Flashback of 2004...

In Jan 04 - RuTh S@h@n@y@ Concert.. It was Splendid!!!
FiDz got engage to JoH@Ri in Jan 04... Me?? still like that lor...
Friendship wz M@HFuZ was still strengthen thru email, never met but still good.
wz DY was just the same.. eventhough his mails are not frequent, but still ok.

Was intro to my Mom's Friend son - gosh i cant remember his name. Anyway he was way to young for me. Just start messaging a few times then I decided to give it a 'rest'... can catch up wz his full sentence in Malay from his SMS. I'm not embarrassed of my Mother tongue, I'm proud when I hve to speak Malay thoughout while speaking to customer. Its just that, SMS in Malay sounded very mushy.. Afterthat no more dates.. hehehehe.

Went up to KL almost every month, 1st was to meet d @nGiE of TuMBLe ToTs.. This year, had a lot of biz meeting wz TeCk Kw@nG & Abg R@Z@K. We got Offer for a new place in KL, but it was along the HighWay. So we turn them down. We were offered another place too, but wz d @nGiE its always been off & on.. So We got SICK of her.

In May 04 - it Mother Day, I bought ticket to @NZ Show but was cheated by d ALF, I shouted at him at the top of my lungs over the phone & it was a Big Fight. Never done that to anyone in my LIFE. It was on the papers that the whole show was a SCAM. Infact d nite bfor d ALF called to infrm that "the show for Mother Day is Cancel, IS IT?????" Well its was the best joke ever. He repeaated that same phrase THREE TIMES.. Believe it or not. I asked him back, "are you asking me or you telling me that its cancelled???" Given the promise to refund all the cash back. It was close to $100.. what do you expect. A few days later after the article appear on Berita Harian, I called the reporter to express my 'grivences' too..
Well I saw d ALF a few months after that.. What an ambitious man, a cheater too. heehehehe...

In June 04 - It was Father's Day, this time I bought ticket again, @NZ Show Hi-Tea @ Orchid Country Club organised by eVenTioN by @Di & Sh@h.. boleh di percayai lah kira. Anyway, I can consider myself my Family are 'gang' wz the organizers... Got good seat, good attention & GOOD SHOW.. heeheheh... Anyway, it was the First time M@K & @Y@H met @NZ Live.

My Birthday in August 04 was something.. @RY & Myself has ours @ the Chalet. We invited abt 10-15 people from the office & guess what??? NO ONE TURN UP.. I was so fedup, send SMS, thanking that for not coming.. haahahah.. But afterall it was a nice Evening for both our families to gather & get to know.
Early Sept 04, EliZ@ from KL came to Spore for a few days. So we mit up for Lunch & some Shopping. Alot of trashing out & stories to tell.. Glad we meet again.

In Sept 2004, we all manage to get leave at the same time. Its was a 3 mths plan ahead. Its been sometime since we had our holiday out as a family. I was too exhausted to enjoy the whole holiday coz I had to prepare for everyone. NuRuL, M@NSoR & MuST@QiM came to see us @ SuiteStay. But it was a wonderful time SHOPPING, as usual. We took a plane back home sponsored by @Y@H... But there was an Incident, I was being tailed by an Indonesian Maid going home. We will all in the so call Sky Train @ KLIA. I was so concern, she practically tailed me eventhough I was purposely making a round for a trolley... FiDz & M@K was so worried already, finally I have to burst it out to @Y@H... Not really burst it out, I was making eye contact only. Dont noe how to express.. @Y@H asked her, "kenapa kamu ikut dia ni???" langsung dia kata, "Bapak mahu ke surabaya kan???"
"sapa kata kita nak ke Surabaya ni??? Kita tak pergi Surabaya lah... Jangan ikut2 lah..." so she left & we saw she tailed an angmo couple.. heehehehe... Takutttt!!!

In Oct 04 - We went to S@L@M LeB@R@N @ Medi@CoRP Studio, wz @NZ as the Guess Artist. It was a week before puasa, but the atmosphere there was so touching. I guess I was not alone, cried on those Raya Song..

In Nov 2004 , I went to KL 1 week before Raya to buy kuih muih. Believe it or not, I big bag full of kuih sahaja, Had to load a big luggage from NuRuL..
Raya was good... Visiting was a usual actually. The only Diff was FeIS@L & ReZ@ raya in Spore. We meet up & berjalan Raya. Visit NuRuL place in Hougang & we all went out to shop for Mobile Phone in To@ P@yOh!!!

In Early Dec 04, Did my Final project for M&M at the RoofTop of CuPP@gE... Ok lah not too bad. But the Love the doorgift I must say, Coz they're using it Now...
Dec 04 - Concert NuS@Nt@R@ @ Espl@n@De wz R@uDz.. I must say it was one of the most wonderful Show ever for this whole year of 2004.
Receive some wonderful GIFTS for Christmas exchange.. Its not that I'm celebrating it anyway. Was in Mel@K@ over Christmas, had some biz discussion for a while. Decided to meet in the central between KL & Spore. NuRuL came down, infact I was at her family's place in Mel@K@. Last few days of the year, on 26Dec a sad tragedy of Tsunami strikes.. As of now its over 120,000 people died all over ASIA... Such a Great Lost.

- The End of 2004 -

* HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005, MORE GOOD YEAR AHEAD. INSYA ALLAH... SELAMAT TAHUN BARU *

TruLy NoreeZ

The Shopping Month!!!

Its been some time since I shop.. as in real shopping...
Last week I bought a dark blue Jubah for only $20, nice & a comfortable material. Its for Raya Haji. I bought a cream color blouse & 2 scarves, black & blue in Melaka over the weekend. The Christmas shopping for my friends.. hmmm... dont have to mention, it cost me $150 over... Well I got a few in return, not expecting but still its worth it. So Today.. anyway its Bonus cum Pay Day, so I bought 1 white embroidered blouse, 1 Jeans.. best nya. Planning to buy a few scarves, plain color maybe.
Will be meeting ShyReeN & her kids tmrw for lunch or something, Insya ALLAH... Tmrw last day on Leave, will start work on Wed afternoon...

Oh yes, I did my Apprasial wz JiP S@N just a day before I go on Leave, I got good marks for my M&M projects. Alhamdulliah.. JiP S@N offered a nomination for the post of Senior CCC for next years, requesting me to work towards it. Eventhough he knows my intention of leaving next year, but I told him I shld leave in good name. Hopefully.. we shall see.

TruLy NoreeZ

Me & Along LILy.. 

Melaka Beach 

Weekend in Melaka

I left for Melaka on Christmas Eve. Tumpang AbG W@hiD, NuRuL's cousin & his family tht day coz no more coaches available. apa tak nya plan pun kira last minute...
At least it was a fruitful weekend, worth it lah.
Sampai Melaka @ abt 5pm, terus AlOnG & KaK @niM ajak gi Melaka Beach, we all went wz Sh@fiQ, T@uFiQ - AlOnG nephew & AlOnG's Bro Apin. Just relax2 & lepak2 aje..
Evening, NuRuL arrive to Melaka we went out a while to 7-11 later on AlOnG ajak gi TescO to shop for a while. Later on We All wz KaK AniM & Apin had Supper. Teringat zaman muda2, keluar merapa kat KL & back home Mid Nite. Cekik Darah seh kita.. haahahah...
The next day, on Sat 25th ada Wedding in Melaka, KaK @Ni's brother wedding.. 1st time watching kampung wedding... ada Mercun lagi.. heeheheh.. Before that in the morning, we did our preparation for tonight dinner cum BBQ.
In the Evening NuRuL's family hosted a BBQ nite, fun. we BBQ chicken & all the seafood. Her cousin's Anak2 Mak Es@H was all there, fun lah kan. NuRuL's cousin frm KL which I've never close with, the never met me also. They tanya sapa ni??? pening jugak ada unfamiliar face around, very close to the cousins.. orang pun heran.. apa tak nya.
Left Melaka this morning, sampai S'pore @ almost 2pm.. Tapi best.. Unplan weekend break is always the best..


TruLy NoreeZ

Fav Christmas Gift 

2004 Coming To An END...

Didnt blog for a few days...
So much to tell but the excitment has vanished!

Something happen last weekend, I was so mad that I had to wake up very early than usual on Sunday Morning. Most of the time I will set an alarm @ 9.45am. But Last Sunday on 19th I or rather we were ask to get ready early. Of Course I remembered that we hve to get prepared for a Family Photo Shot @ Cl@Rke Qu@Y but we were not told what time was the appointment. I was mad extremely mad but to bad the person whom I was very mad at was not that the scene or 'madness'... End Up I had a quarrel wz my parent instead when its not their fault at all...
Anyway it end up well at last. So not to bad lah, most important the family photo wz an extended 'kejung' family (future brother in law) member was included in the picture, ya lah Tunang Orang tu apa...

Rdz&Me 

K something struck me last few days.. I just simple dont noe why I had that in mind...
I was just thinking if at the end of the 'day' I'm still not attached, I wld rather hve an adopted kid to add the laughter to the family... Why am I thinking that way?? I seriously dont noe why lah.. It came to my thought which I was in the LOO!!! haahahah.. ya really. I wld feel that I shld get things settle like hve a stable business or job, get myself settle down wz a place of my own. Then I will adopt a baby girl maybe from some a less fortunate family. I wld rather help them a bit or so.
Right after the thought came to me, I emailed to NuRuL & Surprising, she seconded my Idea... So I decided to email to AiNi.. she think my idea was splendid.. Alhamdulliah. Hopefully my idea & thought came thru, Insya ALLAH...

I Planning to go Malacca this Weekend, 1st of all to meet NuRuL & 2nd-ly to meet up wz Abg R@z@K abt the Business proposal. I called Super Coach, the coaches are all full. I will try to call Delima tmrw morning to see if there's any seats available. I sense maybe its full too, but just try & see how. Initial planning was to tumpang NuRuL's family but the will be leaving on Thurs Nite instead. I'll be working on Thurs & on Top Of that I've plan wz Mak & R@udZ to go Arab Street to buy things...
See How Lah Insya ALLAH.


TruLy NoreeZ

rooftop dinner.. 

It Rain @ the RoofTop..

It was raining ystdy evening... Feel like crying.

Well we got release early @ 4pm ystdy, went straight to the RoofTop to check on the Food Setup by the Caterer.. We also did our preparation before the 5pm dinner team came. However it rains @ 5pm.. My mind just went blank, was thinking & trying to figure out if it rains the whole night.. then HOW???
It drizzling @ abt 5.30pm, I was just praying hope it stop by 6pm when the morning comes for dinner.. Alhamdulliah Hujan reda by then.
So the Dinner went well, not to 3/4 turn up for the dinner, can say that its a success!! But we ended the dinner early @ 9.30pm. We Clear things up by 10pm.
Went back office & kept the balance gift for distrubtion tmrw..
K now I can rest in peace. Can answer calls back to Norm.. heehehehe...
So Project 2004 has ended.. Kudos to US...

Today going to TKC for some show in the afternoon... Shall see how its gonna turn out. hhhmmm...

TruLy NoreeZ

Gifts... 

Manners.. hhmmm.. where has it gone to???

I have TwO encouters today...

Scence OnE
I was being approach by the managers to invite one of the temp half days stuff to the Party tmrw night.
So I thought why no, since she is new & its a good chance she can mingle wz the rest just to get to noe.
me : hi, we are having the dept dinner tmrw night... would u like to come along?
SHE : (Blur look... shake her head)
me : No we inviting you along to come with us
SHE : NO... I have something. Thanks

Is that now things should be, we are inviting you along & I get a rejection straight away..
So "nice" of her.. at least you shld say, 'Thanks for inviting but sorry I dont think I can make it...'
Anyway I've already receive a Bad impression of her on the 1st meeting. She insist that she is right over some cases, I just have to make a report to other supervisor for help instead. So she was being infrom that MY information is correct. There u go you think you so clever is it... new staff somemore temp. Action Terror lagi..

Scene TwO
I have place a Christmas Gift for Someone - I should say a Friend, a Close Friend.. so thats why I giving her a Gift rite.
So I place it on her table when she was beside but I noe she was on the line wz a Customer... She took a while to settle the case so I decided maybe I shld come back & tell him. On 2nd thought, if I do that as if I m expecting a Thank You rite... So i decided to just leave it... So minutes past, Hours goes by, half days gone.. end of the day she still ignore me... This is what you call Friend?? What a Bitch...
I dont expect a Thank You NorEEz or u shldnt hve or whatever crap.. Just an acknoledgement eh i receive. or smile as least. But NO.. all that from a person call friend, who was there during thick or thin.. when u almost kill ourselve we go on holiday... when u got pregnant wz out a father we give contribution & buy you baby gifts...
I noe why is she angry, coz she want to take my morning shift & she is giving me her noon shift ending till 2300H. I rejected coz who likes to work on Noon Shift. Instaed I accepted a Mid shift ending till 9pm from another friend. I should think she somehow or another found out & thats why she is mad. Who Cares... As if I bother she just dont want to talk to me or accept my Gift.. What a Bitch...

At least I hear someone good, RauDz told me DY send Raya Card.. Raya Card bila Raya Dah habis.. Adui..
OK lah at least something.. its the Thought that Counts...

TruLy NoreeZ

Work work work.... 

belum habis habis kerja jugak???

I thought I could end all the work today, so that will hve time to rest & do all last minute checking. Believe it or not BELUM HABIS packing the doorgift lagi.. cekik darah betul. Sabar aje aku. FedUp betul lah, abis nak buat mcm mana its not that I'm taking my own sweet time, its becoz 'production' slow sangat. Lambat pick up & to slow in making simple decision. Semua tu aku jugak kena fikir kan, kena buat kan, kena plan kan.. adui, ranap..

Tmrw plan :-
- Morning : they gonna come to work by Cab.
- AfterNoon- 3pm: We will hve to do the final packing of the doorgift
- 4pm - Will have to get the to draw on their ChristMas Exchnge Gift Draw

Friday d Day :-
- Morning : Pack all the stuff, DoorGift & Exchnge Gift, to bring to RoofTop Dinner Venue
- Noon : To double check on the payment for the Caterer
- 4pm - Depart to RoofTop...
- 5pm - Dinner for 1st batch Start!


K I hve a story to Tell.. There is this Guy whom I use to hve an Eye on Mr Is_EGo lah i call him. Well to me he is Gwapo (hansem in tagalog lah), as agreed by my GLeeNGOO gay friend.. to GLeenGO he is Masarap.. heehehehe.. back to the story. Well ya I use to like him, but I was Attached to RiZ@L @ that time, so nothing much can be done expect for just see no touch lah. Anyway Is_EGo hates me lah, he heard abt my liking towards him to he thinks I'm not his type.. haaahahah LOL.. who cares anyway. So since then we didnt speak to each otherr expect things like work related.
Whatever it is he is just sick in the brain, his EGO is as big as his... whatever thing lah... I dont noe.
We had an email 'merry' war just last 2 days. He always wants to win & never want to call it a defeat. I have transfer a case to his team for help, didnt noe he was the one handling it. He just wrote something briefly on the e/d record & no solution to it. So I just had to email to ask him. He finally reply telling me i shld read the e/d carefully coz he has stated that. I said, no nothing much is indicated there. I asked him to review them. He said to me..."alamak ngantuk ke apa. baca betul2 lah. I said "called ms lee... cust decline..."
I see nothing there.. i see nothing mention abt ms Lee... of all u noe he only added that aft I send the previous email before left for lunch.. What an idiot. Tak nak kalah menyampah..

Ok tomorrow's another 1 day to go before the Christmas Party...


TruLy NoreeZ

Not Much Time Left...

We're only left 4 days for the M&M Christmas party. We seriously do not have much time & we have 15 pieces of doorgift left not purchase yet. I called office this afternoon to infrm that I've found mug @ P@Y@LeB@R(NTUC) cost at $1 each. Its cheap & its within our budget. So right after that we can purchase other things @ PoPuL@RBooKStoRe wz out wasting more time. I was thinking at least we can go purcahse today after work. I dont mind going out for a while & have to be back by Maghrib coz will hve visitor @ 8PM. Now she said she want to search for more at other places. Of all places its AnGMoKiO... its way out of the way. I dont think I can go that far. At such limited time she still want to shop for it but not purchasing it straight. We dont hve much time, we hve to get it wrapped. 1st of all I dont really agree on the idea of bringing it back to her place & she want to do it there. Now she will NOT be able to be presence on that Part Night coz she need to go Malacca last minute. Then whats the point of bringing it back to her place then.
I thought we just go straight to buy them then thats it, we are almost done wz things... Susah lah nak cakap... FedUp Seh. Now my I'm having a headache & I just cannot think straigght.. Eeeeee Bingit!!

TruLy NoreeZ

me in EsPL@N@dE 

What a WonderFuL Night...

What A Night...

I knew its gonna b an enjoyable night at d Esplanade. Wz d powerful performance by MN@siR & HeTTy KoSe END@nG, amazingly overwhelming.. Berdiri bulu roma kau!
D presenter were my 'surrogate boyfriend' @Di & Rill@.. They manage to 'ngam' lah.. D local artist are just as splendid.. Saw our ministers Y@kob lbRahiM & family in d audience.. Duduk audience bukan special seat tau.. Tabik Lah.
Over all semua best lah. Mesti ada siaran di SuRi@ TV lah nanti tu.

Almost forgotten what I've found out yesterday afternoon at someone's blog!! To think abt it, its not effecting me & it shouldnt be. I must say she's pretty lah, decent looking young lady. Not surprise she's younger than me. Aku kalau marah part ni kejap aje, lepas tu baik lah... Tak luak lah. Nak marah2 lama2 pun dapat apa, dapat kedut kat muka ada lah. Muka nak pakai lama, nak check out other guys lagi, nak tackle cute guys lagi. Nak tambah kan kedut nak buat apa. ish weak betul lah...

K today's my 1st Peaceful Sunday Off.. shiok nya, its been weeks since I got a Nice Lepak Sunday in front of the TV all to Myself.. Fuuuyooo.. Shiok, heeehehe...

TruLy NoreeZ

FiNaLe.. 

I hear Wedding Bells.. Again!!!!!!.. but not mine!

Wait.. I need to have a good laugh 1st, HAAAAAHAHAHAHAAHAAHAHAH... LOL.
Actually I'm very mad + confuse + sad + ego + totally Angry...

You want to noe why? coz i just found out that HE@'s new girlfriend has convert to IsLaM!! Alhamdulliah ada saudara baru lah kan. Tapi dah convert tu confirm lah tak lama lagi nak kahwin tu. Dah dasar lah lelaki tak sedar diri. He@left 2 years ago & now he has someone new. But its ooookkk.. I'm orite. Just relax, breath in & out.. Pheww... sabar sabar!! To me, I've got something to proof to them that He@'s the one who's the cause of the whole thing. I'm not a fault. SO NOW you see, He@'s ordy found someone new but she still single what!!!! I just hate the fact that He@ has to announce that He@'s getting married again for the 3 1/2 time. (2x married + 1x engaged to me!). My egoistic guts keep wanting to be the 1st to Announce "I'm Getting Married!!!">. But its ok again, its just not my time yet.. OR I'm still a winner coz i get to enjoy singlehood much longer, spend my own money go holiday wherever I wish to.. Ooohhhh, its so fun!!

K NorEEz enjoy your day tonight, hope you get to "eye shop" (cuci mata lah!!) on something good... Endure, whatever it is Endure...

TruLy NoreeZ

Where goes to Responsibility???

I face a disturbing incident yesterday that make me feel so work up till I fall sick.. I almost took MC ystdy afternoon.. its all becoz of @FF@ irresponsibility act.
I receive a call frm NuRuL informing me that ReeN kids are not feeling well, however ReeN is only left wz $30 on her purse. She is now staying wz her own parents who has turn their back on her surprisingly i dont noe why. I guess her mom is in a dilema & wonder Where goes to Responsibility of @FF@ towards his kids where they have to stay wz them for shelter & support. I was asking the same question myself when I'm back to work after sending them to the clinic. What gets into my nerves are when @FF@ manage to release himself from being responsible towards his family... what is this, its just not fair.
I just hope ReeN manage to get a job fast & at least she can stand for her right on things. Insya ALLAH.

K this evening manage to get some things done for the nxt week Year End Party. Finish wz some labelling & wrapping on the gifts. Just need to get some more stuff for the DoorGift & that will be the final touch...

K I cant wait for Tmrw, will be going to the Esplanade Show tmrw Nite.. Best, dont want to put on hope in meeting people. But you will sure to bumb into some people, tapi tak nak cakap sapa2 lah.. heeeheheh....

TruLy NoreeZ

How Time Flies...

Its gonna be abt 3 wks before the end of 2004.. How Time Flies..
with that it reminded me abt meeting SoFi@, my old friend during my decent nonsense running after N@ZRi N@SiR days.. oh my god. N@ZRi pun dah kahwin anak 2.
We (NuRuL, my 2 SiS & myself) met SoFi@ 28Nov 1993 I think, that was when the LiOn's tewas di tangan M'sia - Pahang @ M'sia Cup.. We met at Changi Airport actually, all of us were waiting for the LiOns to come back to Spore aft the defeat. Heeheheh.. kelakar lah, cerita cartoon. After which we became friend. Consider close at those years. Then Sofia got married & the lost contact.
I met Sofia last Monday at T@mpines Interchange.. She's expecting her 3rd Child!!
So glad to have met her again, she saw me on TV last Raya.. heeheheh.. tu yg dia teringat mana lah nak contact si NoriS ni.. Rupa nya dia saw NuRuL on the papers also during VirGin MoBile Launching.. The best part she also notice Arwah RhYmiE on the Obituary Coloum also, she got a shock.. She must have been following up on the Media so much.. heeheheh...

Kudos to Friendship...

Menung 

bad... very bad call stats..

abis lah, last week call stats jahanam. only 5 calls per hour?? pengsan, abis lah JiP S@N will hve a long talk wz me once he's back frm his Marriage Leave..
Apa tak nya, i hve to plan for the Team end of the year party & they wont let me log out & of course! it will effect my call stats calculation. For sure I put myself on ACW for more than 30-45mins... I have to juggle between calls & also do the planning...

anyway, today ErNiE & myself just completed purchasing d 2nd door gift for the team, we bought a pocket planner & also a Mug for a total of 60 staff on the team of billing. And it hass total up to abt $8.20 for the door gift. Kira ok lah coz its within the budget..

I'm still affect by ReeN & @FF@ case.. just cant help thinking abt it over & over & over... something just need to be done to make things better for ReeN... Just have to think of something.. But 1st, ReeN just have to look for a Job to support herself & the kids.

K tmrw keje petang... & this Sat is the MN@siR show @ Esplanade.. haahahah.. cant wait.

Life is not A bed of Roses after ALL....

I spoke to ReeN this early morning @ 0015hrs for 1 1/2hrs. I guess they or i shld say @FF@ have really decided to let ReeN go.. I might not noe how does it feels like being a MJ.. (thats what ReeN kept saying she is...) but its just different being married & divorce compared to being engaged & a call off wedding.

After hearing stories frm ReeN makes me feel that it doesnt mean that if someone's good in your eyes, its never good forever. For @FF@, it has never cross my mind that he will do something silly to that extend. Well now he has let ReeN go, claiming that its been 6yrs since he has lost interest in her.. What a bunch of crab.

I met ReeN today wz her 2 cute kids, it just make me feel helpless that I cant do something for a dear friend. I dont noe what else I shld do to make things better for them. I guess its just cant be help it @FF@ its not making an effort to make things better & he kept drowning himself into love yang sudah tentu tak pasti.. base on that i heard he hasnt met this BItCH, what nonsense is he talking about lah.

I met my cousins today, NuRi & SiTi. I went to register myself to AmWay. I'm sure that are benefit to that. After bringing those things home, my parents seem's happy wz the business kid I brought back home. Surprisingly Ayah said he would rather I stay put in Spore that going away.. Alah apa ni, ni yg tak best nak dengar ni.
Weak betul lah... ah malas lah nak cakap. Ni pun aku tengah di landa perasaan, malas nak spoilt the mood again.

T@uFiK B@tiS@H 

People Change.. either for the BETTER OR for the WORST...

NuRuL told me ystdy afternoon dat ReeN called her.. Think she has something that has been bottled up for so long & she wants to let it out. I tot it was just small issue of financial, didnt expect things to go out of hand. aFFa has an affair wz a M'sia girl.. its been a mth since this things is been going on... I'm so surprise someone like @FF@ will behave in such unexpected behaviour. I remember hearing that People Change.. its either for the better OR for the worst.
I could recall @FF@ was pastering NuRuL to intro him to ReeN, eventhough knowing the fact that I was at one point having this feeling for @FF@.. oooppppss... heeheheh... but that was last time. I remember ReeN noe's abt it & I said, "ReeN sori eh, aku nak mintak maaf coz aku dulu jeles kau dgn @FF@.." Kata ReeN, "kau jgn merepek lah, aku dgn kau kawan dah lama... apasal ni kau dgn aku tak gang! kau jgn talk nonsense..." teringat aku kata2 ReeN...
Well there are things in life that all of us has to go thru & its actually testing how much & how far you can go & take it. ALLAH akan menduga semampu kamu... i manage to speak to ReeN last nite, she called me. by right I am not suppose to noe anything, so i play blur. then she told me that NuRuL has mention that i am aware of this issue so ReeN let it out ALL.... i just cannot believe my ears that she is talking abt a friend i noe & he has turn to someone different than i've expected....

NuRuL & myself put up a proposal to Abg R@Z@K & TK for the playschool @ BerJaYa TiMe SqU@rE.. its been submitted & TK will look into the over the weekend. He has rqst us to put into $ & cents to see if any visable amt that cant we work out. Actually I was telling NuRuL can we just indicate how many staff we need?? Takut pulak mcm memandai mandai.. so we decided to put the $$ into good hands of our Partner & Financial Advisor cum Main Share Holder.... Looks like we have homework to do...

New Years Coming...

In less than 1mths its gonna be the end of the year.. so what have u done for the year Noreez???? hhhhmmmm.... let me think & recap it all.

I've not blog for abt 10days or so. Been doing mid shift & its so busy in d office, cannot wayang to type email lah... Finish my Puasa 6, did some jalan raya & all. Visit M@K, K@K RoZiE & family @ P@siR RiS last weekend already. M@syit@h back in Spore for the Holidays also so manage to meet her again.

K, last nite was the Finals of Spore Idols.. Guess WHO Won?? It was T@uFiK B@sit@H.. FuYoo dia punya voice, Power Mawer wooo.... Abeng tu pun kalah lah. T@uFiK's the best lah, at least I'm not shy if he's put beside J@Q of M'sia Idols & Fr@nt@si@ of Americ@n Idols. And at least people of the whole noe that Spore do have M@L@Ys lah. It doesnt matter if T@uFiK didnt win into WorLd Idols.. but getting himself in is already an achievement lah..
GO T@UFIK B@TIS@H yoo.. yooo... Peace!!

Did an early ChristM@s shopping for the team. Just dont want to rush into the crowded Orchard if doing last minute Shopping. Its not that I am celebrating of Course!!! Just that the team will be giving out things to u so it just appropriate to balas them wz gifts also.

K nothing much over the weeks.. hopefully more good things to come soon..

Beauty 

8th Syawal...

Today its been a wk of Raya...
Nxt week I'll start my Puasa 6 back again,insya ALLAH.

Today may not be going out, instead will wait for guest to come. Heard a few people has mention about coming over on Sunday to our Place. So tungggguuuu aje lah...
Kata nya Abg & Family pun ada kata nak datang. Anyway there are so many good show on TV when its on Sunday. I would rather stay home & watch TV.. heeheheh...

A few days back R@udZ receive a few Friendster messages regards to our'appearance' on TV as audience. Receive 1 invitation frm an old hi&bye friends. Actually we've never talk to each other lah. @riff & Friends, Izz@T & NiZ@M are his pal. We met during R@dio Ri@ days, they always impost as KRU...heeheheh ala ala lah kira..
The best part was they dont even noe our names all this while.. tu yang baru tahu tu, macam baru berkenalan kot...

Tomorrow will be on Mid shift... Not Too Bad...

KL Pal Raya in Spore

Today I took leave coz I receive msg a few days back that ReZ@ & FeiZ@L is in Spore. So we were thinking of jalan Raya on Thurday. Luck thing was there was leave slot & I still hve my Leave balance, so it was not much of a prob & the leave was granted.

U noe when was the last time I met ReZ@ & FeiZ@L?? It was 2 years back on NuRuL's wedding in M@nSoR place @ Kampung Nakhoda in Selangor... Mak ai, sebenarnya hampir lupa how they look like & on top of all i was trying to figure out how am i to create conversation with them coz most of the time we most SMS or email to each other more than talking or meeting... Macam mana lah ya.. heeheheh...

They came to fetch me @ almost 1115am, macam nak 'rak' I was trying to recall the route to NuRuL Mom's place in Hougang Ave 8. Dah bagus lah si celik direct si buta. But Alhamdulliah, selamat jugak kita sampai.. heehehe.. it was almost an hour after we reach Hougang.. Rabak tu, tu pun I try to direct them ikut route bus if i can stil rememeber going Hougang few years back. With the changes around, especially wz the new road & Highway @ Potong Pasir & the road after the previous Bidadari Cemetery tu aku ada sikit lost... So dah sampai rumah NuRuL borak2 dah hampir pukul 1.00pm, tu pun MuSt@qiM tak bagun tidoq lagi tu. Then baru lah kita pegi rumah ku.. Lepas tu we went to Toa Payoh Central coz ReZ@'s buying a new Noki@6260 Phone. Katanya its much of a better rate here coz it cost about RM2000.00 for that phone in Malaysia. We went to the one of the dealer where I previously bought my N6600 so we got it for S$640.00 which is abt RM1427.00. FuYooo.. banyak beza tu.... save banyak.
Then lepas tu balik rumah, then they send me back it was almost 1730pm pun.

Alhamdulliah my 1 day Leave was worth it coz dah lama gak kita tak meet up. Last2 jumpa kat Spore jugak.. I asked FeiZ@L if he calls to His house, he did rupanya. But He is not in Spore will only be back Nxt Week aje. Bagus lah, baik aku gi This week before he comes back. Mana lah tahu tup tup balik next week lah buat kenduri Nikah kot... hhhmmmm.... Adik M@syiT@ msg me this morning informing me that she is back in Spore. So I presume he is not here coz she sms me using the Uncle's Spore number.. I tot he was here already for Raya...

Anyway, even though its was just 2 houses that we visited but it still worth it. Beside meeting NuRuL & berHari Raya, tak sangka kan dapat BerRaya dgn ReZ@ & FeiZ@L lah...

Satu Hari Di Hari Raya....

Saturday 13/11/2004 @ 2315pm -- watch the Salam Lebaran show.. I was on TV lah.. heeeheheh.. We went to watch the @nZ Raya performance live the week before Puasa.. Well the Live performance is still as power on TV then watch him Live in front of me.. FuYooo.. Best!!!
Start ironing after Maghrib @ abt 1940H & Now i just finish ironing @ 2300H.. Sakit belakang aku. Tapi takpe, @nZ punya pasal.. hilang back ache aku... heeeeheheh...


Sunday 14/11/2004 @ 0545am -- woke up early in the morning to Solat Subuh & get prepared for Solat Aidilfitri @ Masjid Hj Md Saleh. All dress up in Brown from top to toe.. Dah plan lah sebenarnya.
"Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar"... Allah Maha Besar.. syahdu dengar Takbir bergema.. Tak sangka sekeras keras hati batu aku yg susah menitis air mata, mengalir jugak air mata ni.
Sejenak aku terfikir, apa yg telah aku buat sepanjang Ramadhan. Insya ALLAH mudah2an ALLAH makbul kan doa2 ku & mudah2an aku terlah bertemu dgn LailatulQadar.. Insya ALLAH..
@ 10:32am -- Mitch & Felix came wz the Car that we rented frm them for 2 days. Alhamdulliah at least boleh jugak berjalan coz maybe next year dah tak boleh nak berjalan raya coz if rumah baru dah nak kena standby at home aje sambut tamu...
@ 1300pm -- dah bersiap nak ke rumah Tok & Nenek di Blk 6. Sebelum tu, we took family photo as usual wz our new Kebaya Mak & Ayah bought in Padang Indonesia. I like it.. furthermore wz the weight lost of abt 3-4kg, the kebaya actually looks good lah.. heeheheheh.. Lepas bersalaman dgn Mak & Ayah tu.. start lah aku terkenang orang2 yg tak patut aku kenang kan tu.. & terkenang apa lah nasib aku ni kadang2.. ni yg aku benci ni.. tapi fikir2 balik, i should be happy wz what I have & enjoy things while it last...
@ 1328pm -- Jumpa Andak & Family, Chik & family kat lift Blk 6. N@bil@h so cute wz her baju kurung.. heeheheh.. lepas tu Angah & family dah sampai pun... So later on aft all salam2an.. so we all bergerak.. The start of our Raya...
I shall not eleborate coz its really tiring, R@udZ not feeling good in the stomach I guess perut terkejut after 30days of fasting... We manage to go around 7 houses for the whole day till 2200H for today.. At least cover jugak rumah2 yg patut & meet with all the makcik & pakcik which we always meet only setahun sekali bila Raya..
Tapi Hari Glamor kita lah awak, pegi semua rumah semua cakap nampak kita on TV.

Tomorrow is another Raya Jalan Day...


Monday 15/11/2004 @ 1130am -- Angah dah sampai kat Rumah pun.. so we all pun bersiap nak gi rumah Mak Cik, Kak Liza mom.. so today is gonna be another day to jalan..
Pegi a few rumah, including Abg (T@h@r) place jumpa Mami Asmah, she look sihat Alhamdulliah. Abg J@m@L daughter F@zLin is now staying wz them. Was told that he has to go up & down court to get custody of his children. Only manage to get F@zLin in his custody.. Abg J@M@L gettting married in Feb insya ALLAH.. I got a Long Lecture by Abg T@h@r, he said i must enjoy life being single. Dont pressure myself & get stressed out becoz people kept talking @ all. He also said marriage tak menjamin yg it can last long. even people married for 10 years things can happen.. & all the daaaaaa.. deeeee.. & the dooooo.. k listen aje & accept things lah. Then he mention abt if he is given obtion to stay single & things dont work out he will be receptive to those changes in Life. He mention that his Mom is now his Life & Mom come 1st. IF Mak D@tin cannot accept that then she can forget abt all this.. Tu kata dia, tak tahu lah dia kata dgn Mak D@tin apa lah kan.. heehehehe.. eee, jahat aku.. ada aje nak cakap pasal Mak D@tin. Anyway memang tak boleh angkat dgn Mak D@tin tu lah.. tak tahu lah if dia jadi Isteri Abg nanti...
@ 2030pm -- Reach home much earlier today. Coz expecting guest & on top of that has to return the car. Called Felix he will come to collect the car @ 2200H...
Ramai pulak sepupu Mak came over, tapi best jugak lah ada jugak orang datang nak makan kuih muih yg aku beli kat KL sampai merengkek rengkek tu.. haaahahahh...
Apa2 pun 2 hari dah Glamor orang nampak kat TV tu dah kira bagus lah.. nak complain pulak..

Tomorrow is another day Not Working...


Tuesday 16/11/2004 @ 1000am -- Dah bangun dah tadi pagi @ 0445am.. bersahur.. Hari ni Puasa..
Mak masak Asam Pedas coz Mak's siblings coming over, they rqst for Asam Pedas Mak. They say Mak punya Asam Pedas lain Power Mengancam. Lagi2 my Uncles, coz their wife probably cook Asam Pedas lain style lah...
@ 2130pm -- ReZ@ sms me, he's in Spore wz his Bro FeiZ@L & family Raya here wz her sis.. He was asking if NuRuL & W@N in spore. I said NuRuL is here but W@N me not sure lah... Kata Mak Pasir Ris he shld be coming back this Raya.. not to sure lah.. Anyway didnt go to Kak RoZiE's place this year, another reason is becoz Uncle R@HiM & Bibik K@rSeH raya in Johor so hasnt visited them. So i didnt rqst to visit also, coz my gut feeling says He's in Spore.. so I better not visit... It will make my heart Sore again... haiyah...

Tomorrow Back to WORK... Keje petang pulak tu. But Thursday I got to Take AL.. doing some visiting to NuRuL Mom's Place in Hougang, will be going wz ReZ@ & FeiZ@L Thursday Morning...

1 More Day of Puasa...

Tonite was the last nite of Terawih.. Terasa kesedihan nya sejenak. Sebak dada di Ra'kaat Terakhir Terawih...

Just left 1 more day to Puasa. Selamat Tinggal Ramadhan, Insya ALLAH berjumpa lagi di Ramadhan tahun hadapan... So the day after tmrw will be Aidil Fitri.. How time flies.

Today was the start of my Leave, will stay out of work for 5 days & will be back nxt Wed 17 Nov. I was out to send NuRuL's kueh to her mom in Hougang, went there @ abt 11am. Its been sometime since I last went Hougang. Since NuRuL move to KL I've not be going there often. Actually almost forgotten the way.. heehehe.. however manage to refresh my memories. So after that I went ParkMall to had my manicure & pedicure.. Wah so vain rite? Its been so long since I was went to one actually. At least I had a good scrub of my feet. Wah... so shiok u noe.

Starting tmrw will not be able to blog often.. & tmrw will line up on task to do at home. My job assisgnment is to... Iron all the Raya baju for everyone. Imagine, there are 5 of us in the family. Everyone has almost 3 pairs each.. Gosh, I wonder how long will I take to finish all the ironing.
In the moring M@K has plan to go Geylang to buy the lampu kelap kelip.. dah 'blow' not working anymore. Kesian.. tak berseri rumah ku.. heeheheheh... Then later will go to Joo Chait or something see how lah. Make sure to be back home before 12noon. Later I will want to put mask on my face, pamper myself a bit lah. Or else the makeup will not stay on Raya Morning lah.. haahahahah...
Anyway actually looking forward to wear my new orange kebaya on Raya Morning.. Do i sound like a 10 year old kid so excited abt Raya or What???

"Selamat... Aidilftiri...
Kepada saudara serta saudari...
Setahun Hanya sekali...
Meraya kan Raya yg mulia ini..

Di masa.. Bulan Ramadhan..
Kita berpuasa hingga sebulan...
Pabila.. Syawal menjelma..
Hari Raya di sambut dgn Meriah..."

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI... MAAF ZAHIR BATIN...

Mlm 7 leko lah...

Tmrw is Deepavali holiday... I'll be working morning shift. at least not too bad.
will start leave from Fri 12th onwards till 17th will be back to work...

K.. thats it, as i expected He's attached. There's this guy i always met @ Kallang MRT every morning. I think i noe his but I'm not to sure if he's my primary school mate. Bukan pick up line lah.. Still not to sure if he's really the one. But if he is my pri sch mate i was talking abt, from what i noe he's married... eh entah lah.
Anyway, I met his ystdy morning. He park his car near to my blok but he took the MRT to work.. he must be working @ town or around that area lah. So i saw him from a far, but biasa lah pretending not to see. Best part was he pass by me from behind, guess what he did?? He pretending to clear his throat with the Ehemmmm.. Ehemm... gosh.. he dont have a pick up line lah, he has the 1960's P Ramlee style lah.. haahahah.. gelak giler...
So just now I saw him a few blok away from mine, i saw someone in his car. Must be some chic lah, girlfriend ke... Whatever it is lah, musti dah attached punya lah.
Selamat lah Mr Ehem Ehemmm.. Sakit tekak agaknya, puasa lah kata..

ok 3 days to Raya...

BTS ERA 

Puasa in KL..

Sat 06/11/2004 @ 9am
Left for KL on Aeroline, journey.. Smooth. sitting partner Ms ZoN@, nice lady..
Slept the Journey thru... shiok!
3pm - It was jam @ Sungei Besi Toll, biasa lah tu. Its a Saturday what do you expect.
3.45pm - Met NuRuL @ Corus Hotel - Jln Ampang pick up point.. oh ya, the Coach Driver is Cute.. young guy.. Z@iD
I told NuRuL abt it.. & she start teasing me in front of the guy.. heeheheheh... feeling young again..
We went to Berjaya Time Square, had an appointment wz Ivan or Berjaya. The want to nego on the deal for our PlaySchool there. previously they only can offer us RM12,000 rental. Now they are willing to go on RM3-RM4 per square ft, abt 1300sq ft space. We shall discuss wz Abg R@Z@K & TK on this issue. Yet to give them the updates. Manage to get the handbag that i really want, its RM219.00 however its on 70% off. so its only RM65.00.. Best Nya.
Had dinner/Buka @ NuRuL place, Mansor, Nurul & Myself went out to buy back. However it was raining cat & dog & all lah. its so heavy & its almost flooding. But still the makan was good, I got Ondeh2 also.. mengidam.. anyway its only RM1 for 10 smal pieces.. muai apa...

Sun 07/11/2004 @ 10am
NuRuL & me went to Masjid India. Jalan2 tengok bazaar dia.. oi buat mata rambang seh. so went to Semua House to look for Baju Melayu Ayah. manage to get the color & the size wanted. Cantik pulak tu, price is so reasonable RM 170.00, compared to the one Ayah bought here its abt S$120.00 or something.. kan beza tu.. ish ish ish... Lepas tu kita gi KLCC beli Kuih Muih, hai borong nampak.. satu bag penuh kuih muih.. Cekik darah betul.  Mesti aku merengkik bawak balik ni... That nite i reaslise that my bag will not be enuf to stuff the kuih2 inside. So NuRuL offer to swap luggage. Gosh its to Heavy.. mampus lah.. heehehehe... We had Tim Sum, Poppiah & Spagetti for dinner.. we bought at KLCC supermarket & NuRuL made her best Spagetti in town. Dah lama tak makan Spagetti dia.. heeheheh.. sedap pulak tu... shiok

Mon 08/11/2004 @ 7.30am
Mansor fetch us, send NuRuL to work & me to the bus Station @ Corus Hotel - Jln Ampang. I reach there early. Now I made friend with an elderly couple. They are going back to Australia, but stopping over at Spore for 1 nite. They're really nice.. So this time my Sitting partner I think she is 'butch'.. heehehehe.. my anthena says so lah... Bus depart @ 10am, anyway this time I really slept the whole journey thru, they stop @ Pagoh. I got up & go for a short walk.  Tot of buying some magz but nothing intresting there. So i decided to continue by sleep again..

1450pm -- arrive Tuas check point. ok this is the part the hussle of carrying my luggage down. Tak kan tak master bawak bag sorong/tarik tu, kan dulu jadi Stewardess boleh pulak, tak pandai2 lah... haahaha.. banyak kebabai Stewardess.. my sis will say that to us when they start teasing abt having the sorong/tarik luggage.. at least everthing went smoothly.. phew...

Reach home at about 1630pm, gosh my body is aching. Got to eat the musle relaxer aft buka nanti. then at least can sleep longer or something.. Whatever it is, its still something different compared to my other Puasa. I travel & buka in KL.. Not bad at All...

Yee Yee Raya Nak Dekat...

Its less than 2 weeks to Raya.. Oiii cepat nya... I tot i was just a few days ago when I start blogging when Ramadhan comes...

I got news frm NuRuL last nite dat @NZ show tkt are all sold out.. I'm so Sad.. So very Sad : ( Actually I'm all out to Q to buy the tkt on the day itself, but NuRuL sense we might not have a chnce to even go in. So as R@Udz.. But I hve a strong sense we can go in if we Q by 8.30pm. I dont noe we shall se.. But Still I WANT TO GOooo!!!... Its so Sad if really cannot go. How???

I'm back to Ok Ok situation wz @iNi now.. she's ok I'm ok too. But i just cant stand her being close to M@Di so irritating.. Sour Grape or what?? No lah.. Its just that @iNi always give a good treatment to him as if he is so PoweR. Anyway i saw the cookies that @iNi made on M@Di's table. Wah he also get ah? I tot it was only for those who are fasting? M@Di pun Dapat gak.. Mudah2an dia Puasa lah eh.. Aku doakan dia lah, Mudah2an setan keluar lah kat badan dia tu, biar jadi manusia sikit, Insya ALLAH... heehehehe... hai...

I hate this Feeling...

Dat feeling is coming to me again. It must b d bulan Puasa & d feeling of Raya where the atmosphere is you noe... dat is making me feeling depress. Its been 2 Raya years dat I'm left Single. Gosh, I just hate feeling this way...

People who r away from d country & family will feel tis way during Raya. But I felt tis way even though I hve my family wz me all d time.. I'm just feeling a bit lost thinking of how those who I use to love most left me having to leading a happy life wz their love ones but not Me! RiZ@L is having Raya wz his Wife & this year his daughter.. He@ is now having someone new & special wz him, of all you noe planning or having plan on some wedding preparation.. God Knows...

Look @ what becomes of me.. Feeling lost, lonely, empty..

I just hate feeling this way when Raya comes...

Its always the Case...

Its my "OFF" days starting today. so I was thinking might as well I do some shopping since I will only have a week. So I decided to go around Orchard to look for my desire handbag... Beaded or any nice dinner handbag in Gold to match wz my Shoes I bought 2 years back & I still have not wear them for some reasons lah...
I started wz OG, but I didnt see anything I like.
So I move ahead to Metro Paragon instead.. still no!! I tot I saw some of those beaded handbag months back.. Where have they been???
I was thinking I should just move on to Taka then.. Believe it or not, I saw a few of them. But it cost a bomb.. $79 for a handbag just for Raya. You've got to be kidding!!!
I was telling myself last stop will be Isetan Wisma & if i fail to find One, thats it, I should head back home. True enuf, sad to say I see NON!!..
I noe its always the case, when u wanna look for something they are not there. But when u dont need them, especially when its before pay day, then U see those nice things that u dont actually need them...
A hungry man is a Angry man indeed... I headed back home feeling Hungry &.. dissapointed. I shld look for 1 in KL, coz R@uDz bought One nice & afforable one in KL last month.. I think I should look for them at the same shop we went last month.
Anyway I'll be going to KL, just a short Kueh Hunting trip.. Best Nya!!!...

me 

Compliment!!!...

oh ya..!!
I receive a Compliment letter for a customer.. He's not SH cust yet actually. I was actually 'selling' our product, it must have sounded like an agressive selling for cust to change provider till he was convince that he should change. Hmmm... not bad, my selling skills is still wz me eventhough I'm no more in Sales Dept for more than 5years...

Well to M@rkUs the guy who send me the Compliment, you've make my day.. & made my Appraisal looks good for 2005..

Cheers...

Break Fast wz the Gang...

Today's Berbuka Puasa was FUN, at least i have some gang to eat togather.
@ini made burger from home, i had the Bubur Masjid, E@rniE only had MacD for Buka.
YuSri@n@ was having buka wz us too, she had Delifrance. R@F, Sur@yA, @nis from SHA & Kak Sheh@ also sama2 buka.... Best kan so many people around.. so fun. At least you dont feel so odd eating at office felling pathetic seh..

K 1 more day to Afternoon shift, Wed will be my OFF day again. In my head is just waiting to Relax on Off days that all... Actually want wait to go KL early Nov to see NuRuL, at least can Buka Puasa in KL... never had my Puasa there & buy Raya Kuih there too. This year, FiDz & myself will buy Kuih Muih instead of making them, we're not allowing Mak to make kuih this year. Anyway we just want her to have some rest & not distubing her Ibadah of Terawih & all since my parents are going Haj nxt year Jan 2005. So this time is Fully No Kuih Making, Fully Beli Punya lah...

Thats Life..

Ever since I started wz this blog, i just realise how boring my life can be. My stories are just work, thinking of someone who dont think of you & same daily life.. & thats all??
Gosh how boring my life can be. If its a working day then its just work, answer calls, speak to arrogant S'porean who are so calculative over 5cents & 10cents. Then they start to shout @ u, then they give u hell. Simply just ruin your day wz their nasty sarcastic & vulgar. Cant stand them, all the same.. Malay, Indian Chinese.. All the same... They just dont give you some peace even on Saturday & Sunday. After that we will start counting down time to go home @ 1830H, thats only if your in the morning shift. Otherwise if you work @ noon shift, you will have to wait till 2300H. At the end of the day you're back home, watch TV if time permits, nite comes then you go to sleep. Nxt morning, you will tell yourself, "Its another day" But no.. its the same thing over & over again. It just gets "sian", how I wish I can leave soon.. I said that many times. Its almost 5 years now, kept saying I'm leaving, I'm leaving.. but nxt year March 2005 Its my 5th year. My, How long is it gonna be?
Its been 2 years, I've not been mixing around or going out on date or what so ever you call it. Never expect to stay single at this age, never imagine. I've just got to do something.. Just dont noe where to start. I'm not desperate to look for someone, to think the fact that I've got to start over thats what I hate most. But I just have to start 'looking around'. To be honest, I wish I can leave S'pore soon. Not that I want to run away from thing, but maybe.. Just have to start somewhere like I said earlier. Just got to go away so that its a best excuse not to get near to people that will remind me of things that has happends in the past that leave me single till how.
I've wasted 3 years of my life getting hooked to someone, infact some-TWO.. They left & that leave me with being like this. Not regret, Never regret, but I felt that its about time, at this age of mine, that some responsibility of mine is given & shared with someone else who should take care of me rather than my parents. My parents never complaint, but I noe my mom is concern that I might NOT get myself involve wz any other man anymore... Its just difficult to explain.
Bottom line is.. What a boring life its been for me.. I think PMS coming, getting a bit emotional.. heeeheheheh....
Still the conclusion is.. ME still a Survivor Babe...

Cant wait for Tmrw Off Day..

Finally.. 2 days off frm tmrw onwards.
I'm so tired & lack of sleep. But thats common when Ramadhan comes. But this time I'm extreme exhausted due to the Afternoon shift then the day after I'm back to morning. Imagine, only 4hrs of sleep after back home @ 2330H on Sunday & wake up @ 0445H on Monday for Sahur..
Today didnt make it to Terawih @ Masjid, only did it @ home. Apa lagi perut ni buat hal lagi... Tmrw so much thing line up to be done, but 1st & for most my sleep.. Can wake up slightly later.. Best Nya!!!!...
Last Nite I receive an overseas miss call! If i see the number its definately a Middle East Mobile Number.. I thought its.. U Noe Who!.. But thats very unlikely. So I decided to call back the number... Someone said Hello!! with the person voice on the other end I noe its sure to be a Wrong Number..
Hai of all people in the world, a Middle East person dialled a wrong number to me!! Is it a Test or A Sign?? Mungkin tidak lah.. Cubaan....

** Its Just Not Worth It... **

I found out something ystdy, He@ has someone new!!  I knew it, I knew this will happend. I've already had the hunch months & months back. So how di I noe it now?? I hve my ways to find it out!!! My instincts say so too.  I've seen Her before last few mths, I have this strong sense.  I only presume things, but I dont hve much proof.  Anyway, now its obvious its another 'foreigner'. Coz i was the only Local Muslim in his short period relationship.  After all that I've gone thru, He@ simple found someone new so soon.  While I still think that He's the most wonderful person I've ever met.  So dumb me.. Bodoh.. 

Well, He's not worth my thoughts lah.  If I tell my friends this story they will tell me, "why u still think abt him? Why make yr heart sore by checking things out? I told you before he's not worth it??" ya, ya, ya.. they can say all that. But I'm glad I found it out myself, I see with my own eyes. I noe that I'm right... I knew this was coming, u might never noe I will receive news he's getting married soon.  Of all u noe he's married to her already!!

He just dont deserve me. I deserve someone better.  We are definately not compatible & I must say, his Best of Friends all sucks big time... Do i sound sour grape??? errrrrr............... I'm simply effected.  No More Miss Nice Lady. What happend to this STRONG lady?? What with all the Get Over it..  But I'm still Irritated!!!

I noe NuRuL will nagged at me, but its orite. I can accept her motherly naggin. I guess she must be tired of telling me the same thing over & over again. Always tell me to forget abt it, dont start to think & ponder over those things that will make my heart so sakit... K i make a promise not search for info freely so as not to make my heart sore again :P

Oh No, Its Back!!!

Oh No!! My stomach ache is back.. I hate it when it start twirling & twirling. I can only apply medicated oil on my tummy. On top of all I'm working noon shift, hai lemau. The minute I step out of home, I'm already feeling not good. Cant afford to go on MC, no more MC left. When its start to sweat & yawning.. oh no its a sign.. K Sabar2, relax evrything is gonna be fine. The afternoon sun is so Hot, start chanting prayers hope can make it to office. Selamat, manage to reach office in 1 piece. Has a slight argument wz R@udZ coz she starts nagging. Ask for medicated oil she ask me to bring sweets just incase. I dont want to think of breaking my Fast right, can prevent that from happening 1st then if really cannot tahan then its something else lah.

I dreamt of Him@ last nite.. The dream looks so drama. It was flooding in S'pore, macam Titanic pulak. The water is already up to the 5th floor of my 12th storey flat near Kallang River. I was trying to figure out how to swim, I dont noe how to swim lah! I saw my parents in the dream too, howevr i tagged along wz Him@ instead. Normally if we dreamt of someone they face is not so clear, but I saw his face so near. My whats up wz me man. Anyway its just a dream, permainan tidur. Now it make me think of him.

Its been exactly 2 years since He@ called off the wedding, I'm over it already. Cant simple say much. Still respect his family, they are a bunch of good people. Our family know each other for over 20years. Its just not fated to be together but I'm still strong, surviving. But sometime its not good to be strong all the time. I've always been given the copmpliment of a strong lady but God Knows how strong I am. Sometimes weak too. Woman, what do u expect!

Today I buka alone, having Masalah Tosai for Buka. Ask my colleques TeeB@ to buy for me at Tekka. Mesti Sedap punya lah...

1st D@y Pu@s@

Today's Puasa went well Alhamdulliah.
However its a Hot day, felt so thristy especially during Terawih. Subahanallah, haus nya hari ni. Meet Bibik & my cousin, Sofi & Hestee @ the Masjid Haji Md Salleh Geylang having Terawih togather.
ok tmrw is another day...

Selamat BerPuasa...

Selamat Datang Ramadhan, esok dah puasa... Alhamdulliah berjumpa lagi di Ramadhan tahun ini.. Alhamdulliah.

Today afternoon shift till 2300H. Dinner break we went makan @ Tekka Market. Makan Beryani Ayam.. hmmm sedap nya : P
balas dendam nampak, esok dah puasa.

I just got to noe frm NuRuL dat Riz@l has resign UPS. Such an idiot.. I guess he just do not noe what to do in Life...
Riz@l's my ex for 2 yrs. we plan to get married until 1 day in Oct 2001 he decided to mention things like.. "we need space.." So thats it!! I knew it.. its over! we plan on things like a place to stay near KLIA for convenience sake. Bought a house & I contributed RM$ for d house we viewed. Ya, Riz@l is frm KL... we noe each other since 1999 coz we were working in J@L... anyway he left me, got married to a M@S stewardess now they've got themself a 1yr old daughter. Good for them lah, happy family. However he still hve an unfinish business wz me.. My RM$3000+ is still left unpaid to me.. Its been 2 years since the last payment done, only Last Aug 04 NuRuL got the other RM$200 so called installment need to be settle. Now he's gone missing again... Wish him Luck lah...

Berapa hari ni ramai pulak orang kol, old friends lah.. Sur@tm@n my secondary schoolmate called, he heard that I'll be leaving to KL after Raya this year. I told him not yet.. so touched, called all the way just to chk if I'm really leaving already... H@slind@ my ex colleques in J@L called, we're talking abt the Raya show in SuRi@ my sister, FiDz & R@udz went last sunday. Talking abt how was the @NZ show doing, was good lah coz got to see @NZ again.. Anyway he sang live, 2 songs.. Fuyooo Power seh. Menusuk ke kalbu, tangkap lentok ah!! Ai Seh man.. heeeheheh...

@NZ 

Wh@t A D@y...

I receive an email frm F00Z that he was delighted to receive the cake yesterday afternoon. I told him its the thought dat counts. However he told me that gambar cake tu Massallah Gambar SuperMan!! Mak ai.. malu nya. I've got to call the cake order to chk what is going on, i asked for Chocolate Cake. Apasal jadi Cake SuperMan.. heehehheheh...

I was having lunch today, so decided to eat in. There is this guy I'm close wz, R@f dah jadi good friend. anyway he is married lah ada anak 1. So talk to him in the pantry. Sekali tu, ada sorang amoy ni sikit punya turn off. She slap my butt betul2 depan R@f & the best part Panty is full coz all lagi makan. Mak Kau, i am so embarrassed chendol betul. Furthermore its so bloody Loud she smack me... Tak sakit lah eventhough its so kuat & the sound was loud, but its so very malu coz everyone was looking at me. I simply cannot look at R@f after that, but i just pretend nothing happend... siap si Amoy ni, nanti hari dia datang siap dia. She called me Discipline Mistress coz she said my face look so garang everyday. So it guess she was trying to act friendly, nak step good friend lah kira but tak kena tempat nya...

Tmrw on noon shift, seems I'm gonna miss the 1st day of Terawih then.. At least on Friday the 1st day of Puasa is my off day...

The First Blog...

Finally...
I've been wanting to create a Blog Page since.... since... i dont noe when... heeheheh.
Was still stuck with the old fashion Diary Writing. Once since this year or two time just dont permit me to sit down & write.
I've started writing diary since donkey years.. school days... Why girl like to write diary hah?? I was ever being question by a guy Friend or two. They just dont understand what do this girls write in their diary.. Of course! Its for me to noe & not for you to Find out!!!!...

K today is my off day.. few more days more to Ramadhan. This year didnt get to change all my afternoon shift. I hate to ask around, like begging to swap to morning shift... ya lah I tot this a chance not to be miss lah rite, since the month of Ramadhan is the only time we can eat proper dinner at home & then to go Terawih wz the rest of the family. Bila lagi nak buat baik kan... But not too bad lah, manage to change 6 days out of 15 of the afternoon shift... K lah ber syukur aje lah...

I'm so excited abt today coz I've made a birthday cake order to be send to a friend today coz tmrw is his bday. My email & never met friend, FooZ He is 1 of the write of a local Magz in Spore. Nice guy to chat wz, talk sense & such a great listener. Got to noe him for almost a year plus. Kawan aje lah.... Good Friend lah kira. His bday is tmrw. I remembered his bday is the same day as my TL Daisy, last year we had a grand bday celebration for Daisy till she cried.. so touching.. It was a hell of a Grand bday celebration, coz she is like a mother to all of us.. so we all are very comfortable wz her. However i remember sending a bday wish to FooZ, he told me.. "Thanks for remembering coz nobody in the office remember..." kesian nya dia... so this year kita buat 'gembaq'... I've ordered a chocolate cake, which i noe he cannot resist, to be send to his office.. I send him my bday photo wz a Big Chocolate bday cake.. he something like tak kasi sikit ke.. heeeheheh.... *Surprise...* Hopefully he likes it lah, Insya ALLAH. Didnt mean anything, just a thought to make someone happy on d big day...

NoReeZ 

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