Picture taken just last night, we were all out dinner at our usual fav place, Simpang Bedok! Nabil's Favourite..

The week has been a challenging one, Alhamdulliah its all about compromising and understanding and not forgetting TRUST and Faith! Yes, thats it, I've said it. Its been a Year now for us, but I felt like its been so many years. And the challenges that we've been thru has been manageable, Alhamdulliah.

Last week, I had an impromptu meet up with Nilawati over lunch. It was so last minute and we met up at town where its convenient for both of us. Its been 18years since I last see her. After we left Sec Sch, I didnt even meet up with her anymore and totally lost touched. Only until I receive a Call and SMS from Idah telling me she met Nila on the MRT then I get to speak with Nila back again. There were so much things that we talk about, our family members as we have missed out so much. Then comes our immediate family stories. We really need to catched up.

Yesterday, I met an old Boon Keng Pri Sch mate, Latipah on the MRT. Actually I saw her a couple of times but I didnt get to say Hi, because we were both rushing to work in the morning MRT. So yesterday, we both bumb in the same train door, and immediately exchange mobile numbers. I emailed her that same morning and we catched up..

Last night, I was on FaceBook. I saw my Form Teacher in USTS Sec 4 class. Gosh, Cikgu on FaceBook. I added him and said, "I'm your student from Sec 4." He comment back at me saying, "you dont have to intro, I remembered you very well.." Haahaha.. Well I kan nerd dulu kat class, even anyone will say, "Kau decent apa dulu." Ya lah memang, aku budak baik apa, skirt panjang. Kata Prefect what!

Thats how much the time has flies. I've always believe that Things Happen for A Reason. Seriously. Now I let everything go with the flow. I'm just too concern about forcing things. I dont want to get angry for something that dont really concern or aim directly at me. And I really like what Yazid always believe in, "jangan sangka buruk kat orang. Walaupun orang buat kat kita, satu hari nanti dia akan baik jugak.." Its not easy absorbing that phrase, but its so true actually. Actually, another person who believe in that is non other than my own sister, Raudha. Perhaps Yazid and Raudha share the same star sign, that why they think alike.

But those behavious contradict my star sign, I'm a LEO, What can you expect! Just dont go beyond my line, you will see the SINGA in me. haahah..

Let me show you an awful photo of me..

It says.."YOU! YES YOU! Back off will you, or I will BITE!"

credits to Nadiah for this buruk mms photo! haahah.. Nabil was disturbing when the sister was trying to take picture of both of us..

Today's weather is just nice, too bad Yazid's working today..

Under the Weather...

MJ's death was really a shocked. I heard it on the radio just when I was about to go to work. Still thinking if its true or not. When reached office, everyone's talking about it. Rest In Peace, MJ!

I feel much better today, but my head still heavy.. Confirm no Fever! And all Thanks to my Tonsil. Eventhough I already have it remove years back, I seems to still have issues with it. I dont feel the pain, but when it gets sore I will not even realise it. I must have cough bit to hard and it bleeds.. ish!

Anyway, my parents and Raudha were back last Monday. Alhamdulliah they all are well, only mak could not sleep well probably because of the 'sleeping' schedule changes..

The kids are back to school. I've not met them since Friday, so as the Ayah.. Ok I, indeed miss alot of things for the past few days.. But what can I say.. Dah tak sihat, buat hal tak sihat aje lah..

Ok I'm back to being alone at home, parents at masjid, Raudha at Anugerah.. Its been a week since the house filled with Raudha's kecoh "Hi Kak Intan!!" Mak kata, padan lah Kak Intan kau tak boleh tido 2 minggu kalau tidak suara kau kecoh kat rumah ni.. heehehe..

Medicine time again.. I was really balas dendam today. Been skipping coffee and solid food. But today, I had Mak's Asam Pedas Kepala Ikan. Mak oi, terantuk benjol!

Anyway, My contract has been renewed for the 2nd time, Alhamdulliah In which, I'm coming along when HAS moves to Tampines Grande, just infront of Masjid Ghufran. This week's the patience testing week. Sabar Noris, Sabar!

My parents and sis, Raudha left for Umrah last Mon 8th June. Its been a week now and I've been left alone for the past week. The 1st few days, I could not sleep AT ALL! The house seems to be so empty and quiet.. I end up depending on some relaxer tablet. I sleep like a baby, however end up not being able to wake up the next morning..

Its the School Holiday anyway, took the chance to go out with the kids and since Yazid is off as well. Thursday, we were all out swimming at Jurong Swimming complex. My 1st time there, it really looks like Sunway.. I didnt take any pictures, I didnt swim anyway. Was busy reading my book.

Friday the kids were out to the Library with the Ayah, I was left out for some reasons.. Wil story later. I attended Shyreen's wedding on Saturday.

Sunday, I attended my cousin Ina's wedding - anak Ayah Chik. I brought Yazid to attend the wedding, intro him to a couple of my relatives. Later on, we went to fetch the children and headed to East Coast bowl.. Unfortunately, there was a competition going on that day. We decided to change venue. We went to West Bowl for the 1st time.. The 5 of us were all dress with the same tee shirt. Intresting indeed. We went makan at Simpan Bedok later on..

Just yesterday, The kids want to jalan2 after the Ayah back from work. Yazid drove us to vivo, fetch me after maghrib around 8pm. Bapak and Bibik was at Tok's place, I went to see them at petang and just before I left with Yazid and the kids, I salam and inform I'm going out..
Ok here's the story.. From Thursday when I was out, I was being 'taken care' by my grandpa. It seems that he's concern over me going out and back late (as n 9pm!) I felt that as much as I'm tensed that he's been calling me many times at home making sure that I'm back.. I'm sure he is as tension as I am feeling having to take care of me..

It was not easy for me, I'm left alone at home. Need some time with people.. Furthermore I was out the Yazid and the Kids.. Its not even a date, we have company you see.. Ok enough said, I just feel young back again. I felt like it was 15years back.. when I was in my mid 20's.. Gosh I'm 35yrs old, old enough to be a mother of 3 kids actually..

Ok I'll be staying indoor for the next few days. I rather not burden my other uncle, being 'worried' that I'm out and back late (10pm). What can I say anyway.. No coffee at StarBucks or CoffeeBeans.. No Tea Tarik at Arab Street.. I never thought of taking the oppurtunity to go 'wild' when the parents are not around pun. Unless I let down my hair and go clubbing kind.. then thats another story lah right. Out at 8pm, expect me back at 9.30pm. Anyway, I've never out with Yazid and be back not later than 10.30pm. Thats the (his actually) curfew.

So my fellow people, you're so lucky that you're out lepak with friend can be back late like mid night or later.. Friends who know me, know very well even in my younger days.. I'm always been asked not to stay late.. And they know how I'm being brought up with.

TruLy NoreeZ

Value Time Spending..

Weekend has been occupied with activities, especially when 'the Queen' is out.. haaha..
Last month, Yazid's brother Nizam got married to Zuraidah. It was over all a wonderful meeting the famili and introducing me as future famili member. Apart from some 'kecik hati' mode for me, the rest are good. I have been heavily involved with the wedding preparations. All thanks to Nizam and also Yazid for having me to be part of it. I was at Simei for the week from assisting with the berkat, having to inai for Nizam the Friday, till Saturday nizah ceremony, and not forgetting the Sanding too..


I am glad that I can get along well with Yazid's cousins, we just seems to 'ngam' Alhamdulliah.. And most important, they understand what I'm going thru. Thanks Nani, Memel, Ayu!

We been asked, "so bila pulak ni?" He answered, "tahun depan, insya ALLAH." Dengar tau, dia kata Tahun Depan.. Bukan Bulan Depan eh.. jangan salah dengar or salah baca. Nanti kena dakwa susah pulak.

On Good Friday Holiday, we were all out to Woodlands to Anisah's Engagement. Congrats to Nis and Sufree.. Wedding bells's soon..

Right after the kenduri, we all headed to our usual ritual activities, bowling at Kallang Bowl. I didnt get to change to something comfortable, due to some reasons.. I felt like a minah kampung 1st time pegi bowling. The boy said, "apasal pakai macam ni, nanti orang nampak! Tak mau lah.." haahah.. He find it odd that I wearing baju kurung, imagine if I bowl pakai kain londeh2.. buruk hahah..

There were so much things in our head that night. The picture explains how serabut our mind were.. Sabar eh Abi!

We been out almost every weekend, both Saturday's & Sunday's. But I particularly love last Sunday's outing. We went for early lunch at Banquet Raffles Hospital, later headed to Jurong Library by coincident because we didnt know that Jurong Entertainment Centre was already Closed!! haahaha.. so out dated. All the kids borrowed books.. Not knowing where to head to, I suggested West Coast park for the nice breeze and relaxation. We spread the mat, bought McD and everyone busy with book reading. Its so productive and I really love it very much.
I have been learning about things that I've never thought that it was time for me to know those stuff. But I really did my homework, find things out. To know what is the right thing to do. When it comes to financial matter, we have to get and divide things according to the right law and rightful person. Harta anak yatim jangan buat main main. Now the future has to be planned out nicely, properly with out hurting others. Hati semua orang nak kena jaga jugak.
Its weekend again, what is in store for this weekend. Thought of going East Point tmrw to kepo around again.. See how lah.

Lastly, Happy Mother's Day to ALL mothers..

TruLy NoreeZ

Its been so long and its been A Year!

I've been out of touch with the blogging world, but I was not away from the net! Sometimes the weeks has been pretty routine so its going to be bored reading the same thing every week.

I'm so blessed with my 'motherhood' and dating life. I think I'm so out date with the two things that my friends has already gone through. Weekend has always filled up with usual Bowling at ECP or Kallang Leisure Park or sometimes it will be FunLand at Parkway Parade. Then later it will dinner at Simpang Bedok or Parkway Parade Banquet. Weekdays will be dating time.. Ok I will not say too much cause my 'daughter' reading my blog! haahaha..

This days, I'm very occupied with pre wedding preparation for Nizam, Yazid's younger brother. 70% of the preparation is all done. Just waiting for the day which is 2 weekends away only! All this months, I've been liasing with Nizam via email and sms. We've never meet each other. Only last month, I met Nizam and Zuraidah for the 1st time at their place. And we are getting along just fine, Alhamdulliah..

I wasnt able to meet up with CK last few days, she send a msg via FB telling that she's leaving to KL for good. F got a job offer there or something so they're moving. All the best to you, Insya ALLAH we'll meet up again one day!

Life has been a lot of Ups' and Down.. however, its manageable. Sometimes I feel that I'm just being unreasonable and always make things difficult when its decision making. But I dont deny I'm selfish, cause I'm not willing to share.. But when its family time, kids are The Priority and I'm a 2nd class Citizen. When the children is concern, I'm ok with being the 2nd.. I'm cool! But its ok, you argue and fight once a while.. If everything is soooo smooth saling, something is not right some where.

Ah! The weather is not really fine this days, its soo HOT in the noon but once a while it rains heavily. I was at the clinic this morning, there were so many kids that falls sick. And I'm the only adult! Oh gosh, it so unbareable. I'm having this rashes all over my body. My at this point it still itchy! Ok as long as it didnt get to my face, its OK to me.. But it still matters! Yazid said, "ah nanti kalau ada sand paper I beli kan you eh.." haahah.. bloody chendol!

He's be on night shift today, till 10am. I just asked him if he recall what was going on just last year. He remembered.. Its been A Year now, and tmrw they be having Kenduri at his place.

To Mama, The children misses you all the time. They often mention you. I know I will never be able to replace you and I will never be able to do just like what you did. But I hope I will do my best.. Insya ALLAH.

Jan 2008 : T3 Changi Airport

In Memory of Almarhum Salinah bte Ahmad : Al-Fatihah - 1969 to 6th April 2008.