I woke up this morning feeling soooo much better. That was after a good laugh I had with Nya' over the phone last night.
I send a birthday sms wish only to find out the birthday was on the 29th… haahaha…
I think I'm allegic to chicken, had ayam masak kicap for lunch and now I end up scratching all over my arms. I recall having the same lauk last week when I had to go on MC the next day because of the rashes.. Mak, dah tak leh makan ayam?? Sedih nya..
TruLy Noreez
I'm not in the correct state of mind. So, just ignore me if my email sounded like I'm talking nonsense…
I need to vend out somewhere…
Fikiran gua bercelaru, berserabut...
I receive a call at 00.26am from a DUBAI number.. Its been 5 years since a +9715xxxxxxx number appear on my mobile.
"tak kan lah DIA eh? Not possible.."
I reject the call.
The phone vibrate again.. Who could this be?
I ignore the call, I'm sleepy for goodness sake…
This morning, I thought it might be someone I know, like Paolo... But why calling me at this hour??
I sms since the call was twice, sounded urgent.
Later in the afternoon, the number appear again. He said, he must have called a wrong number. He's looking for his nephew who's coming to spore. He's making a overseas call to a Wrong Number but still wish to continue the conversation. I told him, you've got the wrong number. I hang up the line.
Half an hour later, he sms me, wanting to be my friend. I wanted to SMS back.. Saying, Sorry I'm married with 3 kids..
Then I thought, why waste my overseas sms to him.. Ah don’t bother…
Anyway he's a Pinoy, sounded like an old man..
Truly Noreez
Weekend is emotionally rough for me. Work is getting better… Because I get to work independently Alone without anyone monitoring & checking on me. As long as I get things done, Forms are entered in accurately & typing speed increase then its all ALRIGHT. At the same time I get to email & chat Nya’, can still attend to my incoming or outgoing phone calls. And.. and I get to listen to my MP3 or Radio…
I’m still clueless with what my future’s going to be. I suddenly felt that I do not have a mission in life. What is happening with me eh?
Anyway, If you don’t know me well, don’t just judge me for being tense or fierce. I don’t deny the fact that I look fierce unless you know who I am you will know that I’m not like how I look. I remember Angela ever came to me saying that I look like a School Principal looking serious all the time. That’s because she just join the team & just so happened when we were being intro, I just ended a call from an angry customer. I was seriously furious with that comment of hers & others disagree with what she said.
I can remember people easily actually, however with the rate of fans & the number of people I meet now I have problem trying to recall people. So when someone told me repeatedly, “You don’t know me? We’ve met before.” when I said, care to intro I thought that was kind of sarcastic. Fine then, later on my patience was being tested again. Judging me for being serious, tension what-so-ever. By saying “Relax lah sikit!” it doesn’t help at all. Eh tolong sikit, you meet me only once, we barely talk to each other. Jangan saja cakap suka suka hati & suka sedap mulut, Please lah…
There is something about trust especially when things has been taken over. I may be wrong, but I still have the right to say something. Its not easy, and that is one of the reason why I suddenly feel that I lost with things in life. Its difficult when you expect thing that was being promise but till now its not fulfilled. You end up being the one to beg for it but actually its YOURS. Now I’m trapped by trust & promise, both are toward me!
TruLy NoreeZ
Because of the hans-isaac.com link in my blog, the visit on my blog has increase unexpectedly.
I've been a Fan of Hans for years... But it make a great difference since I've met, know him in person & work with him, I Truly respect this guy.. Tabik spring!
I felt angry & disspointed with Her. Its about time he say it out, since The Rest didnt get to do it. So happen he's the "dont mess with me" kind of person, nasib lah, isi perut cerita semua nya dah keluar.
So Siapa yang harus di persalahkan? Lelaki jugak?? Bukan semua lelaki sama ya..
This is a good example of "Aku memang pencinta wanita, namun aku bukan buaya."
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Kontroversi cinta tiga segi Hans Isaac - Erra Fazira - Engku Emran terus diperkata. Terbaru Hans mendakwa Erra terus berikan kenyataan tidak benar mengenai hubungan mereka.
'SAYA akui, dalam Melodi TV3 baru-baru ini, saya pernah mengatakan, saya tak akan bercakap mengenai perkara (kemelut percintaan bersama Erra) ini lagi. Saya juga dah berbincang dengan Erra, kami tak akan berbincang mengenai isu ini lagi, sebaliknya meneruskan perjalanan seni kita.
Namun, apabila Erra tampil dengan kenyataan terbarunya dalam sebuah akhbar mingguan terbitan 15 Julai lalu, sekali lagi banyak perkara tidak benar mengenai perhubungan kami diperkatakannya. Maruah saya tercalar kerana ada pihak yang mengatakan saya terlalu emosional ketika berhadapan dengan isu ini.
Kenapa saya terlalu emosional? Ketika saya sampai ke rumah Erra di Damansara pada 1 Julai tu, kira-kira jam 12.30 tengah malam, salah seorang saudara Erra, namanya Ayong membuka pintu. Rumah Erra gelap, muka Ayong pula muka orang bangun tidur. Memang tak ada makan-makan pada malam tu seperti yang didakwa Erra sebelum ini.
Jadi, sebagai teman lelaki Erra pada ketika itu, pastinya saya emosional apabila mendapati ada lelaki (Engku Emran) lain di rumahnya pada masa itu. Orang kata kenapa saya emosional, saya marah? Sebabnya saya ada perancangan masa depan bersama Erra, tapi saya dapat tahu, percintaan Erra dengan Emran dah berlaku lama.
Saya pernah mengingatkan Erra, nak bagi kenyataan kepada wartawan, janganlah menipu lagi. Beritahulah cerita sebenar mengenai perhubungan kami. Apa yang penting bagi saya ialah kebenaran. Tapi, nampaknya Erra masih menidakkan perkara sebenar.
Kenyataan Erra dalam akhbar mingguan itu, menyatakan dia berkawan rapat dengan saya bermula hujung 2006, namun ia berakhir Februari lalu. Katanya lagi, entah kenapa dia perlu menjarakkan dirinya dengan saya ketika itu. Tambah Erra, hubungan kami tak boleh lebih daripada seorang sahabat.
Terdahulu, kenyataan Erra dalam sebuah akhbar berbahasa Inggeris bertarikh 8 Julai baru-baru ini, dia menyatakan, 'I admit that I was close to Hans but it was not to the stage of being in love. We were still trying to figure out our compatibility.'
Tapi, bagaimana pula dengan kiriman SMS Erra kepada saya pada 9 Julai 2006 yang antara lain berbunyi, 'Sayang, I'm so happy with this trip. It's a wonderful trip. I love you so much sayang!' SMS yang lain pula bertarikh 30 September, antara lain berbunyi 'There's no one else that I love. Only my sayang. Miss you so much sayang. I want to love you 100 percent and trust you 100 percent'.
Semua SMS itu masih saya simpan dalam telefon bimbit saya, tapi yang penting perhatikan saja tarikh SMS berkenaan dan buatlah penilaian sendiri. Saya boleh tunjuk SMS berkenaan jika ada pihak yang masih mempertikaikannya. Saya dan Erra juga pernah cuti bersama di Singapura dan menyelam skuba selepas Februari lalu iaitu tarikh yang didakwanya sudah mulai renggang bersama saya.
Layari laman web saya, hans-isaac.com dan lihat sendiri gambar percutian kami di Singapura, selain aktiviti selam skuba di Pulau Sipadan dan Pulau Mataking. Kami bercuti di Singapura awal Mei lalu dan menjayakan aktiviti selam skuba sekitar Mac hingga April, baru-baru ini. Nilailah sendiri, sama ada kami bercinta atau sekadar berkawan saja. Sekali lagi perhatikan tarikh percutian kami dan aktiviti selam skuba itu.
Yang peliknya lagi, dalam kebanyakan kenyataan Erra di media sebelum ini, dia mengatakan dia memaafkan saya di atas perbuatan saya pada malam itu (1 Julai) iaitu apabila saya ke rumahnya, mendapati Emran ada di sana dan memukulnya. Kenapa pula Erra perlu memaafkan saya?
Bagi saya, tak perlu. Saya sedia untuk ditemubual kali ini kerana saya tak mahu lagi Erra terus memberikan kenyataan tidak benar kepada media, sekali gus menipu pembaca dan orang ramai.
Saya tak mahu maruah saya terus diperkotak-katikkan oleh peminat Erra atau wartawan yang mempersoalkan kenapa saya terlalu emosional. Soal Erra nak bercinta dengan siapa, terpulang, itu hak dia.
Saya harap ini adalah kenyataan terakhir daripada saya. Erra pula, cukuplah dengan cerita pembohongannya. Janganlah dia terus menipu pembaca dan peminatnya sendiri termasuklah wartawan. Janganlah terus menyalahkan saya, selepas itu memaafkannya, cukuplah.
Wartawan juga janganlah terus mengatakan saya ni emosional. Kalau kejadian seumpama ini terjadi pada diri anda, anda akan tahu sendiri. Ini membabitkan maruah diri dan keluarga. Apabila orang menipu menggunakan nama saya, saya harus berdiri di hadapan dan tunjukkan kebenarannya.
Saya pernah cakap pada Erra, kalau dia terus menipu, saya akan tunjukkan bukti untuk menceritakan keadaan sebenar.
Sementara itu, saya ada satu filem bekerjasama dengan Erra iaitu Cuci apabila saya bertindak sebagai penerbit, pengarah dan pelakon. Cuci dijangka memulakan kempen promosinya penghujung tahun ini. Erra pula digalakkan untuk turut mempromosikan Cuci.
Kehadirannya amat dialu-alukan. Bagi saya, hal peribadi tetap peribadi, tapi apabila tiba waktu bekerja, kita profesional. Ini adalah kerja, tempat cari makan. Seandainya Erra tak datang promosi Cuci, terpulanglah pada dia. Tapi, saya rasa Erra akan beri kerjasamanya kerana dia seorang yang profesional.
Saya harap isu ini akan segera berakhir, penatlah! Sekiranya Erra terus membuat kenyataan penafiannya terhadap segala SMS dan gambar yang disiarkan hari ini, saya akan terus memberikan bukti, ada banyak lagi.
Saya harap Erra jangan buat kenyataan lagi kerana jika ada pembohongan dalam kenyataan seterusnya, keadaan akan jadi lebih teruk. Jangan paksa saya untuk balas balik kenyataannya, kalau terus berlanjutan begini, isu ini tak akan selesai. Jangan gali lubang lebih dalam untuk diri sendiri, cukuplah.'
TruLy NoreeZ
Anugerah 2007 Winner is Aliff Aziz...
First saw Aliff’s talent when he was performing on Imran’s Album launch back on 31st Dec 2006. Not surprising that he’s a Fan of Anuar Zain because his style of singing says it all. Met him a few times again during Speakeasy & album launches of BS. Most of the time his family will come along as well, his twin sisters Ain & Aishah has singing talents too.
I knew for sure Aliff will win thru SMS votes, kira macam Raja SMS jugak lah kan. However I’m impressed with his confidence yesterday. He was awesome. Even more with Shafinaz’s comment on Aliff’s voice & showmanship, I believe this M’sian vocal expertise comments. I don’t know how to judge voices when they say pitching & high notes, low notes thingy.. whatever lah. To me as long as its soothing to listen to that I call it as ‘nice voice’.
Maiya is just a good. Probably her confidence level was not up to what they expect. I believer that you dont have to enter any competition to be a singer. Most of the time, the runner up star is brighter that the Winner. So as long as you have the talent, you're sure you can sing, you have $$ probably a few thousand, then do lots of networking with song writers & composers - S'pore & M'sia. Then brush up on singing & go to vocal training, I'm sure you can cut an album.. Ceh, macam pandai aje. But its really true, what you need is contacts with lots of composer & song writers. Seriously... So work on that.
To Congrats to Aliff for being the Anugerah 2007 Winner. With a $10K singing contract, as what Syarif sms me yesterday, what a good way to start a singing career.
Honestly… It’s a mental torture having to wake up so early, walk out of the house take a bus & be at a place where you don’t want to be… Sengsaraaaaaaaaaa…..
I cannot complaint about the work cause I’ve manage study the system in a week which is amazing on how ‘terang hati’ I am learning in a week. Probably I’ve got the whole concept only on a different programming system. The working hours, even more I’ve no issues. Working from Mon to Thurs from 9am to 6pm & Fri I get to go off 30mins earlier compared to other days. Sat & Sun is a total off day. With a good pay for a 5 days week job.. I should be thankful.
People? A few of them are just all right, only 1 or 2 are of different species maybe. So I don’t dare to ‘touch’ them. I work for the money only… that’s all. I’ve never felt this way, like ‘a hamba duit’. Its Sick.. Sickening to be working for the money. It’s a bebanan.. No point regretting to what has happen lah.
Only this is I’m like counting days to weekend, had to think of something to look forward to… Seriously, the distance is not an issue at all, straight bus, makan ok lah since today I’ve brought my own lunch. Save money because now, we have to spend at least $3.50 for a decent meal when you’re talking about City Hall area my….
At this point, I’m already thinking when I’m gonna take MC.. haahah.. When to apply AL & for how long should I work there… At least now, I don’t have excuses for coffee with Friends (provided its pay day) or out lunch/dinner with cousins or buddies…
I miss my late night TV shows, miss Martha Steward at 12noon, miss my trips to printing place or run errands to the CD distribution shops…. I MISS My Laptop, My TV & My bed…. I will work for at least 6mths or something. Ah.. I cant stand it man.
Ok I shall not go on. Whatever it is, at the end of the month I know that I’m going get a pay cheq. Then I shall plan for a short trip probably early Sept or something… belum gaji dah plan nak merayap dah…
TruLy NoreeZ
Weekend has been filled up with event after events…
Friday, 29June – Esplanade Hip Hop Hooray.
We had to be at the venue from afternoon. Just when the show started it start to rain.. The boys was slightly worried that the organizer couldn’t have the show continued.
We can only afford to ‘doa’ for the rain to stop for a little.. while.
First was Akeem, Richard, Zul performing. Later at 8.30pm comes Sleeq.
Imran was down with Flu, however he still came down in the evening… We still have tomorrow.
Saturday, 30June – RGS Concert
We arrive at RGS at 3pm for sound checks. CG Melhan came to fetch us up at Wisma Atria. At the end of sound check, we just had to look for FOOD!
Had our lunch cum dinner at Far East Plaza.. Hungry seh.. At 7pm, we had to proceed back to RGS. Show starts at 7.45pm but we are here still waiting for the cabs. Esplanade, Marina Bay, Stadium & Indoor Stadium are already packed with people. Since there were soooo many things going on around those areas. I think there were some road closure. So that make sense why people are all in Orchard.
We reach RGS at the nick of time, lucky thing their slot are at 8.30pm. Cousin Hidier came over, we’ve planned for dinner/supper later that day…
Crowd are superb, you’re talking about Sec Sch Girls.. what do u expect kan.. Remember those time when I usually hang out at TKG.. kecoh.
Another problem waiting for cabs on our way back… Phone lines get busy, all cab company line are jammed… Only manage to get 2 cabs after more than 30mins of waiting. Lagi boleh nak gaduh dgn apek teksi yg tak nak drive to Woodlands… Ada dia suruh kita stop at Yishun. Eh, sapa nak tinggal kat Yishun yg kita mesti nak turun kat Yishun. Suka2 hati mak sedara dia pulak paksa orang.. tak ke mengamuk aku.
Sunday, 1July – Darul Ma’aw, Jamiyah
Show is at 3.30pm. We arrive at 2.30pm. It was a carnival event thing. Crowd.. ramai orang & cuaca panas. Mak & Ayah came… But we didn’t get to talk much anyway. Anuar Zain perform right after Sleeq & Imran however we didn’t even get to meet him. Too tired, exhausted & HOT!!!
Called a MPV cab, fits 6 of us all in the cab. Save $$ save time. Will do the booking again.
So come Monday, I had to catch up with admin issues. The Accounts, the claims, the segregation all… So doesn’t mean that you work from home we have the hell of the time. Weekdays is the only time to catch up on all that.
The week before, went Melawat 2 close family/friends funeral. Arwah Nek Non meninggal after hospitalized for 2 days only. At the same time Jai’s Father passes on the same day same morning. We left home early at 10am, went to Bishan & later to Compassvale. By then we were so hundry & it was almost 5pm when we reach home. Takziah to both the family.
Earlier today, I was called for an interview. It an admin office hour job, 5.5days work week, 9-6pm. Pay? Not bad. Cannot demand or compare to my previous salary. I hope I get the job. While waiting to go in, I was telling myself that I should not plan what I want to say. I should just go with the flow… so that was what I didn’t.
After interview, I went around Orchard run some errands. Took a short walk, buy myself a chocolate milk shake, then wait for bus 175 back home. The agency called, inform me I got the Job! I got the Job?? Betul?? Suddenly I was feeling sad that I had to go back to work.. alamak weak pulak. Honestly I HAVE To work. I cant burden Ayah any further with the help he has rendered to me.. Felt so helpless as a child whom at my age should contribute to the family instead I’m putting Ayah to ‘support’ me when I’m in need. Anyway the job is on Contract. I shall see what can be done next year, insya ALLAH. We have plans but cant speak too soon… Insya ALLAH. Guess which company it is??? My previous Company Competitor & the Biggest Mobile Company in Spore yo... Kekek ah!!! haahahah...
Ok there’s an issue.. Its BIG!!!
Its all over the papers, Metro since yesterday….
Whatever it is, I still believe Him. I’m sure he’s not making the story up.
Kebenaran akan terbukti insya ALLAH.
Hope ALLAH will open his heart to whatever he has planned before he plans to get married. Even if I’ve not meet him in person, I probably felt that its surprising. So now, I believe he is telling the truth… Trust Me! What am I talking about eh??? GO Figure..
Ok this Saturday, Imran will be performing in KL with Suria FM Go Green awareness to save the planet. I think it will be showing here in Singapore.. Pray that its true.
Then Sunday, Sleeq will be at Bukit Batok Ave 3 for Ain Society. Do come down to watch, we’ll be having a booth to sell Sleeq CD at a promo price of $12.
So Save the Planet, GO Green, wear GREEN on 7th & 8Th July…. Anyway, its my favourite colour so I have no Issue.
I’m starting work on Monday, will not blog as often…
CIAO!!!!!!!!!!
TruLy NoreeZ
