out anymore. Its just a blessing i guess. I also manage to got to know D for awhile. I learn that dont judge to book by its cover.. Seram & bahaya..

Just hope I will meet more new people in 2006

Entertainment

As usual, I will never miss going to concerts or any entertainment programs. We stated off with Ritz Carlton Pesta Perdana in Early 2005. Followed by the Warna TAA show where we meet HZMi over at Kallang Theater, my 1st time meeting him. Thanks to Naz for the intro till we get to see him in person. Instead we didnt even watch the show, apart from his performance only.. heeheheh..
The most interesting & exciting event was the Hang Out Raya show with ANZ at Orchid Country Club. Didnt expect to really get the up close & personal treatment for 2 days & 2 night.. heehehe.. Makes us feel special & important, Betul tak CK?? CK dah fan ANZ tau, jgn main2.. heeheheh... Looking forward to more Concert & other programs in the future Insya ALLAH.. yahhooooo.... Groupie eh??

Family

Ayah & Mak left for Haji early year. Alhamdulliah they are back home safely in Feb & Alhamdulliah we manage to survive with some home (cincai) cook food & more of Hjh Maimunah dinner at Joo Chait.

Our family has increase when Isham got married in March 2005, the good news is Tini has just given birth on Christmas Eve with baby girl Sharmine Iman is born. Congrats...

I kinda of miss my cuzin Rose who's in UK now, I miss you Dear... hope she's doing fine with Mark & they wonderful daughters...

Tok was unwell in Oct, he was in & out of hospital for 3 times starting Aug on my Bday. We were so worried abt him. Alhamdulliah things gets better now & he has back on his feet on his daily routine & schedule as usual... Dah plan nak gi KL pulak on his Birthday 15 Jan tau. Kecang tak Tok aku??

Idol?? haahaha...

heeheheh... This is interesting, apart from my Entertainment Idols, there are other idols from other field. DY! met him for the 1st time Surprisingly in the hospital when he is visit his family (angkat). Adi was there with him, but with Adi dah selalu jumpa...

As per Raudz, Mike & Yem are part of my Idols. Ok lah cannot deny... Mike is some how or rather my idol becoz of his song that has hit the charts on air some 1 year back.

Yem was my 'Mat Yoyo' days Idol. Of course lah when I was 5yrs old till I was in Primary Sch, the TV is my best friend (even till now lah i must say).. Kids program was my best buddy man, coz my 2 sisters are to small for me to play around with.. heehehe.. Till at 1 point I remember imagining they are my friends. I recall Mak telling me that Uncle Rahim ever thought of putting me in the Kids TV program however Tok dissallow that to happen. If not I will be part of the "Mat Yoyo" team ok, dulu tu kira FoFular Youuu..

Was that really my Idol?? Not really lah cuma dah bertahun2 baru nampak in person kan.. Lain lah ANZ tu idol giler2 kau! Ok meeing a Idol cum Friend cum blogger, Naz is also an Idol to me. When I 1st met her till I got to know Who she Is, with the Solve Puzzle by Raudz, Gosh I was overwhelmed Ok! heehee..

Work

As usual, it SUCKS Big Time!!!

Well, just have to endure it for the time being. Honestly speaking I work for the $$ & its a tanggungjawap. However if given a chance to change it I will really love to so do but only after March bonus. Ni Honestly Speaking lah kan...

Furthermore with the environment that has no adhancement or advancement for the past 6 years which I Dont Understand coz they ALL NEVER CHANGE!!!
Anyway, I'm doing my performance appriasal soon. My Team Leader (TL) has given me 3 most 'wonderful' COUNSLING FORM & Verbal Warning for 2005, Wonderful is it it?? Bloody Chendol.

The 1st was due to the complaint by this 1081 year old Guy who simple not happy with my voice. He gave a compliment to a Guy but instead a written complaint against me (maybe He's a gay kot??).

My 2nd Counsling was due to 10 MC taken for less than 6mths, of course its due to my Tonsil problem. That one also they cant look into it coz its a genuine case. They cant take sick into consideration also... What can I say right???

My 3rd 'love letter' was due to used up of all my 14MC & the 2 Unpaid (medical) Leave during my Throat Infection. Again my fault is it???

Now he has set some targets for me & mention abt my juniors not being able to look at me as a Senior staff for 6 years due I'm not showing good examples on my attendance, my calls stats & all that stuff.. I hve no Comments lah!!!

On top of that, I've 'wonderful collegues cum Friend' who check on me when I am sick to be sure, "u really sick ke?"

But its ok, I just hope her Father is doing well aft the operation Insya ALLAH. But I cant help it, I cant stand her authoritative attitude who is trying to Step TL mode.. So I just wish her the best of Everything lah...

So you can see the misery that I'm going thru, however I can only afford to LOL... HAAAAAHAAAAHAHAHAAAHAA.. Tu aje lah yg termampu.. Doa lebih2 aje lah, kena lah jaga periuk nasi asal kan tak terjejas & buat kerja yg sepatut nya asal kan tidak tertindas oleh mereka2 & keluarga mereka ni lah.. Mudah2an...

Soon I will blog on What I want to Achieve for year 2006....

TruLy NoreeZ

Bad Week But It was a Good Weekend...

Its been weeks since I last blog. My mind is too congested with things till I dont know how to start & where shld I begin...

Since I got back to work from my long MC, I felt that my 'job is as stake'. Even my Team Lead said so, he want me to get the doctor to check on a solution on recovery of my Throat Infection that is effecting me. He want me to ask the doctor on what to be done due this throat thing is effecting my work (as well as my job, as how he sounded).

There are other issues... Since I've been on Medical leave for like 45days or so for the year 2005, apart frm my HPL on my tonsil operation + my medical leave that are exceeding 14 ydays (+2days more) due to my Throat + 4 days of AL being taken on medical ground as well. It seems they are telling me my target is not met due to the long MC & long weeks & months of not answering calls. Now he started to compare me with the new staff in my team. He said they are ambitious & they are meeting target as rqsted. Of course, I must say they are only 6mths or less on this job & line. Compared to me its gonna be my 6th YEAR nxt Mar of couse you cant compare. They are enthusiastic obviously coz they are new & free from Training. As for me, I've been doing this bloody job without any enhancement or upgrade. No new resonsibility is being assign or new project being given to me to handle.

So in here, I must say, you must know how to play your card right. Perhaps everywhere is the same, but for a new company with young blood, I think that shld now happen. Coz young blood are well educated enough & shld think straight apart from being in the "old school of thoughts"... There shld be more open minded & be receptive to changes as well as suggestion. I simply dont understand.

One thing that I feel like I'm good for nothing here is when they start to compare. I hate the fact that I was being compared with A (she was the 1 who called to chk on me when I was on long MC remember??). Since A is much junior then me, He claim that she is now having more responsibility & being assign with new project in training new hires. So good for her lah, thats what she wants & she's been saying that she would like to be the 1st Melayu in the dept to been given the Senior Post. FYI, among the Melayu here she is the most junior no doubt she has a Dip to be compared to the other 3 Melayu including me however she is the most clear cut "andai angkat" type.

I just had a talk with Wit & Lea they suggested that I shld look for alternative before they send you out to the door (cakap terbuang lah kan...). I think I shall start searching....
Anyway, dah Blog abt something Disturbing now I shall story abt something more happening lah..

Ystdy was Abg's wedding. At last he has ended his zaman bujang. But Raudz kept saying, "eh betul ke Abg dah kahwin ni???..." She still not over it, she still asked that same question last night at 2340pm... heeeheeheheh.. Well I didnt get to come to the Nikah coz I want to be able to come on Sunday instead. Cant hve best of both world right??

The day before on Sat, right after work I came home. Raudz suggested we make a trip to Bishan to spend some quality time, if we are lucky enuf lah, to at least spend sometime catching up before his Sanding on Sunday. Raudz called Abg, he said he's heading home aft chking on the Deco at Perkampungan Geylang. So we decided to siap right after Ishak, we left home. Lucky for us as it seem, must be Raudz Doa, there we nobody at his place except for Mommy & the nephew & nieces - Fadzlin, Fahmi, Iwan & Nora. There are afew of his friends there too, Aida, Azhar & Riz - never meet them personally but they are familiar faces.. Alhamdulliah we manage to steal some time chating till almost 10pm when we leave with Abg. He had to chk out Perkampungan again to make sure that the Deco is according to what he has requested. So cerewet seh Abg, tak berubah.. heehehe...

So finally the day has come, on 25th Dec Sunday on Christmas Holiday I have manage to swap to OD so that I can make it for the wedding. Right after Zohor Mak, Raudz & myself left home heading to Perkampungan Geylang, Dewan SinggahSana. We walk into the hall, Greeted by Azhar - at least we met him the day before so we manage to chat a bit. Gosh the crowd was not bad lah, mcm artist's wedding. Well, he's part of the Glamourous World, in the limelight where the well wishes was in the Radio from morning tak putus2 ucapan. The Guest was, well, orang Ada2 jugak oi... Bukan calang orang... At least we saw some familiar faces. RZ with his family on the other table, so as Ghazali Safrin (he cant remember me again.. shld I tell him I'm from USTS again?? malas lah.. senyum aje sudah..). Then on the other table there were the Local Artist seats, the front is the VIP's (MP & Ministers Seats). Its been years since I last saw Kak Yam & Abg Sham, did some emails to Kak Yam for the past years but always tak dapat jumpa her outside.

Anyway, when we arrive the Bride & Groom was not on the Pelamin. They went out to change. Later on aft we had our lunch, I told Raudz that I will help her kepo to see any other familiar faces around.. I told her, "Raudz tu mcm muka Kakak Blog your friend tu lah sapa nama dia lupa.." True enuf it was Shireen & her family, Raudz Kakak Blog kenalan.. heeheheh.. Kakak Blog address her as.. Entah2 I yg kakak kot?? heeehehehe..

I saw my ChildHood friend Sani & Marlia his wife. Its been so long since I see Sani, apart from the last Anugerah Thingy apa tu kat Ritz Carlton... We catch up on things, our job & all that. Sekali sekala panjang pulak topic borak dgn Sani. Oh Ayah was working that day, so he has to come later aft work at 2pm. The hall was packed, so I had to fetch Ayah outside before he got lost finding us. Meet Aunty Kamsaton & husband also, manage to get seats at our table. Didnt get to attend her daughter wedding the last time coz Raudz & myself was in KL during Raudz Bday.

Oh Lupa, Raudz asked DJ KC to tune in a Wajib Song of KEABADIAN CINTA FROM ANZ.. Like I always tease Raudz, Tak jelak2 ke lagu tu?? Jgn kata Raudz, I've never or perhaps hve yet to get sick of that LOVE song lah. Kita suka TAU!!! heeheheh...

We took picture with Abg & Linda. They were dressed in Hot Pink Songket... Dah selamat Abg kita kahwin dah..

Later we also manage to see Viky & family.. heehehe Viky ~ rahsia ku rahsia mu.. waaakaakaaakaaka.. YES!!! Dont forget the smile. I've yet to ask her what time she left ystdy... The last time I meet her was last year I think.

Raudz manage to meet her friend, Netty & Mayuni however she manage to chat for a while later on we had to leave since they hall is almost packed with guest trying to look for seats. I dont feel good standing up in between seat in the hall coz I was feeling a bit out of place. Those awekward feeling. Wish can stay longer but since its a Perkampungan, we had to give seats to others & the hall is really getting crowded.

Today's PH in Spore since Christmas falls on Sunday. But for me its not making much difference coz I"M HERE AT WORK!!!. Tapi takpe esok I'm off. Have some catching up to do with CK coz dah lama tak sit down & chit chat over lunch or coffee... I shall see you tmrw CK..

TruLy NoreeZ

I'm feeling muchhh better now, Thanks..

I'm feeling much better now.. Alhamdulliah. Only my throat is still swelling & sore, my cough is still as bad & the block nose wont go away. However the fever is gone thats better. I've been in bed for like 5 days.. gosh. I get tired of sleeping & taking medication.. with the tasteless feeling when you drink water yucks that really making me even sick.

Two days ago I took my antibiotics in the evening, then I realise I havent had any food to eat... Then I felt this gastric feeling, feel like throwing up. I just had to calm myself down telling & self talk saying Its gonna be ok Noreez. Grab a piece of bread, spread some kaya on it & eat... Abt an hour after that, ok I feel slightly better now.

My fever goes on & off for the past 5days. I was worried if its dengue or something else lah since the Flu virus is everwhere & with the bird flu thingy its making me worried more. I just bantai chicken from Arnold the day before, Well you bet I was worried sick man.. heehehe...

Ok I miss a few blog entry. I miss the Gebang Entry that we had with Raudz, Mak Nenek, Uja, Naz & CK.. It was just over coffee @ Great World City, but it was fun.. My 1st time meeting Mak Nenek in person. I didnt rememeber that I had this shot of Aishah on my iPaq.

Anyway, my iPaq buat hal again the other days, it went off without any contact number left in my phone again. Lucky I got my memory card to save me from asking people to sms me again.. haahahah.. I've got no time to do something abt the iPaq thing. Later then..

Then I miss the invitation from Tety, Ely's sister. Thats the days that I got sick. I have order like 10 pieces of kueh abuk2 & 10 pieces of kueh kochi. But I got to cancel the order on that same days coz I was so weak to travel to Woodlands. Sori Tety.. So I miss the Gebang gang again at Tety's place.

I was still distrubt with the fact that someone who I tot was really something on his 1st appearence was some 'sick man'... Gosh, I'm still dissapointed with the fact that he got free with what he has done. To think that he called me when he was in Spore & then I've spoken to him again aft like a few weeks after that when I was in KL, that was nothing lah, not a big deal at all. But how are we suppose to know back then who he was right? I remember a few of my friends was all out then I said I 'like' him haahah.. Wasted!! I wish him the best of everything in his life lah. All the very best for you D, go on with your selfish attitude. Good Luck!

Ok, since I was been sick, I've been emotional too. Not to sure why, guess my hormos lah tu.. I got myself reminded of my ex - Rizal. Dont know why lah, I seriously cant explain why. But this morning, it gets worst. I actually cried while thinking of him. Like as if I just broke up with him like 5 mths ago.. Hell! it was 5 1/2 years ago we broke up, but not to sure why I can simple cried. What a bunch on nonsense that it haahahah.. Ya lah, I must say he's my 1st REAL love. That Love is deeper compared to the love (was it love??) I had with my ex fiance. I really hope he is doing fine with life, work, with his own family - wife & kids -maybe he got 2 of them now. I remember Nya' told me years back that his baby girl is born in Oct 03. So that makes her like 2 years old this year already. And that make this 1 Jan 06 is his 3rd year anniversary. I remember becoz we were suppose to get married to our own partner on the same day, its just that mine didnt happen...

At the point I'm blogging this, a sentimental song by Jamal Abdillah - Dipenghujung Rindu is playing at Era.. At the right mood when I'm feeling like what I'm feeling right now lah.. Feeling jiwa lah ni, hai...

I've stop conrresponding with C (or KH or ALK whatever I call him lah....) eversince I came back from KL. Since the last conversation I had with him the other time I total had a different impression of him, tak tahu lah kenapa. Maybe whatever the impression that people had on him was true lah kot. Probably I was blind when I got to know him, Entah lah. But evermore the stories abt D is ever making me feel "dunia ni bak sandiwara hidup... semua nya pura pura belaka..." I maybe wrong abt things but, I dont care lah thats what I think... I felt that he is aware of D's plan.. hmmm... I dont know lah I assume aje.

Ok I'll be back to work tmrw. Will work for another 2 days then will be off again over the weekends. Then I shall have more rest again. Its been a Sickly year for me...

I shall blog soon when its coming towards the end of the years. Shall do some reflection & recaping on what happen in 2005...

TruLy NoreeZ

My Throat Infection.. Ya lah, I'm Really Sick!!

I'm still on Long MC till Wed. I dont feel like bloging actually but I cant help it coz I was extremely fedup with SomOne who's checking me out!!

I'm telling you, not only am I having Flu I'm having a bad throat infections. Dr Ko insist that I shld be resting at home instead, he even offer to write a letter for my TL to grant me a few more days of sick leave. So I'm got all my MC used up due to my previous Tonsil problem, so as my 21days AL are all finish. Now I'm got to take 2 more unpaid leave due to this MC... What choice have I got right??

Ok while I'm blogging this, I'm still sweating just took some panadol earlier I was shivering coz my fever is starting again.

Coming back to the SomOne who called me at 2pm. I just finish my zohor, nobody was at home so I decided to have some sleep. However the phone rang, I saw Ms A name appear. I already predicted she gonna ask what is wrong with me. But at the end of the conversation she said, take care you need to have lots of rest & bla bla bla... Ok at least there's something lah I tot.

Later on, there was an sms from her asking me,"you think you can swap mid shift with me on Thursday. I'm just asking..." how reasonable can that be. You know I'm sick, at the same time for sure I can be answering call coz of my throat. You know how bad my voice is, you expect me to work on a noon shift? Bloody Hell. I was so bloody mad.

I just had to sms Zana. Expectedly she actually asked Zana how sick I was & so on & so forth. Zana told me via sms "jgn layan dia lah kak. dont bother abt her..."

Anyway, A can be really nasty when work is concern. I know she is trying her very best to get a promotion say nxt year. She is so much junior than me in service wish so as in age as well. But she can be a pretty good backstabber as well. I really cant imagine when she's gonna be the nxt TL for nxt year or something. Thats really gonna be nasty...

I'm gonna miss the Christmas Party at work tmrw.. So sad, but I gotta get well soon. Actually I'll not be able to be fully recover by Thurs I think. But its ok, I got to work for 2 more days then come my 3 days off & 1 day AL for me to rest some more...

TruLy NoreeZ

Achoooooo..................

I've got soooo much things to write. But my mood is spoilt coz I'm down with Flu.

I had to take Leave today, coz I know & presume I'll get sick coz the sign was showing since ystdy at work. Since I've used up ALLLLL... my MC when my tonsil gives me problem. So I'm lucky enuf that there was a leave slot for afternoon shift..

I wanna Blog about :-
- Gebang thingy I had 2 days ago
- lousy thing I had at work
- backstabber cum Friend I want to eleborate
- the Guys that I tot was Something but turn out.. ah tak boleh pakai lah kot
- many more lah...

Will Blog Soon...

Achoooo... (*lap ingus...*) Ok Got To Go..

TruLy NoreeZ

Wedding Bells for Suzana Ary Part II

The Bride Zana, dress in Lavender color Songket

Its Sunday 4th Dec.. Zana's Big Day. I had to leave home early at 10.45am to go to Zana's place. I remember our collegues from the afternoon shift I come to Zana's place early in the morning.

Zana has booked me months before, to mark my calender so that I came be at her wedding representing her to wellcome her guest. Since we have common friends, the guest will not be so lost coming to her wedding with her in the crowd.

Teeba carry Jip San daugher, Joanne, Jessie & Angline watching

Ashley & Eric came all the way from JB for Zana's wedding

I manage to see Ashley, Moniq, Berlyn. Meerra & many other collegues & ex-collegues of our in the reception. The 1st few guest that came were Michelle, Sam, Mary, Joanne... All the billing staff. Jip San came with his wife & baby, So as Jasmine Ser came with her son & Mother.

Fairul arrival, extreme right is Zana's eldest brother

The whole reception went well. The Groom Fairul came at 2pm. After being charge with 'toll' he finally get to sit next to Zana on the Pelamin, kesian kena ketuk Toll 3 kali... heeheheh.. The photo taking session start.

Zana with all her neices & nephew & the baby on the left is Zana's grand nephew.

They later had to leave brought the bride along to Fairul's place to meet Fairul's family instead. Nobody came along on Zana's side, she has asked me to come with her instaed. On departing to Tampines, I actually got a 'tumpang' ride on Zana's Sec Sch mates, Estee & Kim. They were going to send me back to AMK on their way back. Util later Zana's start giving signals while she was at the Pelamin, she asked me to wait for her instead. At Tampines, we took a little longer time then it was suppose to be, this was becoz Fairul brother, Farid got married on the same day as well. So Fairul's side has 2 Groom..

The Raja & Permaisuri Sehari...

We all finally left Tampines backt to AMK at around 5.30pm. When reaching AMK @ 6pm, they all have start packing. They have 'close shop' early at 5.30pm. Fairul & Zana hasnt had any food to eat the whole day. They had to tahan perut coz busy with picture taking & all that..

I leave Zana's place at 6.15pm, feeling very exhausted the whole day standing...

That night I slept at 8.40pm, the earliest sleep I've got there. My back just hurt big time, so as my foot..

Today, I left home to work. My feet & the whole leg started to ache when I reach office, so as my whole body. The aircon in the office just makes its worst. I had to go to see the doctor. In mind head just kept thinking I had to rest & sleep.. heeheheh..

Well I did sleep the whole afternoon from 12 to 2.46pm when I was woken up by Aini's calling asking for a swap of shift this Sat...


TruLy NoreeZ

Wedding Bells For Suzana Ary

Suzana on Last year's D&D

The exhaustion from the KL trip has not ended yet. Added on to it, I'll be busy attending Zana's wedding this weekend.

The Bride, Zana. Top from Left Aini, Cherry & Me

SuZana's my collegue, Friend & Adik to me. She join in SH like 2 wks apart from each other almost 6 years back. From then we've been in the same team, goes to almost the same training in house or off site training. From the time we know each other, she has been in & out of relationship like.. many times!!! heeheheh.. We've been to a few holiday trips togather. We seems to be a good holiday partner coz not everyone can stand your nonsense when it comes to holiday trips when you stay togather in the same room, share the same toilet & what-so-ever. Zana & myself share the same birthday month, 1 day part & 4 years difference too. We've been celebrating our birthday togather almost every year. We share a couple of similarities could be becoz of our Star Sign.

Cherry & Glenn wz Zana

Finally Zana is getting married to Fairul her Boyfriend of a yr. Despite the cobaan & all those that she hve gone thru she finally ended her bachelorhood. She had her Nikah last night at her place. So on Sunday will be her Sanding.

Congrats Adik... Semoga Tabah Melayari Bahtera Alam Berumahtangga. Mudah2an kekal hingga ke Akhir Hayat, Amin...

Will blog more on her Wedding Day Tmrw.

TruLy NoreeZ