Sunday Evening...

We left home after maghrib to d airport.. Receive info that DyG leaving on d evening 2300H flight to KL. So Raudz & me decided to give it a shot. Its not that I go chasing artist or singer, mostly becoz I will accompany my sister. Other than that, ya.. just want to meet them. Especially at my age now.. heeheheh.. so tua to go chasing compared to my younger days..

RauDz & her naughty act again.... *haiya*
We had a drink at CoffeeBean and we didnt hve to wait that long. Only later we saw someone familiar walking thur the door.. True enough it was DyG & her PR. This time we get to chat alone cause there was no crowd.

DyG at Planet Hollywood KL on 21 July 9pm.

We took a MRT back passesby KemBangan station, heard SpiEeR on stage singing "Buat Sang Puteri", it was so loud, so we dash out following d music instead. Initially I didnt want to stop by to watch cause was thinking I will be working at 11am tmrw.. Anyway it was a good move, no regrets. We manage to catch SpiDeR's last 3 songs & d crowd was not at all rowdy like I expected... Didn't know that they were we last performer.

Picture not so clear, as long as you can see TaM there on stage.. heehehe...

So now I back home tug in my bed typing this blog of mine via my N3230 phone.. Not bad right?? Ok now its time for bed, tmrw is another day. Back to work babe..

TruLy NoreeZ

BeautiFul SUNDAY..

Every time I woke up on Sunday morning (when its my off day of course) the next thing that came to mind is... breakfast at home, must be mee siam from Long Noh, or prata from Din, or Thosai from dont to sure.. But I'm very sure AyAh & MaK will come back from pasar wz those good food which I will not be able enjoy if I'm at work..

Next will be of course the TV, 11am will be M'siaN IdoL & MeLoDi @ TV3. After zohor will probably be watching AXN for CSI my fav. Didnt catch 3rd WaTcH @ Channel 5 last week coz I was in KL. This week they have the AVIVA badminton whatever till 6pm which means will be missing CoBy BeLL again this week of 3rd WaTcH... boring seh.

Anyway, today's M'siaN IdoL is a bit dissapointing from those few potentials I tot might get thru. But I was hoping that FaiZaL, AtiLLia & XeRRa will get thru at least.. That mamat rock I dont fancy, too much of that typical mamat tak boleh angkat.
Today's MeLodi brought up the BoB Azroy & ANZ story. I like both their reply of question, very pro & very matang. ANZ reply on what AbG LaN said abt it was fwded to me by NuRuL last few days ago. Expected that kind of answer will coming from ANZ, caya lah..

Watch RanDom HeaRts last night at HBO or something. I just enjoy that movie anyway nothing else to watch also, so why not. Furthermore TV3 was having the AnuGeRaH ScrEEn thingy & they ulangtayang that drama. Eventhough my Fav Actor ARaSH MoHD is there but I've watch is already, really hilarious but watch already what... Ya lah, I watch too much of TV3 programme. But Spore Malay channel also got so much of the UlangTayang lagi boring...

Anyway, I just recalled the journey back home from KL on JL flight last sunday evening. My sister has been teasing me over the Dunkin Donut that I dont get to enjoy it on flight. I bought Dunkin Donut coz we dont have it anymore in Spore, so I was already imagining me enjoying the double chocolate donut on the flight after they serve the drink. Unfortunately the flight stewardess requested me to place my handbag, FiDz bag on the top bag compartment. I actually neglected the fact that I worked wz the AirLines previously & how could I just be so inconsiderate knowing the safety part & be just like some other uncooperative passanger.. I must be out of my mind for a while. So I relectantly place the bags on top, including my handbag which I have my sweets in it. Not forgetting my donut that I dont get to eat.. I was so sad, rubbing it on the Japanese stewardess (the tua one lah dont jambu at all) kept saying "Thank you for your cooperation..." Dia ni pun sama jugak suka UlangTayang.. 2-3x she mention that, fedup.. In my hearts says, 'my donut'.. actually my expression shows how dissapointed I m wz my donut that I dont get to eat.. My 2 sister was just laughing at me.. Kesian aku... heeheheh..

DyG NurFaiZah is in Spore today for some show @ KeMbaNGan area. Was thinking of dropping by for awhile. But sometimes Free Show what I just cant stand is the rowdy crowds.. But see how lah later...

TruLy NoreeZ

Mystery Caller Part 2..

Ok After the Mystery calling, I receive a Mystery SMS at 1am.

"U kat ne? call me back mamat.."

Mamat mana pulak ni.. I dont noe no mamat man.. So i didnt reply. Dont bother lah.

I actually sms NiZaM in KL, thinking it could be him (coz NuRuL mention it actually).. Well he replied, obviously its not him. According to RauDz, its from a PayPhone Private Local Number. Confirm it was not a Trunk Call...

TruLy NoreeZ

Leo Women & Their Zodiac Characteristics

Leo Women & Their Zodiac Characteristics
By Pankaj Khanna

LEO - WOMEN
If your date of birth falls between 23rd July and 22nd August, then you are a Leo woman.

Physical Appearance
 You possess an imposing persona and have a royal air around you.
 Well developed bones, broad shoulders, tall, well-built and muscular body characterise a Leo woman.
 Your stature is full and you look majestic and dignified.

Mental Attitude
 You are ambitious and commanding. You will like to be in positions where people look towards you for guidance and direction. A Leo woman has sufficient mental and emotional strength to don the mantle of a leader. You tend to perform better in a stressful situation more than in daily routine.
 A Leo woman is mentally very agile and has a very good grasp of the things. However she also has the tendency to while most of her time in pursuing activities of leisure and recreation.
 One of the negative things about you is your inability to work steadily for a long period of time.

General Nature
 Women born in Leo sign normally have a a royal nature. Activities like taking side of the weak, giving donations etc. come naturally to you. With a good capacity to organize & manage, you can manage organizations very effectively.
 You are very sure of yourself and are able to mingle with all people, high and low alike.
 Refined tastes are generally found in your type and you are keenly interested in dance, music and poetry.
 On the flip side - you are a quite a slave of flattery and people can misuse this weakness of yours to get the result that they desire from you.
 Sometimes you also become difficult to get along with. You want every thing to go your way and you fail to see that other human beings also exist and they too can have a desire or say in any subject.

Health
 Your health problems are related to heart, the spinal column and bones. You should take care by way of proper food and regular exercise.
 You should take very long walks and do a lot of physical work to ward off the stress from your body.
 Your health problems also stem from a view that everything should run according to your wish and when it fails to happen you get irritable and majority stressed.

Money
 You tend to gradually more over to areas that provide high income and social respect . Money wise, you should be quite well-off.
 A Leo woman has generous nature and gives away money to any one who is able to get her sympathy.
 Showing off is also a negative trait which leads you to overspend and waste your money.

Romance And Sex Life
 You are fiery and passionate. You will attract men but will not allow them to come very close to you - because you feel your royal status can be compromised by that. You know well how to handle men and even the worst of them will behave properly in your audience.
 Center of your back is your hotspot.

Marriage
 You are very true and faithful to your husband and will try to improve your house by all possible means. If your husband can understand you well and have faith in you, your married life will be very good.
 You will go out of your way to do the extra bit to improve the house and care for your husband. You will not mind the extra effort or the pain you may have to incur. But if your husband is not understanding and supportive , the marriage will definitely face rough weather and you may move out of it.

Ideal Match
 Your best match will with natives born in Aries or Sagittarius sign. Hence, Virgo and Gemini can also keep you happy though.

Caution
 It is rightly said that 'flattery is a food of fools'. You should not be carried away with it. One thing you should remember that one who flatters you has some aim in mind for which he or she wants to use you. You should instead be open to creative criticism.

Lucky Days, Numbers And Colors
 Sunday and Tuesday are lucky days for you.
 1, 4, 5, 9, 6 are lucky numbers for you.
 Red, Orange, and green are your lucky colors.

Recommended Gemstones
 Ruby and Emerald are your Gemstones. The Gems should be of vibrant Aura and should not have been worn before. The weight can be decided as per your body weight and age.

TruLy NoreeZ

Mystery Caller...

Yesterday was GLeNN & EuGeNe's last day at work. GLeNN will be going on 1mth holiday to USA & will be starting at CSD in August. EuGeNe got a job in CaNoN, at least its a better offer for him. He has alot of knowledge in gadget & PC, laptop & all. I'm sure he will do well... Its gonna be lesser guys in BiLLing... BORiNG!!!

I've receive missed calls from a private number for the past few days.
I was actually hoping that it was coming from IJL arranging for another date for me OR IJL on the outcome of my job interview OR other overseas call from other job interview OR some other truck call for some mysterious interview OR whatever lah... So here I am waiting... & Waiting... & WAiting... & WAITing... tak call pulak!!

Today i headed to JB with AiNi coz she's sending some baju kurung for tailoring.. She asked me along coz her mom left for Melaka wz her eldest daughter. So she has to bring along her youngest daughter. She's never gone JB alone wz her daughter so since I'm available why not..

I had my jeans altered at JB it was only RM$3.00, cekik darah so cheap.. I shld have given the abang RM$5.00 instead lah.

Nur Hafizah bte Mulyadi 2years old.

Anyway, I've diverted all my mobile phone calls to home coz I'll be using my MaXis number instead. And thats when RauDz told me there was a call from a pay phone number, a guy calling for me... Sapa eh?... Dah tu insist on Not Leaving his name... suka hati dia lah. Jangan2??? hopefully not.. heeheheh... Sorry lah wrong timing then..

I forgotten to insert this photo.. Check this out while heading to KL on last Saturday at around 5pm. What was RauDz trying to do?? You can ask her.. haahahah...
Truly Noreez

KL Shopping Spreeee...

I had a week break from Blogging.
Was doing noon shift for the whole week however left for KL wz the whole family on Fri 24 June. We took JL only evening flight to KL. Since they were having some promo & its was a good bargain for a return trip that cost almost 1/2 the price.

KLCC & Masjid Assyakirin view from out Apartment room...

We had out holiday plan for abt 1/2 year ago, initially was suppose to be a Sarawak trip. However we had it shorten to KL instead aft Ayah's leave was not approve at the eleventh hour. But still its worth it, nothing to regret about.

We arrive KLIA at abt 8.30pm, we stayed at SuiteStay Exec Residence coz we always do. We check in at almost 10pm. NuRuL & ManSoR came & brought dinner for us. Thanks eh NyaH..
We went to bed right after a full stomach.. boleh gemuk kalau selalu buat mcm tu tau...

The next day, we had breakfast at the hotel.

Left to MasJiD InDia & BuKiT BinTaNg wz FiDz & RauDz at abt 11.30am... Bought a couple of stuff there. What I love most was the beads necklace that we bought. Actually we bought 4 pieces. They were having sale which surpises me coz I tot only in Spore they had the sale. They have sale in KL too... The beaded necklace was a good bargain. I believe it will take me months if I had to made them.. heehehe. But it was only RM$50 for 2 pieces & its the long ones coz obviously I had to buy a long necklace nanti pakai tudung tak nampak kan...

NuRuL cameby to KLCC after work, then we had lunch. A sort of Lunch for her coz dia tu mana 'pandai' makan sekarang.. heeheheh Jgn Marah eh awak. Hhhmmm.. its been a long time since we had out photo taken, not bad at all what??? Cantik also.. at least got our face..

Later at about 5pm after asar, we all went to KLCC. Best jugak lah its just that its crowded coz its the weekend. Walking from SuiteStay to KLCC by the park is so relaxing...

NuRuL came over wz Aqim this time, Wah he was having a jolly good time running around coz of the spacious apartment... Suka lah dia tu..

On Sunday Morning after breakfast, we stayed in coz there will be a few TV3 programmes. Since this is the time so watch it on a clear image compared to the stolen anthena back home, so we dont want to miss M'siAn IdoLs & MeLoDi. Only after zohor then FiDz, RauDz & myself went KLCC again to do some last minutes shopping.

Later at about 4.30pm, Mr & Mrs ReZa came over. Anyway I just had to pass the belated Wedding Gift for them. Punya lah susah nak jumpa dia orang ni, mcm nak kena jumpa menteri.. heeheheh.. My 1st time meeting AzLinA, ReZa's wife...

We left to KLIA at about 6.40pm. Flight is at 9.40pm we checked in early.. I have this feeling that I will be meeting an old friend from JL. Surprsingly true, I met RaVi at the departure hall. Its been 5 years since I last see him. Dah 2 anak dia.. ish ish ish..

Anyway, Didnt get much photo of AyAh coz he's alway the cameraman...

Bila nak gi KL lagi...?????

TruLy NoreeZ

Macam Drama Lah..

I was so fedup, I noe nobody will understand how I m feeling when my cough is continuious... If I must see a doctor & obtain an MC again, for all I care I will go ahead with it.. Coz people here just simple dont understand. Asking for light duty, for not answering call is like begging.. I hate to go around asking... Unless I really must ask coz I cannot stand coughing all thru out.

I just got to noe something & it really surpise me big time... Z.@ry just got to noe a few week after her engagement that she will have to Wali Hakim on her Nikah. She was asking why is that so since all her 5-6 brother are around eventhough her father has pass away. Her mom just said, no cannot with out any valid reason & answer... She only got to know from her GodMa that she is actually an Adopted Daughter!!! When Z.@ry told her she was already into tears.. I just cant help but to sympathies with her, its not her fault... I comfort her telling that she just have to think positive, anyway she will get more pahala coz she takes care of her Mom eventhough she got to know that she is her foster mom only...

Now I m concern when he will akad Nikah, she will hve to look for her real family especially Father or Brother is anyone is still available to marry her off in Dec 2005 then... She feels that her current family is not being helpful & not providing more info of her real where abouts. I told her I've never encouter such an experience wz friend, I only know it from Drama TV3 ke some malay movies which are fond of telling such a story... She said that this sounded so much like a Drama man....

Now I pity her, she has so much responsibilities taking care of her mom. Run errands when she is ill & also cover all the expenses back home to provide for her mom & herself... Her brothers just leave it all to her just because the are all married wz families. Which is not fair at all coz she is only the daugtere, even more now, she is ONLY a foster family there...

My mind is spinning with thoughts & what can be done to make the feeling better. More concern now is does she have to look for her immediate family during her Akad Nikah??? Thats where the concern comes....

TruLy NoreeZ

ARi 

Frozen, Hansem-nya...

I just love off day on Sunday.. I feel that d Day just looks more Sunny on Sunday.

The start of d day will not be complete w/o watching Malaysian Idol and Melodi.. SuRia channel has nothing much, so lucky to get a stolen network of TV3 with d anthena outside.

I went out to Orchard, its Father's Day today I didnt have anything for Ayah. Besides that i redeem some vouchers which will expire soon. Bought a ring from Swaroski only paid 1/3 of the price aft redeeming the voucher. Also redeem the Hagen Dazs Ice Cream voucher.. Bought 2 collar shirt for Ayah for Father's Day. Lucky it fits the XL side, tengok mcm besar. Rupanya Ayah besar gitu rupanya.. ish ish ish...

Went Taka, at level 1 I saw someone familiar.. Its ARi WiBOWO! Gosh he so good looking, tall, fair.. I was stunned, froze w/o speaking and saying Hi.. I will make a full of myself if i speak I knew it.. Haahaha.. So I didnt say anything just admiring him for 30sec. Oh my Gosh.. ARi, gua sudah giler ni, lihat muka mu yg hamsem tu.. heeheheh...

I told myself I will have to be home by 4pm in time to watch 3rd Watch.. Yes I did make it on time..

TruLy NoreeZ

PP8 RiTz C@RLtoN 

Sporty One - Yellow

PesT@ PerD@N@ 8 - RiTz C@RLtoN

I really love my new Blog page.. Its like a reflection of me....

Manage to get a few hours time off from work today. So RauDz, R@Di@H & myself, we left at 6pm took a cab to RiTz C@RLtoN. I've never been to RiTz, anyway its quiet posh so I've no friends came over to stay there anyway.

The bell boy greeted us, open the cab door for us. I was surprise he looks like someone We noe very well... RauDz exclaimed "oh my god!" I noe what she was implying. I tot he could be our Late Friend's brother & that could be the reason for the similarity. Mudah2an ALLAH terang kan kubur Arwah, Amin...

We went to the reception. Thats the time to mingle around. There was a buffet dinner however we had to standing to eat instead.. Where I was away, RauDz made friends wz 1 of the Ladies there, SaLiZ@... rather friendly. She came wz her sister & friend. They took pictures of each other & finally exchange numbers. She will be inviting us to the Wedding in July Insya ALLAH.. Looking fwd to it.

The whole show was good, most important is we met the celeb during the reception. It was nice to see Kh@i Sh@hRuM - he is cute man, A@RoN @ZiZ he is friendly anyway... I met my old Pal S@Ni HuSSin, also H@FiZ GL@M, HaRDy of WicKeD @uR@ - RauDz old Friend nice to see him again. ZeD Z@iDi & BuZ@N was there too.. We ackno LoKM@N NuRH@KiM, we met years back I m sure he cant rememeber us... & Lots more too many to rememeber. Will post some photo soon...

At the end of the show, anyway it was shown live on SuRi@ we just migle for a while outside the ballroom. I met my old colleague Abg Said from JAL he came wz his wife. I told him NuRuL now in KL wz her immediate family. He was surprise, he was not aware.. I didnt mit Abg Said for like 5years.. thats long..

We waited for a cab saw 2 solid looking cars at the entrance of RiTz, so sporty looking.. I'm bad wz car model & hve no idea what they are, however it was a beauty...
Check it out!!! 1 for me & the other NuRuL can have it... You want Nyah??? heeheheh...

TruLy NoreeZ

Sporty Two - Red

Confused & Torn...

I must have been in a real state of confusion coz this is my 4th blog skin that I've change to this mth becoz I was trying to figure out how the hell my Profile was place at the bottom of my post instead of the side.. So Now I manage to get it done!!! YES Man!!!!

Its has came to a point when you nid changes in life, job & for the future. Something need to be done for a change.

I went for a job interview... its been so long since I've attended one.
It was unexpected, I rqsted NuRuL to send it on my behalf over my email. So she just did it on Tuesday morning. I receive a call from AniS@H just aft 2pm roughly. Like I said it was unexpected.

It was my off day on Wed, AniS@H called again on Wed morning after we played 'hide & seek' not being able to get thru each other. She asked if I can meet up wz her this afternoon, I tot why not just give it a shot. We met up, the interview was almost an hour long just hope for the best.

I was told there will be another person coming for the same post today however I feel that chances of getting are 70%.. I dont noe. However my concern now is I will not be able to join IJL as a client anymore, it will be refunded. Thats not the issue here, I was more concern wz the chances of meeting New People. I was just thinking that this is my only chance & I kind of blew it if I'm a staff...
There are other personal concern. For the sake of 'togatherness' & to protect other feeling, I will re-consider taking up the job. However I m still torn, to think over to fulfill my challenge or to save other unhappiness.

I was so tempted to do some shopping today. Since its the Great S'pore Sale, not too bad the sale was superb. Was at OrCh@rD RD after work this evening, went to CK Tang & found a couple of dresses & blouses at 70% off. & the are not just some clothes but glamourous & branded ones... I'm trying to refrain myself from doing so. Reason being is becoz I will be in KL nxt week over the weekend, I would want to shop there instead.. Another week to go.. Tak lama tu.. Sabar aje lah.

Anyway, Chech_Mak & Camus Congrats on your Nikah tomorrow. Insya ALLAH the majlis will go accordingly, mudah2an...

Tomorrow evening RauDz & Myself will be going to RiTz CaRLtoN for PeST@ PeRD@N@ at 8pm... Hopefully it will something enjoyable...

See Ya...

TruLy NoreeZ

CLaRKe QuEy

Here comes another Off Day...

I always cant wait for the nxt off day.. & tmrw is the day.. shiok

I had my shift change to morning today. Initially it was suppose to be on Noon shift, however I had it change bcoz I just got a deal to buy Tok's new phone. The Lady's meeting in at 12noon. Furthermore I've promise RauDz that I'll be meeting NiN@ today to book the SN concert tickets.. So lucky me, I manage to get swap at the 11th hour.. Thanks to EuGeNe then...

So Lunch time today, I had to make a trip to ToA P@YoH to NiN@ office. Gosh I was practically lost at HDB HUB. I took the wrong lift 3 time, I must be really blind or what lah I guess. I didnt read the directory of the office clearly... So Finally I manage to reach NiN@ at the 10th floor of the East Wing of the Building. So after paying to her I rush back to get back to work. At the 1st floor, I was approached by a Pakcik, he asked if I'm a staff of HDB. So I said NO, he told me that I shld report before getting myself in to the building. He told me, "Awak ni jalan sana, jalan sini. Kalau tak tahu tanya lah..."
I said to him, "Saya mintak maaf encik, saya tak tahu..."
He said to me again, "Tu lah awak tak tahu awak tanya, ni awak naik lift situ, naik lift sini..."
I believe that he saw me earlier, feeling lost. Then by all means, he shld be the one approaching me at least ask, "Ya boleh saya bantu" or something.. How am I to noe that I had to report myself. Furthermore the lobby was so crowded by people during lunch time... Apa lagi, kita Marah lah orang cakap kita mcm ni.. Sabar aje.

Yesterday evening I receive a call from a Long Lost Friend... Nizam from KL. He was previously from JAL KL, however he left & join KLM KL instead. I can see that he has better prospect in KLM KL coz he goes to Amsterdam, Frankfurt very often for courses & jobs whatso ever... Good life. Nizam's is coming to Spore again, wz RadZman from Penang KLM also. They're having some course or seminar in KLM Spore. So I grab the chance to chnge my noon shift to morning nxt Wed when they arrive. Insya ALLAH jumpa lah mereka2 tu nanti...

Oh Ya, I forgot to mention that NuRuL's pregnant.. her 2nd. Anyway she hasn't even posted in her blog abt it.. Apa lagi bila nak post Nyah??

And a new blog friend's Big Day is this Fri. Chech_Mak, Selamat Pengantin Baru eh!! I told her I will Doa Insya ALLAH tak hujan kat Seremban. Nak Hujan kat KL ke, Spore ke takpe. Biar Pengantin kita make up tak cair takut kot kot hujan lebat ke...
Insya ALLAH tidak leh..

TruLy NoreeZ

Nice... 

Nak cakap camner eh nak turn down org..

NuRuL's words of 'wisdom' to make excuses... I shall try.. haahaha..

yalah for fun jadi life tak boring hehehehehehee....
nak cakap camner eh nak turn down org....perhaps:
"Can I have your number?"
"Em.....hehehehe.....I tell you what, why not you gimme your number and I contact you."
"Alah c'mmon lah......tak kan secretive"
"Hehehehehe......ok oklah....take down this number: 94855897"
kau kasi ajer number prepaid yang kau kasi aku dulu.....aku cuma on bila aku balik spore ajer apa. Sekarang nombor tu ada lagi. Exp on Oct....so masih byk time.....aku mesti balik per one of these days hahahahahhahahahahahaha

Itu for those yang kau tak berkenan di hati lah.....
"Your face like arab lah..."
"Oh yeah...Saddam Husein and Osama are related to me lah"
(make sure u cakap pelan2. Kalau dia smart he will laugh at u. Kalau dia bangsa yang cepat percaya..he will be frighten of u huahahahahahahahaha)

I dont noe what's up wz me this few days...

I had sleepless nights & dreamt 2x that I retrieve the online photos again to see the grand wedding.. haahahah.. Giler lah aku ni agak nya.

So finally I had to see it when my emotion are better.. Yes I've view the whole photo page finally. Actually deep inside my heart says that He's happy now. I'm happy for him eventhough He think that I cant make him happy like how She does to him now... Ya, he must be very happy wz her... For someone who went thru 2 failed marriages I think he deserve it then. Its ok, my time will come Insya ALLAH...

I Rememeber MaK Pasir Ris ever mention "dah lah apa kau nak tunggu2 lagi, Kau tunggu2 dia dah kahwin pun..." Was I waiting for him still??? I cant simply lie to myself.. Maybe sometime I hope He comes back, which is not possible for that to happen. I rememeber I tried to make things work, I tried too hard, when at the back of my head I noe its just impossible. But why was I trying too hard then??

14 June 2005 will be Bapak Pasir Ris 1st year anniversary. Semoga ALLAH terangkan lah kubur nya & dicucuri Rahmat Insya ALLAH. He was a Fine man, I respect him a lot like a father to me. Or rather like a grandfather coz he's of the same 'batch' as Tok. I remember how He broke his heart telling him he wants to call off the whole thing. I called Bapak he started to cry, cried so hard till I get worried & rush myself to Tampines to see how he was doing. At that point my parents was still left untold of the whole called off thingy. I just have to hide it coz want to make it offical till his family came over to voice it out... Kesian Bapak... Dont worry Bapak, Your son is a happy man how. I can see that in his smile & eyes when you see his grand wedding aft many years of Bujang.. haahahah.. I hope he is a happy man & this time I will pray for his marriage to last till akhir hayat Insya ALLAH.

Mak said that Tok got back his stuff this morning, I guess from the police station or something. Most of the stuff went missing is the antiq phone of him or Mine!!! heehehehehe. Cash including those that was suppose to be given to Masjid frm people's kenduri stuff... So Sad.. But I guess he got his IC back I think... Thats most important, thats part of your life wz out IC man...

What is the best word & sentence to tell people that I'm not inte rested & ready yet!!!!

Yesterday was my 1st day of work aft 3 weeks of god noe's the Heaven I had at home....

As usual it was such a disastrous feeling abt coming back to work. Knowing that GleNN's leaving by end of the mth. The atmosphere is getting stale at work & demoralised due to the batches of staff who resign aft the Big BoNuS in March.. I expected more goodbye to come for this mth as well

Well coming to work was not to bad at all infact. Was overjoy by the hi & hello & the welcome back to work greeting & hugs.. heeheheheh... I answered calls for the 1st half of the day, luckly I manage to hit the stats for the day.. not to bad. I had so much things to do, to copy my HPL claims, to submit the AL, chnge shift for the coming KL trip & pay all the bday hutang wz the rest of the gang coz I miss the bday people. Heeheheh…

Ok I got morning greeting from my previous date already.. alamak, I noe this is going to come.. I just hate to disssapoint people coz I noe at the end of the day I will be dissapointed & curse for making false hope on people... Jahat lah aku ni.. RahMaD is 34, to me his is young lah.. He stated calling me last night but i didnt pick up.. Ok i hate to feel guilty not rejecting someone like that.. Its not a simple thing to do you noe.

A few days ago YaTi intro me to someone, Kareem 38, he stated to SMS me a few days ago. I sms back to say that I'm not feeling well (coz of my swollen ear & its giving me headache...) to again I've got to reject someone... I didnt expect an sms to come so fast from Kareem coz I've told NuRuL earlier a few days back I'm still not ready. As expected it wasnt her plan.. Its ok, its just that I dont like to reject another soul or two. Coz I'm an expert of being rejected.. haahahahah.. so I noe how is it like.

Pls tell me what am I to tell this people... Coz I m sincerely not ready for another immediate commitment... Seriously..

RauDz & Me went to watch at Movie last night.. "Qaisy & Leila" wz JeH@N MisKiN & F@ZuR@, its a Tayangan Perdana @ NTUC Auditorium Marina Boulevard @ 8pm. Story Line a big dry, but overall it was good coz of the scenary on Afgan & Pakistan on the shooting set.. Actor & Actress are good overall its for Amal sake its a good movie lah. Its just that it didnt give us an impact on something to be reminded of the story

Anyway, RauDz drop her autography page of JeH@N & F@ZuR@ aft just a few step a walk away from them. I guess who ever has pick it up & start showing to people on the signatured sheet, not shy lah coz RauDz name was in there.. What a disspointment.

Another day at work today, but I'm on noon shift till 2300. On top of all, the discomfort on my Heavy Days of 'my sister's arrival week'.. tu yg boring tu…

Highlights of love........

I Hope this is the Boost of Morale when comes to Relationship... Thanks to Meerra...

Attracting Healthy Relationships

Someone once said that in order to love fully, you have to risk having your heart broken.

Too many people in infatuations, romantic relationships and marriages make the mistake of withholding love. Most of our relationships have boundaries. We use them for protection. We've been hurt before, and we're afraid of becoming too intimate with someone lest we get hurt again. As a result, there is mistrust, we play mind games, withhold who we truly are, and refuse to cede our power and pride.

Trust takes a while to develop. The problem is when someone is never able to be completely open and honest. In order to have an intimate relationship with anyone, we must first love and trust ourselves. If we are untrustworthy, we probably will not be able to trust anyone else. The problem is often not the other person. The problem is when we make unsound choices based on our insecurities and fears.

It's good for us to be able to see our own areas that need improving. However, it is distorted to believe ourselves to be unlovable. No matter who we are or what we've done, what we choose to do with our lives is a matter of free will. We can, at any time, change our thinking and immediately begin changing our experience. That is, if we prefer to grow rather than wallow in self pity. Until we can truly accept and love ourselves exactly as we are, close, loving relationships will be hard to come by. Instead, we'll find ourselves dogged by unhealthy, secretive and selfish relationships.

If we can resign ourselves to be in that perfect place of love, where we are giving, loving, and trustworthy for others, people will come into our experience. Some will be healthy for us and others will be draining. To attract those who will resonate with us, we can simply speak softly our highest truth and stand quietly in our integrity. Those who cannot bear the light will slip back into the shadows.

It is often easier to love those we haven't met than those we face daily! Potential partners are always more attractive and interesting in our imagination and in their distance. We always want what we do not have. When we do have it and the illusion falls away, we find that we are unable to deal with the reality, and begin to hanker after another false image.

If we would be loved, we must be loving. If we can look beyond the humanness of another - that is, the weakness and fallibility of being human - then we can see the beauty within. It's that beauty that we fall in love with. That grows ever more lovely even as age creases the skin, loosens the muscles and greys the hair.

Love is an infinite commodity. You can't give it away without creating more. You attract into your life that which you are. To find the right person, be the right person.

Theft, Date & Back to Work Tomorrow.....

This morning FiDz work me up at 8.30am asking if nid to terminate Tok's hp line coz it was lost... I tot of waking up slightly late say 9.30am thinking that I will be back to work tmrw which chances of waking up late aft that will be slim... My eyes just refuse to get back to sleep aft that so might as well get up. FiDz was up early doing her homework, she told me that Mak kol the market this morning. Tok's stuff was stolen in the masjid this subuh. His antiq hp which I gave to him, his wallet, some other personal stuff like IC & some doctors appointment card all inside the kepit ala BJ KaDiR black bag of his was stolen while he took a short nap aft mengaji right aft solat subuh. The Masjid door & gate key is the biggest concern coz it was inside the bag. Sometime I simple dont understand people stealing in a holy place like the Masjid... I just simply dont understand

OK I must write this story really coz its really an experience... Listen up! I went out on a DATE today!!! YES a DATE, 1st aft 4 years... Was so worried but still exciting however still concern over alot of things. Dont really noe what to expect from it. So it was at 4pm arrnge by IJL... I was slightly late coz I've forgotten its school holiday & the train was so packed. So I arrive abt 5mins late.. what an impression coz I dont want to be early coz I noe I'm a early bird & always early when it come to appointment. The place is nice, Gusto at Wisma 2nd floor. I like the place really nice & cool. So the waiter guided me to the table, ok i saw him

He didnt intro himself, I was the one to say HI. He didnt get up nor we didnt even shake hands... So I started the conversation, wait I was telling myself m I the only person talking here.. A lot of awkard pause.. gosh I hate this... I hve to fill up the conversation wz my Tonsil story, then unexpectedly the topic of my biz. I had to go on & on abt biz for abt 30mins which I never want to talk abt it. Then I say "so much of my stories...." he just laugh.. Oh sori, base on the info his name is RaHmaD I think.... anyway we talk abt interest, nothing similar to mine. He is an outdoor person, by the look of it I make myself sounded as though I m a homely typical ladylike girl... Then he said that I speak good English, I felt like laughing.. maybe becoz I felt more confident conversing in English 1st or else it will make it sound so mushy when I talk in Malay... Not that I'm not proud of my Malay, I am.. its just that it will make it look so minah coz when Malay is concern it will sound like a minah rock. Coz when words like Lepak, Rabak all come in the sentence it will not look nice on an impression.. haahahahahahah

Abt an hour abt the meeting I giving a hint that I want to balik lah... he wanted to stay on, yet again I go on & on wz my stories.. Apa cerita lagi aku nak bring up eh.. Unexpectedly I mention abt penghijrahan to Malaysia, actually trying to put him off.. but instead its not. Not knowingly I mention abt DuBaI which I never wanted to talk abt it till he asked me why leaving to DuBaI.. thats it! I've no choice but to mention abt me being previously engaged.. I hate it.. I never want to talk abt past relationship!!!!!!!!!! "I Want to go back already.." I was saying it out loud in my heart of course...

I came to realised something abt myself today... I'M NOT READY FOR COMMITTMENT!!!! I'm so not ready into involve wz another relationship. Gosh what is happening with me!!!!!
So anyway, I tot of going on Dutch instead he wants to pay for coffee. I must say that he do not have similar interest wz me anyway.. I tried to talk abt football, he never watch any. So I rest my case then. We walk out of the coffee house, he asked how do he ctc me again. I just dont want to be rude so I hve to give him my namecard.. Actually I do not want to give... I was so eager to call Darma or Lynn. Lucky Lynn picked up the call. She asked me where m I coz it sounded like as if I'm at Pasar Geylang.. She laugh at me coz I called her immediately aft the date... I told her I'm not into jumping for wedding bells she understand me...

Anyway Its just an interesting day for me.. Well I'll be back to work tmrw.. & thats sucks big time... I'm really into job hunting back again. So how things goes. But I just hve to boost myself coz I'm watching a show wz RauDz tmrw evening.. Hope it will be a good thing to start the 1st day of work aft 3 wks then

Nyah, dont be surprise if you read today's Blog... haahahaha……

RauDz & Me.. 

T@m@n W@ris@n 

Recovering...

If not for another wk of HPL extension, I shld be back to work today.
So means I hve another few days to relax before starting to hear a lot of crazy cust screaming & complaint on all sorts of things...

I've manage to recover fully only sometimes I do feel the pain on the left side of the throat. On top of all, its getting pretty good. I've started eating as in really eating food, yesterday had Murtabak, later Mak cook Chicken Rice, in the evening had Roti Kirai given by Radiah for her Birthday Kenduri at Masjid.. Yummy isnt it? Well after that I felt an absolute guilt abt eating so much... I had that feeling.

We bought out PesT@ PeRd@N@ tickets last Monday, its gonna be at RiTz C@rLTon on 17 June. Just trying to enjoy some glamourous stuff again... heeheheheh.. RauDz friend NiNa told her abt the corp ticket for SN Concert on 20 July, its going at $130 instead of the actualy price at $185. So we finally decided to go, RauDz, Mak & Myself... It looks like we are in so much of a party & entertainment thingy...

Mak & Ayah went Penang for holiday AGAIN. So RauDz & me when out to Taman Warisan to see how good it is. So we went to the museum to see some exibits, we got to noe abt it from the news the night before. I stumble upon a Familiar Name at the news, he's an artist. A school friend of Mak, so we just want to see if there is any painting that will amaze us... We see some of his art work, but the one that we were looking for was not posted on the exibits. So a slight of a disappointment but its alright. Anyway the Familiar Name has pass away years back. Heard he has 3 sons all abt oiut age also. Sometime Mak show concern what if we noe any of his son all the ways of our life. Cannot imagine, its gonna be just like those soap drama on TV... so cartoon...

Went to Arab Street ystrday noon to buy our Materials for Raya. Cant believe it we hve not settle on Raya stuff & we are already half of the year to 2005. This time we gonna do something different. A combination of 2 contrast colours, from the main material to go wz the base or lining... we shall we how it will turn out. Spend $95 for the material per person & $85 for tailoring.. Gosh its been a month of spending man...

I'm going out this evening for some coffee wz friend... Will there be more outing soon before proceeding to work??? Maybe shall go to CCK to see my cousins nxt week then since its sch holidays...

TruLy NoreeZ

CoBy E BeLL 

Coby Bell Third Watch 

CoBy BeLL 3rd W@TcH

CoBy BeLL - 3rd W@TcH
Born 11 May 1975
New York City

He's my Fav... heeheheh....

TruLy NoreeZ

Its already been A Week...

Its already a week.

The pain occur today infact since last night, I still feel that there is something missing behind my tongue. funny isnt it??

I remembered last week at this time I'm still weak & motionless... The throw up thing, gosh terrible. Glad I'm back to Life man.. haahaahaha...

 

My HPL is extended till 8th June, on the 9th is my off day so which means will only be back to work on 10th June.. haahahah.. I still have more time to rest now. Its the heeling period now just got to bare wz it now.

 

I've been having thoughts since I saw the wedding picture of SomeOne, I think its really bad to think that way. But who cares. Just cant help thinking & thinking.. I remember speaking to Lynn a few weeks ago. She asked me, is it really hard looking for a Malay man in Spore. I told her YES of course. Now expectation is different wz Malay guys. Their choice are now on Chinese Girls, Ang Mo or now as i can see Pinoy Girl. I told Lynn that I ex married off a Pinoy after left me. She just laugh at hearing it.. What a joke she said.

 

Nurul & Me are still in the mist of nego & further disccusion on our Child Care biz. Hopefully it will come to a conclusion soon. However I just hve to start saving back after having to use up my saving for something good I must say... Insya ALLAH...

 

 

I bought a book by Sheila O Flanagan last 22 May - Tittle is Anyone But Him. Reminded me of a Movie tittle or something. Anyway I'm already at page 345 out of 600 pages now. I just cant stop reading it now.. heheheheh...

 

Till Then...

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Carrie Underwoods Crowned American Idol 05

Carrie Underwood WON!!! I really like it, I was watching it since 8am today. Surprisingly Raudz woke up at 8am today just to watch it, otherwise she will only leave her bed at 11 am the latest.. heeheheh...

TruLy NoreeZ

Bo & Carrie.. I still Like Bo, He's Different - He Rocks!! 

Carrie Underwood crowned 'American Idol' 

Day 5... Medical Check Up

I had a doctor appointment this morning at TTSH. Alhamdulliah everything went well. However my MC is being extended for another week till 9th June. I told doctor I've got to answer calls when I'm back to work. I cant be talking like this, sluring it sounded so funny...

Anyway, this is the only chance to lose some kilos, in fact I've lost 4kg already. You noe what i miss most?? Morning coffee.. so shiok right. What else, Curry Ikan on prata, or Ayam masak merah.. fuyoo power tu. Jangan mimpi lah dik.. I just had corn & mushroom soup this noon, not to bad after all.

I saw His wedding pictures yesterday, gosh. I was extremely mad. But I just cool down not long after that. Now I felt like browsing thru the photo again.. heehehe.. Dah tua2 tah sedor diri den tu, nak bergambar mcm orang muda.. Gayak lah tu.. haahaha... Gasak den lah..

TruLy NoreeZ

Day 3... After Operation

Today's the 3rd day of my HPL. Ok still not to bad. But there are too many tempting stuff at home, food I', talking abt. The other night Ayah bought tulang & mee hoon goreng for dinner. Gosh Sabar aje tengok food.
Food is getting slightly boring i must say. Morning I has quaker oats which is of course a healthy food, noon I had mash potato for lunch, dinner i had porridge instead. I purposely put it in such a way or else it will get very boring.
Food on the table like fruit cakes, today Mak Long came bought kueh sambosa & popiah. Aduh!!... Then Mak & Ayah bought fish & chips for Fidz & Raudz.. Sabar lagi. Dinner they has Nasi Ayam... : ( haahaahh.... sabar noris, Sabar aje...
OK see shall we how the rest of the days goes. The pain is not as bad at all. But something still felt that there is something got stuck on the throat when I eat. Got to wash away wz water, cold water...
I've forgotten how my voice was coz I've not been talking for 3 days... Knowing me who likes to talk alot, story alot.. wow this is be very tough for being quiet man... haahahah...
K will update more soon..

TruLy NoreeZ

My Tonsil 

The Day I'm in the Hospital 

My Tonsil is Gone...

I was down wz flu & sore throat very frequently for the past 5mths. Until then i tot i shld just get my tonsil checked. Indeed it was bad, swallon & big. So I got to get some referal letter from Doctor Ko since I've been seeing him for the past mths he shld noe better. I have exhausted my Medical claim of $300 per year imagine, it was not even 1/2 a year. My medical leave was 3/4 used up till i got a counsling form form my TL.

2 weeks ago I went to TTSH for a doctor/Speciallist appointment & he has suggested to hve my tonsil removed. So yesterday was the day of my Day Surgery

I came to the Day Surgery @ 8am, was told to be there 1 hr early for the operation is to be at 9am. I was scared, God noe how scared I was. I only manage to just say prayers & zikir the minute I step into the Day Surgery Registration Desk.

Finally my name was called, So salam mak & ayah. still scared but just hve to be calm. The Staff Nurse weigh me, 67kg.. biar benar, just a day before that I weigh 75kg.. maybe becoz i hve to fast the day before from 12mid night till the day of the surgery... So i went into the hospital bed, they gave me my gown to chnge. Then I just lie down on the bed, & there was where my zikir starts. At abt 8.45am they wheeled me to the operation theather, then they start asking repeated question like my name, my ic no & if the signature on the form is mine & all that stuff. Doctor only came at 9.05am then they insert the needle on my left arm they start talking & I answer then put the oxygen mask on me & then suddenly.........
I woke up I was already at the holding bay.. they call me name I just nood my head. I'm still giddy... I felt like vomitting.. then later it was ok. so they wheeled me to the Day Surgery ward. I was fully concious then, but still dizzy & now i really felt like throwing up.. Coz i didnt manage to ring the call bell for the nurse to come. It was already all over my bed.. gosh disgusting, it was all brown in color.. eeeee.... terrible man..
Gosh after that i felt better, no more dizzy. I asked the Pinoy staff "Oras?" she said 12noon... I was asking for the time coz i cant see what!!! Oh then they took my spec for me so that i can see. Later ayah came then he collect the medication for me. Then I went back to sleep. The lady beside me had her family all come to fetch her. so noisy lah, i cannot go back to sleep. Finally she left wz the family. A new lady came beside my bed... i heard something abt she want to see the doctor, insist on seeing the doctor. she want to noe how big was the things or what so ever that was operated on her or something.. Alamak another noisy lady, she told her Staff all the life story already.. Then i feel like wee wee, call the staff she came to the toilet wz me.. so paiseh, dont care alh.
Its already almost 4pm. I heard ayah's voice then I saw mak & raudz. Nurse say I'm having fever so will hve to wait a little bit. I was telling myself its better that way just incase i fall sick at home its even more worst. So at 4.20pm Nurse took my Temp again, its 37.9c. earlier it was 37.6c. I was given panadol, amazing i manage to swallow then wz out having much prob, Alhamdulliah...
Nurse asked me to change I can go home now. Temp was 38.2c but doctor say its ok just continue taking the panadol everything shld be just fine...
Head home, it was raining so we took cab back. Ayah left his bike at the office we all took cab home.. I went home, get some more sleep. Woke up at abt 7pm. Mak make me blended porridge. gosh its teribble taste. I took the antibiotic - Augmentine that big one.. ish ish ish... took panadol too. drink the jelly gamat, was told its good for luka2.. makan lah if its untuk kebaikan right??
later at abt 8pm while watching news, I just felt like vomitting again. So I spare the plastic bag, alamak again, I didnt manage my timing right lah. I throw out before I manage to place the plastic bag in front of me. Poor Mak had to clean it up. Told Mak sorry.. kesian mak.. Then I realise that I had yogurt earlier, I shld hve coz my tummy was empty. It was even worst taking yogurt. Well I just hve to sms my sister & friends, or simply hand signal wz my family or write note on papers that I've already standby.. haahahah... I manage to sleep early, miss watching Dia & other stuff also.. But sleep was more important then.

Today Alhamdulliah I'm feeling much better, eat porridge - real porridge in the moring. Had mash potato for lunch, Ribena for my cold drink.. not to bad though...
So I will be on Hospitalisation till 2June 05... good luck man..

TruLy NoreeZ

Nice.... 

Its been Sooooo Long Since.....

Gosh its been almost a mth since i blog.
I was down wz fever & sore throat for so many month. Finally I've got to have my tonsil remove!!! Actually I'm pretty scared wz the whole thing but I just hve to stay strong... haahahah.. sounded as if I've to go thru some major operation. Well of course!!! I've never been admitted to a hospital & best part of all I was never even born in a hospital what!!! Ya, my mom gave birth to me at home coz she was so concern abt giving birth 1st time so she dont want to be admitted to a hospital.. hahahaahh.. so u can see why I m so worried abt the operation!! I'm already thinking abt hving a long string of zikir when I will be wheel into the operation theater then.

Ok, office is getting empty. 5 people resign last April aft the big bonus. And a few more will leave this month. Heard some will be tendering resgination towards aft the pay day. Its gonna be tough, I was actually so emotional till I cried when Sharon & Mary's last day. I was feeling so demoralised with the emptiness of the senior staff leaving in Billing. Work is getting heavy & system is getting sensative & people or rather the Superior are getting more not human. I dont noe, maybe I will not understand.. Till now I still refuse to understand why when you're up there, you just simple forget to look down & be humble a bit... I simple dont understand.

Been planning for a holiday hopefully the end of June family vacation will turn out good. We will be going to Sarawak for holiday... Insya ALLAH.

NuRuL was here for 3 wks since her maid was back home for holiday. So manage to spend some quality time wz her, its been some time... worth it though... She is back home now. But I will sure see her again soon.. maybe end of this mth hopefully...

Last Sat 7th May,I bought MaK a FootSpa for Mother's Day. At the same time I dont noe why I was actually thinking of Mak & KaK RoZie, coz the last mother's day I bought MaK Pasir Ris a selendang, that was when Arwah Bapak was still around. Time was so fast that Bapak 'departure' is close to a year this June...
So I ordered a bouquet of flowers wz Sharon's help on her new job at the florist & have it send to Pasir Ris for mother's day gift for Mak Pasir Ris & KaK RoZie. I wasnt thinking of anything that was realated to you noe Who!!! But I was just thinking that in Life we just nid to appreciate on people when they can still rememeber us. Not untill one day you say that you regret not being able to be there for that person just before they 'go'... something like that. Life is short so we just nid to appreciative with people presence...

Ok got to Go.. more posting when I'm on MC sooonnnn...... haahahah...



TruLy NoreeZ